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Friday, October 30
Drama today was awesome. It actually helps that the girls (and 2 guys) were damn high :) The trainer, Ros, was excellent :D I enjoyed learning new things today. & I realised I haven't lost my choir voice.
Actual preparation for SYF 2010 starts today. A hard and long process it will be, but I'll hang in there. Gold for the win, JIAYOU PJC EDS!
Calendar. I'm starting to like it. Thanks for the new name.
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Thursday, October 29
Freaked out to the max today. Damn didn't know there are so many mistakes in our WR. Thank goodness that madness is over.
Friday: Drama
Saturday: Meet up with Auntie Lim
Sunday: Mug for CL
My schedule sounds boring.
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Wednesday, October 28
Wrecked emotions. Wandering thoughts. All thanks to ___.
I'm always getting out worse than before.
WHY?
On a lighter note, WR'S FINISHED HIP HIP HOORAY!
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Monday, October 26
Almost at full blasting mode today. I don't care how you think about me right now. It's your attitude that pisses me off you know. Oh the irresponsibility one can have.
YAY. WR IS FINISHED IN 2 MORE DAYS. WHAT JOY :DDDDDD
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Sunday, October 25
I'M RAVING MAD AT THOSE IRRESPONSIBLE SOULS, ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO USED TO BE FROM UNIFORMED GROUPS.
DAMN IT.
It's like, you got your timetables even before you heard about Tuesday's performance. If there's a clash you should have informed us STRAIGHTAWAY RIGHT, NOT INFORMING US AT THE LAST MINUTE. I WOULD REALLY REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE THAT. YOU TRY BEING THE ADMIN I/C, DO YOU THINK IT'S SO SIMPLE LIKE TAKING ATTENDANCE?!
I'm angry, yes, but you should know why. It's already the day before you pay and collect the ticket, yet you are telling me only NOW!? DON'T USE PW AS AN EXCUSE. YOU KNOW WHEN ARE THE DAYS WITH LONG PW LESSONS EVEN BEFORE WE TOLD YOU GUYS ABOUT THIS PERFORMACE. & WE DIDN'T MAKE IT COMPULSORY AFTER WE CHANGED THE DATE FROM WEDNESDAY TO TUESDAY. & 14 BUCKS SHOULD BE NOTHING TO YOU GUYS, SINCE YOU CAN SPEND MORE THAN 14 BUCKS ANYTIME ON SHOPPING.
SHEESH. Dam pissed now.
& I havent finished my Chinese composition, & memorising my OP script for tomorrow, after a last minute arrangement, such that we have to present tomorrow because Felicia's group is not ready (more of because some people in her group will be absent tomorrow).
SHIT LA.
FML.
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Saturday, October 24
VS bronze & silver accreditation was fun, even though there's only 1 senior & 5 10/09s :)
Crapped & ate at Bedok Macs, then went to play Pool at Parkway Parade with George & Siokhui! There was this nice guy called Ian (or so I think) who taught us how to play properly :) I learnt so much today and now i want to play pool again! Must practise you know :D
FOCUS. PW; WR & OP!
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Friday, October 23
Chinese mock paper today. I think i screwed it :(
Then slacked in school for 5 hrs straight. Drama-ed.
VS evacuation accreditation tomorrow :)
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Thursday, October 22
I need to get a good camera for my New Zealand Geography trip.
So I have 2 choices:
1)W995
-Good music
-Good camera: 8.1 megapixels
2)Cybershot digital camera
-More memory to store pictures
-At least 10.1 megapixels? :)
2 problems: PRICE & PRACTICALITY
Of course, a cybershot camera can take better pictures, but I can only take pictures, whereas I may not take good pictures with W995, yet there are more functions that I can use, like music, sms etc.
So, any ideas?
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Tuesday, October 20
Well, this is it. Haish.
Extreme disappointment. WHY? :(
There are more disappointments than happiness.
There are more deprovements than improvements.
There are more unexpectancies than expectancies.
I just cannot believe what I have just seen. Never in my dreams did I expected myself to do so badly, not when I have placed in so much more effort this time.
Am I just no good & plain dumb?
