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Sunday, June 29
FRIENDS; they are the ones whom you thought were just part-of-the-crowd friends, but they give the most unexpected help to you when you need the crucial help from your so-called good friends who are "missing" at the most critical moment.this statement, i believe, rings true for many. even as the school term reopens to a most horrendous timetable; classes end at 4.30pm everyday, but during this first week, i leant what is called friends. i will treasure them even more, to repay for that small gesture the 3 did just for me. 4e5'08 is a special class; a class that is so damn united, a class that is kind-hearted, a class that looks out for each other. no other class can be so different and unique from the others; only 4e5'08 can. the 39 of you are special in your own way, so much so that i love your little ways that makes up the class that we are. it's the last few months, once they are over, we can only be friends forever. so let's treasure each other, just like i will treasure the 39 of you(:and do remember to bring the clean cans b4 this friday!!!!!!!!and since im definetely not gonna update my blog very regularly after today, i will need someone from school to make my blog alive like, every few weeks. i have one candidate so far, but she's probably busy putting many posts on zhiqian's blog, so i duno if she's free to update mine? haha.HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY BROTHER!the more you ignore me, the more i hate you. the more you treat me like dirt, the more i despise you. and the more you make me feel like i shouldn't even be at YOUR CORRIDOR, the more i feel like giving you ONE TIGHT SLAP, SPAM YOUR TAGBOARD WITH HURTFUL WORDS AND MAKE SURE EVERYONE HATES YOU. i hope that you, an IMMATURE SOUL and CHILDISH IDIOT, will cause everyone to avoid your senseless and stupid behaviour, plus making you unhappy every single day of your life in fuhua. no one wants to mistreat or betray you in the first place. your behaviour caused all your current unhappiness. even i am pissed myself with you.
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Monday, June 16
today last day of ulp camp for juniors, hopefully they have enjoyed it(:last week of school, now chionging homework...hmm...dpa..dpa..you are bothering me ><
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Saturday, June 14
read her blog. if she ever comes here, i just want her to know the god d**n truth that she thinks everyone dun treat her well, but does she know that she has changed herself? i sincerely hope she understands this fact, cos it is a clue to why everyone dun reali treat her well while she cares so much for them.(:DPA!!!!!! omg it's almost 9th july! to go or not to go for DPA, that is the question ><.
PORTUGAL, I LOVE YOU! WIN THE EURO 2008 FOR ME, AND I WILL SUPPORT SCOLARI ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!! XD
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Friday, June 13
i dont want to contaminate my blog with the unchangable you anymore. im sick and tired of all this. just leave me alone. i wish you happiness to go and rot. good bye forever, cos i have lost you somewhere along the way, im not sure where.1st day almost over at ULP, i hope that my 2 juniors will be fine and not crying and complaining about the harshness of ULP ><if you are wondering, all these "you" are not referring to alvin chew wen ping. dont be surprised that im might be talking about you.
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Thursday, June 12
as the time flies, i hope that with love, everything will change for the better.however, too much love causes anger, misunderstandings, irritation.i admit that im probably too devoted to you, but i dont see why should you reject the concerns i have for you. not once , but many times.im seriously giving up on you. you dont deserve to be like her, who reali appreciates my help. i will help those who wants it badly enough, not to those who only talks to me nicely when my help is needed, but once im not useful anymore, treats me like the plague by avoiding and ignoring me at all costs, like as if im an intefering idiot who should not even know about your affairs.i cant stand this unfairness anymore.GOOD LUCK TO MARDIANA AND SHI YUAN FOR ULP CAMP TOMORROW TILL MONDAY!to go or not to go for ulp campfire, that is the question ><
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Wednesday, June 11
LOVE; it's useless when the people you care for and love so much does not apprieciate it.my heart will go on and leave the loveless ones behind...
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Tuesday, June 10
i have heard everything from her.seriously, isnt it bad enough that you are treating me badly? you are not that great either, so dun go round hurting the people close to you! i have made up my mind to LET YOU DIE. i rather you learn THE HARD WAY, rather than i keep mum and just continue helping you, while letting you make use of me. if you think you can handle all your problems yourself, then i shall respect you by letting you make the mistake of rejecting eveyone's help. only then can you learn.some people just never learn fast, and you are one of them. it used to be just me and a few others, but now? the number is getting bigger. how many more people do you want to offend and hurt and push away? it's up to you, but by the time you really need help and you approach the people close to you, like me, for assistance, well, just dont expect any from me.
