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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Tuesday, October 24

yesterday was one of the most horrible daes of my life.......
yesterdae night, when it was dinner time, i was serving my family's plates of rice on the table bah.....
den my bro cum in with my pa and wanted to put back sum rice, but i felt my amount of rice wasnt enough for me so i ask my bro to give me sum rice, den he gave me a whole chunk, den i said okie can aledi....
DEN MY PA SUDDENLY BAO ZA!

*i mean it!

dunno why he wan to be so angry over my bro giving me a bit too much rice, he juz sae dunno wad "U PURPOSELY GIVE HER SO MUCH RICE IS IT!?!?THINK I DUNNO U ARH?!?!"
i think seriously the whole building can hear, no doubt that even pitrie hu lives 6 floors above me can hear my pa's booming voice.
then my bro lost his temper, put back his rice into the pot, then went to his room.he went w/o dinner
pa say dun keep any dishes for him.......
dunno whether this whole thing is my fault leh.....everything sux......BUT MY FUCKED UP PA SUX THE MOST!!! GRR.....