Could I have placed in more effort?
Should I be less hard on myself?
Must I be angry with myself?
Because seriously, I'm at a loss on how I should feel.
Questions left unanswered.
Questions go unanswered.
So, how? :(
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Monday, October 19
Exciting BBQ at Jia Man's house yesterday. Pretty much happy that my muffins are rather popular.
More pics on facebook :D
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Friday, October 16
I'm going to New Zealand for the Geography trip HOORAY! That's a surprise I wasn't expecting at all, since I only take H1 Geography.
BUT. It just makes my December holidays more packed than ever before:
1) 4-11 Dec: Geography trip
2)12 Dec: RCYC 1st contact session
3)15/16 Dec: Alpha outing?
4) 17-20 Dec: RCYC
5) 21 Dec: Metro-SIF CIP
6) 22 Dec onwards: Ops team5 outing?
OMG. HOW? WHAT A PACKED TIMETABLE.
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Wednesday, October 14
I thought today's learning journey was going to be pretty much boring since 09s12 was going to URA (Urban Redevelopment Authority) city center. But overall it was rather cool :D
We saw this HUGE Singapore map model which has "buildings" on it. The coolest part is that all these buildings are replicas of reality! So i managed to find my block & Fuhua Secondary :D Couldn't find PJC building though, cos very far away :( but i took a picture of the Singapore Flyer!!! :DDD
See the blue shaded building? That's my block, 663B! :D
The model of the singapore map :D
The cute Singapore Flyer! :DDD
Went upstairs and saw another HUGE map, this time it's only concentrating on the city area. Saw a bigger model of the Singapore Flyer :DDD But so sad la, i wanted to take a picture of the Esplanade model but it's too far away T.T
Ngee Ann City
Takashimaya S.C
Wisma Atrium
ION Orchard
The building above ION Orchard
Tangs Plaza
Istana Park ( I wish i could capture RC HQ!)
National Stadium
Kallang Leisure Park, Singapore Indoor Stadium
Marina Barrage
The Singapore Flyer! (except that this picture is zoomed up to the maximum -.-)
Later, we have to go downstairs again, & we managed to squeeze into one damn small lift. HAHAHAHAHA suresh scared to take the lift with us, and it's not because there was no more space in the lift XD
Supposed to go and see temples, but due to bad weather, went to makan at Maxwell Market. Sian i feel that the Madam Tan's Nasi Lemak that i ate, famous for it being "so 'lemak' you can swim in it" was rather disappointing luh. Especially the chili -.- It's not the normal spicy sambal chili that i was expecting. And it's not very 'lemak' to me. Even the sambal long beans were soggy =.= But the chicken wing saved the day :D
Reported back to PJC, and took my CAPTAIN'S BALL GOLD MEDAL from yesterday :DDDD
After that, headed for Yew Tee to meet Felicia to buy ingredients need for...
BAKING OF MUFFINS!
Yup! My first time at baking too!
Go her blog for more details, but the muffins were AWESOME! Delicious too, i might add. :D
WHOLE BODY ACHING );
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Tuesday, October 13
OWENS CAPTAIN BALL TEAM WAS FRIGGING AWESOME TODAY! :D
overslept real bad today! :( but managed to reach school before our first game because daddy fetched me :)
trashed Nobel 20-2 :D managed to beat everyone except Byron -.- but it's cool okay! :D
yeah luh thats all :D
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Monday, October 12
O-W-E-N-S, you can go and kiss my ass!
:DDDDD
INTER-HOUSE GAMES TOMORROW! GO OWENS!
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Sunday, October 11
Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely by Backstreet Boys
Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me
[Chorus:]
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze upon me
Guilty roads to an endless love (endless love)
There's no control
Are you with me now?
Your every wish will be done
They tell me
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body, and soul
How can it be
You're asking me
To feel the things you never show
You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
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Saturday, October 10
Louisa,
Good Luck in your future endeavours. May you succeed in Australia.
Jeslynn.
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Friday, October 9
1 year ago, it was Fuhua's 6th Graduating Batch last day.
3rd October 2008.
My very last day with 4e5, the best class ever.
