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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Monday, November 30

Work Shadowing was pretty fun today. But it's also boring at the same time, because it was lecture after lecture. Brain-drained now. I practically blanked out during the intro of accounts. Can't wait for the next two days of attachment! :)

Self note: The people that I'm lending/lent stuff to...
MW: VI tee (get back from her on wednesday night)
Hot Mama: ULP tee (get back from her anytime after NZ trip)
HL: ULP book (tuesday, 6.30pm at JP to pass it to her, get back from her anytime after NZ trip)

LOL. If you noticed, they're all RCY stuff for UIP & VIP camps. Ahahahaha.

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Sunday, November 29

Been busy this week.
Work shadowing from tomorrow onwards.
Flying off to NZ on Friday morning.
I'm not exactly excited.

Anyone know of any one-off CIP events?

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Sunday, November 22

I got to work hard this holiday.

23-25 Nov: Standard First Aid Course
30Nov-2Dec: Work Shadowing at World Scientific Publishing Pte Ltd
4-11 Dec: Geography Trip to New Zealand
12Dec: RCYC Contact Session
17-20Dec: RCYC!!!! :D
25Dec: Christmas! :D
Week after christmas: VI Retreat
31Dec: New Year's Eve
1Jan2010: New Year's Day!
2Jan: ALPHA OUTING!
3Jan: OPS TEAM 5 & 4 OUTING!

*Italics being tentative

& I still have _______ & holiday assignments & revisions to settle!
NICE HOLIDAY I HAVE TO SLACK IN BEFORE THE A LEVEL YEAR. *grumbles*

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Friday, November 20

I'm sorry that I've hurt you.

Sorry is no cure.

Yes, I don't deny that. I don't blame you.
I was never like this. Until this year.

Throwing away my values seem to be the right thing to do, in order to survive. I never meant to hurt you.

Forget me, will you?
I'm just not worth loving anymore.
Because I can never love again; my heart can't glue back on its own, because there's no more faith in doing so.

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Thursday, November 19

Last day of school tomorrow! :D

DAMN. MUST YOU BE SUCH A BIG-MOUTH?!

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Tuesday, November 17

I got my VERY OWN digital camera last night! :DD

TADA!


Isn't it a beauty? :D

NZ trip briefing. Totally speechless. So many things, so little time.

Tomorrow, I'm in charge all the way till 4.30pm. Can I just screw them & not go at all?

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Friday, November 13

You always make me feel so bad, demoralised & alone. I HAD ENOUGH. I'm not someone you can make use of to do ALL THE DIRTY WORK. & after I done them, you leave me alone.
If you think I'm dispensable, then YOU ARE WRONG.
I'm not sorry to make my choice to leave you. Today is the LAST STRAW. Close-knitted? KISS MY ASS.
You never needed me, so why should I stay?
I'm not going to say anything to you. Because we were never close.

It's alright, it's okay, I'm so much better without you.

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Thursday, November 12

It was very unexpected, but I'm satisfied. My grades are alright, I can't ask for more.
Now, I just want to stop people from becoming the previous me.

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Wednesday, November 11

Pray for good news tomorrow.
Please.

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Tuesday, November 10



If only my life can be as simple as Minnie Mouse.
2 more days, just 2 more days left. I'm scared.
Please, just let me promote, conditionally or whatever. I have to.

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Monday, November 9

OP's over Over OVer OVEr OVER! :DDDD

TIME TO PLAY BEFORE THRUSDAY COMES AROUND -.-

POOL TOMORROW HOORAY!

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Saturday, November 7

FAC today. It was pretty much fun although I had to wake up at an unearthly hour of 5.15am to go, of all places, Compassvale Secondary School for FAC.
Pretty fun meeting up with Milissa, Huiying & a few others. Hiked to school, tiring la. Reached school, explored the school a little, reminds me of Fuhua Sec :) Event started, links are such NOISY but uber cute kids please :DDD especially when they tell you that they need the toilet.
Later in the afternoon, cadets arrived. Extremely pleased that FHRCY came early, but my Sec 4s CAME AS SUPPORTERS WHEN THEY STILL HAVE O LEVELS -.- Looked after the "casualties", went out when FHRCY's turn came.
Helped prepare for Finals; volunteered to be at the top of the tower with Sir, super nice view of the parade square from there. :D
Event finished, cleared up, & HOME SWEET HOME.


Good job FHRCY! I know you guys did your best already. There's always next year!

Learn To Fly By A1

When you feel the dream is over
Feel the world is on your shoulders
And you lost the strength to carry on
Even though the walls may crumble
And you find you always stumble through
Remember never to surrender to the dark
Cuz if you turn another page
You will see that’s not the way
The story has to end

And if you need to find a way back
Feel you’re on the wrong track
Give it time, you’ll learn to fly
Tomorrow is a new day
And you will find your own way
You’ll be stronger with each day that you cry
Then you’ll learn to fly

In your head, so many questions
The truth is your possession
The answer lies within your heart (within your heart)
You will see the doors are open
If you only dare to hope
And you will find a way to fight
The fears that kept you down
Cuz if you turn another page
You will see that’s not the way
The story has to end

And if you need to find a way back
Feel you’re on the wrong track
Give it time, you’ll learn to fly
Tomorrow is a new day
And you will find your own way
You’ll be stronger with each day that you cry
Then you’ll learn to fly

Looking at your situation
There’s so much that you can do
Now’s the time to make your stand
This is just an observation
In the end it’s up to you
The future’s in your hands

And if you need to find a way back
Feel you’re on the wrong track
Give it time, you’ll learn to fly
Tomorrow is a new day
And you will find your own way
You’ll be stronger with each day that you cry
Then you’ll learn to fly

Give it time
Then you’ll learn to fly