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Monday, June 9
to commerate my 200th post, i shall dedicate this post to ULP which has happened exactly ONE YEAR ago.first contact session, when i was grouped with my DARLING C2, we were supposed to discuss what it means to be a leader. seemed like everyone no idea at first, then i started off(: cos i learnt all this in NCO camp le. then milissa helped out with the writing, then it was like the 2 of us giving ideas, the rest all quiet quiet de. then our mentor, khee rui sir, asked the rest to start giving ideas. then got people give liao, like eugene etc. struck up a very satisfying friendship with him ((((((:later we were given our post, and i was given SECRETARY. ends the first session.2nd session: syafinah came in((((: ok, so we went reali mad with each other frm that day onwards...abt 3 boiis etc. love those memories... 3rd session abt the same, and we reali became more bonded...as well as within the CHARLIE platoon, like C1's lily, seetoh, junhong (for me and syafinah, muhahaha), saritha, and C3's aaron etc. LOVE MY CHARLIE PLATOON SO MUCH! then it was the ULP CAMP. 9/6/07 to 12/6/07. went real early in the morning with eugene and the rest. first morning was quite all right, with all the sleeping arrangements and stuff. not much memories on wad happened on first day.second day: was fun in the morning with a VERY^3 TOUGH PT, although not much sleep and i tink didnt bathe frm first day ><3rd day: that victorian guy woke up late, caused us to panic, wad an idiot. the morning went rather smoothly, im glad to say hahahaha XD afternoon was spent to prepare for campfire stuff plus performance. C2 there and then decided to come up with skit, a rushed preparation ><then CAMPFIRE! the best ever!starting was aledi great, with the bear mascot cumin in, soooooooo cute! as it is a tedious process to describe campfire, so i shall cut short to 2 events. one is C2's performance(: although it is prepared last minute, but it turned out great in the end! although, loads of wolf whistles, cos me and eugene hug? no choice, since i minnie mouse and he mickey mouse... then is newspaper dance. let me make it clear that it was SYAFINAH who used to have a crush on junhong, then she influence me to have a crush on him too. then whole platoon suddenly say that i in love with him, like wth!? so newspaper dance, CHARLIE force me and junhong to go up.so, as u know, newspaper dance is like as u dance, the newspaper becomes smaller. so junhong do CRADLE CARRY, PIGGY-BACK on me!!!!! definitely loads of wolf whistles, especially frm EVIL CHARLIE ><bbq next. did loads of things with eugene, duno why(: filled up bottles and everything(: eat also together. so duno why khee rui sir started to say i two timer, first with jun hong, now with eugene. like when did i ever like eugene? haha. got competition to cook 4 best chicken wings for lawrence sir in the shortest time, was damn fun! forgot hu won ><4th day. we organised trip to east coast park, which was a "stone's throw away". played first game, then it rained. we played second game in a pavilion. the rest of the time we cheered cheers all the way. but still, we were rather sombre, cos ULP was coming to a close. went back, did clean up, packed bags and gather at cantenn for final breifing. even though charlie didnt win overall, but i believe the memories will stay for us(:time to go home! took many photos with darling C2! as well as memorable friends i have made out of C2.so yes, my dearest memories of ULP'07 all poured out. a truly enriching experience, and i do hope many others will go for ULP, cos not onli is it educational, it creates many friends in the process!-jeslynn-
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Friday, June 6
one week almost over, this june holidays is going faster than i thought! HELP!im glad it all happened. i expected it. this is wad happens when you dun listen to advice.
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Wednesday, June 4
onli 5 minutes to blog in my break b4 i go for check up at NUH.yesterday was rather satisfying, now i know how much i am lack of studying >.<seems to me lyk pple really forget how to do curves and circles chapter, even wb not good at that chapter, so now wondering if i shud ask msyeo revise that chapter when sch reopen...or if anyone gud at that chapter can teach me? :DDDfrm sec 1, it used to be 50-50, but now it's a whooping 90% VS a 10%. weekly friends is definitely not as good as daily friends. weekly friends can change without you knowing it, but daily friends dun change, and even if they change, i can easily adapt to the changes quickly.
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Tuesday, June 3
my half an hour break b4 studying again...FINALLY HAVE INSPIRATION FOR PILOT PEN AWARD COMPOSITION! YAY!seeing those photos make me love 4e5 even more, even if i didnt go, cos i believe they had LOADS of fun, for sure! GOGO 4E5!!! :DDDit is not that i dun care/bother, is i cant care/bother! i love you _____, but O levels are cumin up, and i have no time for you. please understand. to those related to _____, please forgive me for neglecting _____.
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Sunday, June 1
cs, too bad, i wun upload that pic u send me, if not __ will kill me(: tomorrow, nothing but revision^3, must reali buck up for prelims and O levels.dun be so idiotic in your blog. making yourself sound so pitiful...you are also not that good yourself. you are a hypocrite...like hu is calling the kettle black? dun be an idiot in your blog, cos you are like one of those people yourself. so shaddup.