Went to school with Esther, Michelle, Gao Yan, Pitrie & Jing Xi. Played our favourite game: Captain's Ball, as a class for the last time. Wore our class tee for the first time as a class. Celebrated in the hall with balloons :) See Shi Yuan doing the emceeing. Got my gift from FHRCY juniors :D Ate at Sakura with 4e5 at night.
As the 7th batch graduates today, i reminisce about our very last day. It's still clear in my mind. I am and still missing 4e5 :) I hope everyone is doing fine.
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Wednesday, October 7
Promos are over just 24 hours ago :D rushed to Parkway Parade for pool & ecp cycling :)
not counting today, there are 4 days of FREEDOM left. (even though there's still the transcript to do -.-) :D
an analysis of promos:
GP: quite alright, even though i did a super popular question for essay. managed to complete my comprehension (including QA) for once :D
Economics: not good. only satisfied for DRQ, but i screwed paper 2. did the wrong question. wish i studied more for econs.
Geography: not too bad. concentrated too much on the spottings, & only 2 out of the 3 spottings came out both of which are human geography. thank goodness it's earthquakes :)
Chemistry: the most disappointing paper of all. the subject which i mugged the most for and yet i still find the paper damn difficult. super upset with chemistry.
Maths: one word: TOUGH. but still can do. only managed to complete 2 full questions with confidence of getting full marks for them.
Chinese: not easy. but i still can pass :D
haish. my 2h2 papers are screwed, again ):
playing now, ciaos~
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Friday, October 2
after today, i think i'll get retained.
no doubt about it.
my fate is already sealed.
not in terms of whether i'll get retained or not, it's whether God wants me to reincarnate or not.
so. 41 more days to be alive.
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Thursday, October 1
tell me:
is drowning, or consuming an over-dosage of pills easier/cleaner to die?
i think i have made up my mind on whether to live or die on november 12 (the latter being a 99.9% possibility, after today's econs paper).
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Friday, October 30
Drama today was awesome. It actually helps that the girls (and 2 guys) were damn high :) The trainer, Ros, was excellent :D I enjoyed learning new things today. & I realised I haven't lost my choir voice.
Actual preparation for SYF 2010 starts today. A hard and long process it will be, but I'll hang in there. Gold for the win, JIAYOU PJC EDS!
Calendar. I'm starting to like it. Thanks for the new name.
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Thursday, October 29
Freaked out to the max today. Damn didn't know there are so many mistakes in our WR. Thank goodness that madness is over.
Friday: Drama
Saturday: Meet up with Auntie Lim
Sunday: Mug for CL
My schedule sounds boring.
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Wednesday, October 28
Wrecked emotions. Wandering thoughts. All thanks to ___.
I'm always getting out worse than before.
WHY?
On a lighter note, WR'S FINISHED HIP HIP HOORAY!
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Monday, October 26
Almost at full blasting mode today. I don't care how you think about me right now. It's your attitude that pisses me off you know. Oh the irresponsibility one can have.
YAY. WR IS FINISHED IN 2 MORE DAYS. WHAT JOY :DDDDDD
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Sunday, October 25
I'M RAVING MAD AT THOSE IRRESPONSIBLE SOULS, ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO USED TO BE FROM UNIFORMED GROUPS.
DAMN IT.
It's like, you got your timetables even before you heard about Tuesday's performance. If there's a clash you should have informed us STRAIGHTAWAY RIGHT, NOT INFORMING US AT THE LAST MINUTE. I WOULD REALLY REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE THAT. YOU TRY BEING THE ADMIN I/C, DO YOU THINK IT'S SO SIMPLE LIKE TAKING ATTENDANCE?!
I'm angry, yes, but you should know why. It's already the day before you pay and collect the ticket, yet you are telling me only NOW!? DON'T USE PW AS AN EXCUSE. YOU KNOW WHEN ARE THE DAYS WITH LONG PW LESSONS EVEN BEFORE WE TOLD YOU GUYS ABOUT THIS PERFORMACE. & WE DIDN'T MAKE IT COMPULSORY AFTER WE CHANGED THE DATE FROM WEDNESDAY TO TUESDAY. & 14 BUCKS SHOULD BE NOTHING TO YOU GUYS, SINCE YOU CAN SPEND MORE THAN 14 BUCKS ANYTIME ON SHOPPING.