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Sunday, June 29
FRIENDS; they are the ones whom you thought were just part-of-the-crowd friends, but they give the most unexpected help to you when you need the crucial help from your so-called good friends who are "missing" at the most critical moment.this statement, i believe, rings true for many. even as the school term reopens to a most horrendous timetable; classes end at 4.30pm everyday, but during this first week, i leant what is called friends. i will treasure them even more, to repay for that small gesture the 3 did just for me. 4e5'08 is a special class; a class that is so damn united, a class that is kind-hearted, a class that looks out for each other. no other class can be so different and unique from the others; only 4e5'08 can. the 39 of you are special in your own way, so much so that i love your little ways that makes up the class that we are. it's the last few months, once they are over, we can only be friends forever. so let's treasure each other, just like i will treasure the 39 of you(:and do remember to bring the clean cans b4 this friday!!!!!!!!and since im definetely not gonna update my blog very regularly after today, i will need someone from school to make my blog alive like, every few weeks. i have one candidate so far, but she's probably busy putting many posts on zhiqian's blog, so i duno if she's free to update mine? haha.HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY BROTHER!the more you ignore me, the more i hate you. the more you treat me like dirt, the more i despise you. and the more you make me feel like i shouldn't even be at YOUR CORRIDOR, the more i feel like giving you ONE TIGHT SLAP, SPAM YOUR TAGBOARD WITH HURTFUL WORDS AND MAKE SURE EVERYONE HATES YOU. i hope that you, an IMMATURE SOUL and CHILDISH IDIOT, will cause everyone to avoid your senseless and stupid behaviour, plus making you unhappy every single day of your life in fuhua. no one wants to mistreat or betray you in the first place. your behaviour caused all your current unhappiness. even i am pissed myself with you.
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Monday, June 16
today last day of ulp camp for juniors, hopefully they have enjoyed it(:last week of school, now chionging homework...hmm...dpa..dpa..you are bothering me ><
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Saturday, June 14
read her blog. if she ever comes here, i just want her to know the god d**n truth that she thinks everyone dun treat her well, but does she know that she has changed herself? i sincerely hope she understands this fact, cos it is a clue to why everyone dun reali treat her well while she cares so much for them.(:DPA!!!!!! omg it's almost 9th july! to go or not to go for DPA, that is the question ><.
PORTUGAL, I LOVE YOU! WIN THE EURO 2008 FOR ME, AND I WILL SUPPORT SCOLARI ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!! XD
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Friday, June 13
i dont want to contaminate my blog with the unchangable you anymore. im sick and tired of all this. just leave me alone. i wish you happiness to go and rot. good bye forever, cos i have lost you somewhere along the way, im not sure where.1st day almost over at ULP, i hope that my 2 juniors will be fine and not crying and complaining about the harshness of ULP ><if you are wondering, all these "you" are not referring to alvin chew wen ping. dont be surprised that im might be talking about you.
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Thursday, June 12
as the time flies, i hope that with love, everything will change for the better.however, too much love causes anger, misunderstandings, irritation.i admit that im probably too devoted to you, but i dont see why should you reject the concerns i have for you. not once , but many times.im seriously giving up on you. you dont deserve to be like her, who reali appreciates my help. i will help those who wants it badly enough, not to those who only talks to me nicely when my help is needed, but once im not useful anymore, treats me like the plague by avoiding and ignoring me at all costs, like as if im an intefering idiot who should not even know about your affairs.i cant stand this unfairness anymore.GOOD LUCK TO MARDIANA AND SHI YUAN FOR ULP CAMP TOMORROW TILL MONDAY!to go or not to go for ulp campfire, that is the question ><
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Wednesday, June 11
LOVE; it's useless when the people you care for and love so much does not apprieciate it.my heart will go on and leave the loveless ones behind...
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Tuesday, June 10
i have heard everything from her.seriously, isnt it bad enough that you are treating me badly? you are not that great either, so dun go round hurting the people close to you! i have made up my mind to LET YOU DIE. i rather you learn THE HARD WAY, rather than i keep mum and just continue helping you, while letting you make use of me. if you think you can handle all your problems yourself, then i shall respect you by letting you make the mistake of rejecting eveyone's help. only then can you learn.some people just never learn fast, and you are one of them. it used to be just me and a few others, but now? the number is getting bigger. how many more people do you want to offend and hurt and push away? it's up to you, but by the time you really need help and you approach the people close to you, like me, for assistance, well, just dont expect any from me.