SHEESH. Dam pissed now.
& I havent finished my Chinese composition, & memorising my OP script for tomorrow, after a last minute arrangement, such that we have to present tomorrow because Felicia's group is not ready (more of because some people in her group will be absent tomorrow).
SHIT LA.
FML.
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Saturday, October 24
VS bronze & silver accreditation was fun, even though there's only 1 senior & 5 10/09s :)
Crapped & ate at Bedok Macs, then went to play Pool at Parkway Parade with George & Siokhui! There was this nice guy called Ian (or so I think) who taught us how to play properly :) I learnt so much today and now i want to play pool again! Must practise you know :D
FOCUS. PW; WR & OP!
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Friday, October 23
Chinese mock paper today. I think i screwed it :(
Then slacked in school for 5 hrs straight. Drama-ed.
VS evacuation accreditation tomorrow :)
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Thursday, October 22
I need to get a good camera for my New Zealand Geography trip.
So I have 2 choices:
1)W995
-Good music
-Good camera: 8.1 megapixels
2)Cybershot digital camera
-More memory to store pictures
-At least 10.1 megapixels? :)
2 problems: PRICE & PRACTICALITY
Of course, a cybershot camera can take better pictures, but I can only take pictures, whereas I may not take good pictures with W995, yet there are more functions that I can use, like music, sms etc.
So, any ideas?
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Tuesday, October 20
Well, this is it. Haish.
Extreme disappointment. WHY? :(
There are more disappointments than happiness.
There are more deprovements than improvements.
There are more unexpectancies than expectancies.
I just cannot believe what I have just seen. Never in my dreams did I expected myself to do so badly, not when I have placed in so much more effort this time.
Am I just no good & plain dumb?
Could I have placed in more effort?
Should I be less hard on myself?
Must I be angry with myself?
Because seriously, I'm at a loss on how I should feel.
Questions left unanswered.
Questions go unanswered.
So, how? :(
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Monday, October 19
Exciting BBQ at Jia Man's house yesterday. Pretty much happy that my muffins are rather popular.
More pics on facebook :D
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Friday, October 16
I'm going to New Zealand for the Geography trip HOORAY! That's a surprise I wasn't expecting at all, since I only take H1 Geography.
BUT. It just makes my December holidays more packed than ever before:
1) 4-11 Dec: Geography trip
2)12 Dec: RCYC 1st contact session
3)15/16 Dec: Alpha outing?
4) 17-20 Dec: RCYC
5) 21 Dec: Metro-SIF CIP
6) 22 Dec onwards: Ops team5 outing?
OMG. HOW? WHAT A PACKED TIMETABLE.
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Wednesday, October 14
I thought today's learning journey was going to be pretty much boring since 09s12 was going to URA (Urban Redevelopment Authority) city center. But overall it was rather cool :D
We saw this HUGE Singapore map model which has "buildings" on it. The coolest part is that all these buildings are replicas of reality! So i managed to find my block & Fuhua Secondary :D Couldn't find PJC building though, cos very far away :( but i took a picture of the Singapore Flyer!!! :DDD
See the blue shaded building? That's my block, 663B! :D
The model of the singapore map :D
The cute Singapore Flyer! :DDD
Went upstairs and saw another HUGE map, this time it's only concentrating on the city area. Saw a bigger model of the Singapore Flyer :DDD But so sad la, i wanted to take a picture of the Esplanade model but it's too far away T.T
Ngee Ann City
Takashimaya S.C
Wisma Atrium
ION Orchard
The building above ION Orchard
Tangs Plaza
Istana Park ( I wish i could capture RC HQ!)
National Stadium
Kallang Leisure Park, Singapore Indoor Stadium
Marina Barrage
The Singapore Flyer! (except that this picture is zoomed up to the maximum -.-)
Later, we have to go downstairs again, & we managed to squeeze into one damn small lift. HAHAHAHAHA suresh scared to take the lift with us, and it's not because there was no more space in the lift XD
Supposed to go and see temples, but due to bad weather, went to makan at Maxwell Market. Sian i feel that the Madam Tan's Nasi Lemak that i ate, famous for it being "so 'lemak' you can swim in it" was rather disappointing luh. Especially the chili -.- It's not the normal spicy sambal chili that i was expecting. And it's not very 'lemak' to me. Even the sambal long beans were soggy =.= But the chicken wing saved the day :D
Reported back to PJC, and took my CAPTAIN'S BALL GOLD MEDAL from yesterday :DDDD
After that, headed for Yew Tee to meet Felicia to buy ingredients need for...
BAKING OF MUFFINS!
Yup! My first time at baking too!
Go her blog for more details, but the muffins were AWESOME! Delicious too, i might add. :D
WHOLE BODY ACHING );
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Tuesday, October 13
OWENS CAPTAIN BALL TEAM WAS FRIGGING AWESOME TODAY! :D
overslept real bad today! :( but managed to reach school before our first game because daddy fetched me :)
trashed Nobel 20-2 :D managed to beat everyone except Byron -.- but it's cool okay! :D
yeah luh thats all :D
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Monday, October 12
O-W-E-N-S, you can go and kiss my ass!
:DDDDD
INTER-HOUSE GAMES TOMORROW! GO OWENS!
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Sunday, October 11
Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely by Backstreet Boys
Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me
[Chorus:]
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze upon me
Guilty roads to an endless love (endless love)
There's no control
Are you with me now?
Your every wish will be done
They tell me
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body, and soul
How can it be
You're asking me
To feel the things you never show
You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
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Saturday, October 10
Louisa,
Good Luck in your future endeavours. May you succeed in Australia.
Jeslynn.
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Friday, October 9
1 year ago, it was Fuhua's 6th Graduating Batch last day.
3rd October 2008.
My very last day with 4e5, the best class ever.
Went to school with Esther, Michelle, Gao Yan, Pitrie & Jing Xi. Played our favourite game: Captain's Ball, as a class for the last time. Wore our class tee for the first time as a class. Celebrated in the hall with balloons :) See Shi Yuan doing the emceeing. Got my gift from FHRCY juniors :D Ate at Sakura with 4e5 at night.
As the 7th batch graduates today, i reminisce about our very last day. It's still clear in my mind. I am and still missing 4e5 :) I hope everyone is doing fine.
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Wednesday, October 7
Promos are over just 24 hours ago :D rushed to Parkway Parade for pool & ecp cycling :)
not counting today, there are 4 days of FREEDOM left. (even though there's still the transcript to do -.-) :D
an analysis of promos:
GP: quite alright, even though i did a super popular question for essay. managed to complete my comprehension (including QA) for once :D
Economics: not good. only satisfied for DRQ, but i screwed paper 2. did the wrong question. wish i studied more for econs.
Geography: not too bad. concentrated too much on the spottings, & only 2 out of the 3 spottings came out both of which are human geography. thank goodness it's earthquakes :)
Chemistry: the most disappointing paper of all. the subject which i mugged the most for and yet i still find the paper damn difficult. super upset with chemistry.
Maths: one word: TOUGH. but still can do. only managed to complete 2 full questions with confidence of getting full marks for them.
Chinese: not easy. but i still can pass :D
haish. my 2h2 papers are screwed, again ):
playing now, ciaos~
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Friday, October 2
after today, i think i'll get retained.
no doubt about it.
my fate is already sealed.
not in terms of whether i'll get retained or not, it's whether God wants me to reincarnate or not.
so. 41 more days to be alive.
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Thursday, October 1
tell me:
is drowning, or consuming an over-dosage of pills easier/cleaner to die?
i think i have made up my mind on whether to live or die on november 12 (the latter being a 99.9% possibility, after today's econs paper).
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12March is the best day each year :D
JWPS, FHSS, 2B06, 4E5'08<3, FHRCY, Charlie2 of ULP '07, Alpha & 10/09<3, PJC 09s12, EDS, RCYC'09DELTA<3
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CELESTE
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AMBROSE SIR
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YING QI MA'AM
09S12!
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ZHI QIAN SIR
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