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Monday, June 9
to commerate my 200th post, i shall dedicate this post to ULP which has happened exactly ONE YEAR ago.first contact session, when i was grouped with my DARLING C2, we were supposed to discuss what it means to be a leader. seemed like everyone no idea at first, then i started off(: cos i learnt all this in NCO camp le. then milissa helped out with the writing, then it was like the 2 of us giving ideas, the rest all quiet quiet de. then our mentor, khee rui sir, asked the rest to start giving ideas. then got people give liao, like eugene etc. struck up a very satisfying friendship with him ((((((:later we were given our post, and i was given SECRETARY. ends the first session.2nd session: syafinah came in((((: ok, so we went reali mad with each other frm that day onwards...abt 3 boiis etc. love those memories... 3rd session abt the same, and we reali became more bonded...as well as within the CHARLIE platoon, like C1's lily, seetoh, junhong (for me and syafinah, muhahaha), saritha, and C3's aaron etc. LOVE MY CHARLIE PLATOON SO MUCH! then it was the ULP CAMP. 9/6/07 to 12/6/07. went real early in the morning with eugene and the rest. first morning was quite all right, with all the sleeping arrangements and stuff. not much memories on wad happened on first day.second day: was fun in the morning with a VERY^3 TOUGH PT, although not much sleep and i tink didnt bathe frm first day ><3rd day: that victorian guy woke up late, caused us to panic, wad an idiot. the morning went rather smoothly, im glad to say hahahaha XD afternoon was spent to prepare for campfire stuff plus performance. C2 there and then decided to come up with skit, a rushed preparation ><then CAMPFIRE! the best ever!starting was aledi great, with the bear mascot cumin in, soooooooo cute! as it is a tedious process to describe campfire, so i shall cut short to 2 events. one is C2's performance(: although it is prepared last minute, but it turned out great in the end! although, loads of wolf whistles, cos me and eugene hug? no choice, since i minnie mouse and he mickey mouse... then is newspaper dance. let me make it clear that it was SYAFINAH who used to have a crush on junhong, then she influence me to have a crush on him too. then whole platoon suddenly say that i in love with him, like wth!? so newspaper dance, CHARLIE force me and junhong to go up.so, as u know, newspaper dance is like as u dance, the newspaper becomes smaller. so junhong do CRADLE CARRY, PIGGY-BACK on me!!!!! definitely loads of wolf whistles, especially frm EVIL CHARLIE ><bbq next. did loads of things with eugene, duno why(: filled up bottles and everything(: eat also together. so duno why khee rui sir started to say i two timer, first with jun hong, now with eugene. like when did i ever like eugene? haha. got competition to cook 4 best chicken wings for lawrence sir in the shortest time, was damn fun! forgot hu won ><4th day. we organised trip to east coast park, which was a "stone's throw away". played first game, then it rained. we played second game in a pavilion. the rest of the time we cheered cheers all the way. but still, we were rather sombre, cos ULP was coming to a close. went back, did clean up, packed bags and gather at cantenn for final breifing. even though charlie didnt win overall, but i believe the memories will stay for us(:time to go home! took many photos with darling C2! as well as memorable friends i have made out of C2.so yes, my dearest memories of ULP'07 all poured out. a truly enriching experience, and i do hope many others will go for ULP, cos not onli is it educational, it creates many friends in the process!-jeslynn-
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Friday, June 6
one week almost over, this june holidays is going faster than i thought! HELP!im glad it all happened. i expected it. this is wad happens when you dun listen to advice.
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Wednesday, June 4
onli 5 minutes to blog in my break b4 i go for check up at NUH.yesterday was rather satisfying, now i know how much i am lack of studying >.<seems to me lyk pple really forget how to do curves and circles chapter, even wb not good at that chapter, so now wondering if i shud ask msyeo revise that chapter when sch reopen...or if anyone gud at that chapter can teach me? :DDDfrm sec 1, it used to be 50-50, but now it's a whooping 90% VS a 10%. weekly friends is definitely not as good as daily friends. weekly friends can change without you knowing it, but daily friends dun change, and even if they change, i can easily adapt to the changes quickly.
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Tuesday, June 3
my half an hour break b4 studying again...FINALLY HAVE INSPIRATION FOR PILOT PEN AWARD COMPOSITION! YAY!seeing those photos make me love 4e5 even more, even if i didnt go, cos i believe they had LOADS of fun, for sure! GOGO 4E5!!! :DDDit is not that i dun care/bother, is i cant care/bother! i love you _____, but O levels are cumin up, and i have no time for you. please understand. to those related to _____, please forgive me for neglecting _____.
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Sunday, June 1
cs, too bad, i wun upload that pic u send me, if not __ will kill me(: tomorrow, nothing but revision^3, must reali buck up for prelims and O levels.dun be so idiotic in your blog. making yourself sound so pitiful...you are also not that good yourself. you are a hypocrite...like hu is calling the kettle black? dun be an idiot in your blog, cos you are like one of those people yourself. so shaddup.
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
