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Sunday, April 22
gosh...mye is cumin le...so scared..hope i can pass well....lolx...START MUGGING!!! well...esther going to make the class jersey le....the design damn nice la...hehe...then we now also have a class blog....www.yandaos-chiobus3s5.blogspot.com, love the blog lor!!! hehehe 3S5 RAWKS!!!!!i saw this song lyrics from esther ma'am's blog....i love it so much....it has so much meaning to how i feel right now.... Never Let You Go- Janice The rain just never seems to bring the joy I feel the same Everlasting pain of my loss remains My heart can't seem to learn to part The hold you left your mark All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark Though I told myself won't hold my breath A part of me was dying There is nothing left for me to do now but give in, *Chorus If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would hold your hand and look in your eyes, And you know I'd never let you go. The way you left me on the train I don't know what to say I remember everything of that day I can't believe we'd never dance I just need one more chance To share the sunset Our one last romance Though I told myself won't hold my breath A part of me was dying There is nothing left for me to do now but give in, If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would hold your hand and look in your eyes, And you know I'd never let you go. If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would hold your hand and look in your eyes, And you know I'd never let you go. *why esther ma'am's music always so nice wan?!?! :)))))
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Friday, April 20
IHATEYOU!!! I HATE MYSELF EVEN MORE!!! HOW CULD I EVER BE SOOOOO IDIOTIC?!?!? YOU ONLY LOVE YOURSELF AND YOUR DARLING!!! YOU DUN EVEN CARE ABT OTHERS LA!!! IM TOTALLY DISGUSTED!!! I HATE MYSELF FOR LETTING MYSELF FALL PREY TO UR TRICKS!!!! I HATE MYSELF FOR TRYING TO MAKE THINGS ALL RIGHT AGAIN BETWEEN US!!! YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE!!! IM PRACTICALLY WASTING MY TIME AND SALIVA ON YOU!!! I DUN NOE HOW LONG I CAN TAKE UR ATTITUDE!!! JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND NEVER RETURN!!!
~the memories are here to stay, they can never go away~~loving *HIM* has never been more painful~~i HATE you but i LOVE you...CRAP~~someone's haunting me...that someone is YOU*
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Saturday, April 14
went to have small operation last thurs for my toe...now okay le..thanks for everyone's concern!!! lolx..on thurs, i went to buy 1.5 litre coke bottle as i need it on fri...asked the whole sec 3 level classes to drink....luckily can finish...a BIG THANK YOU TO THE 3S5 PEOPLE WHO DRANK MY COKE, ESPECIALLY TO WAISENG,ALVIN AND ESTHER!!! GIVING MY THANKS TOO TO YING SHUEN AND CHANG HONG!!! on friday, there is red cross...after sch, went to have lunch with kaiting, joselin, debbie and leanna...then the 4 of them go and visit the sec 2 scout that kt like....while i went bk to 3s5 classroom do maths...played with alvin's and wen bin's hp...lolx then something happened la...actually i say why alvin's phone can have security code then he tot i wan security code then help me do then i created my security code then after that he try to enter a few security codes but cannot then i try bud dunno why cannot...then i realli start to worry la...nearly cry summore...then he say wait for a while then try again bud i dun realli believe him mah... then later realli can then i ask p3 wer he is then he say he in the toilet...then he cum bk i thank him so much la...then sum ppl laugh la..... -.- next...red cross....i was damn shocked to be the day i/c la...damn irritating coz i keep reporting to radhiah ma'am then xiao wen ma'am tell me to go bk coz got people move (THE PEOPLE MOVING ARE SURPRISINGLY THE SEC 2S, NOT THE SEC 1S!!! U ARE A SEC 2!! U SHUD NOE THE RULES MORE THAN THE SEC 1S AND U SHUD SET AN EXAMPLE!!!) although i diam them le... -.- lolx there are 18 sec 1s?!?! then later break...toking to jose and kt when suddenly ZHI QIAN SIR SHOUTED!!! OMG HE SOUND SO ANGRY LOR!!! then JOANNE MA'AM ALSO SHOUTED BACK...SCARY MAN!!! i tink it's becoz she in wrong attire...she in pe shirt mah...)))))): later did a bit of footdrill...laugh so much...then later asked to lead pt and community singing...during pt...we run past the staff room shouting cheer mah...then ycy and mrs tay outside...THEN MISS YEO SCOLD ME FOR MAKING SO MUCH NOISE AT THE STAICASE LA!!! EH, U SCOLD ME IN MATHS LESSON NT ENOUGH IS IT??? STILL WAN SCOLD ME IN RED CROSS!!!!! AND THERE IS NO SCHOOL RULE SAYING THAT CANNOT MAKE NOISE AT STAIRCASE AFTER SCH HOURS!!! U EMBARASS ME IN FRONT OF THE SEC 1S LA!!!! WE BEEN SHOUTING CHEERS AROUND STAFF ROOM AREA FOR 3 YEARS AND NVR GET SCOLDING WHILE NOW I GET SCOLDING?!?! community singing...sorry if it is boring...then after that we bersurai...lolx
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Wednesday, April 11
i have been thinking about life... TIME Changes people, LOVE Changes people, FRIENDSHIP Changes people. WAD DOESN'T CHANGE PEOPLE???that's what i wan to noe abt life...do all people change as they grow up? why cant we stay the way we are, as in our thinkings and feelings and personalities when we were young, pure and innocent? next, about 3s5...i mean no offence in tis post...but...tis is how i feel abt 3s5...shall i say 3s5 is....WEIRD??? i mean...3s5 is SOOOOOOOOO DIFFERENT frm 2B06...3s5 might be more enthu and studious...but i have had more fun in 2B06...with people like the 4 scouts....jiexiang...valerie...kang rong...pei chuan...thomas...yan ming... i miss tis people, becoz they are the ones hu made life in 2B06 FUN. tis class is soooooooo serious...while there are many people back in 2B06 who had so many personalities...the happy-go-lucky people....the humourous people(4 scouts,jx,kang rong)...the pure people...the disgusting people(4 scouts,alvin,kang rong,zhi qi)...the naive people(alvin)....the noisy people(all gurls and guys!!!)....which made up 2B06....3s5 might be enthu, but only on the surface...unfortunately...there is no internal bond...or maybe i cant feel it..i dunno... to that someone...i glad u have said sorry...bud maybe u dun understand the whole thing..but nevermind...but it really hurts...but i cant say anything..my mouth is clamped up tis few days...i have no mood to tok...maybe it's becoz of *HIS* behaviour again...i dunno...im hoping it's not the case...got tis stupid number sms me say he noe me blahblahblah then wan me to be his stead...wadever...waiseng say it's spam...(((((:
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Friday, April 6
i just went to esther ma'am's blog and saw this wonderful website which i tested it out....it's so true lor...it is just explaining ME... http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htmCOMPLETE PERSONAL PROFILEYou are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with.You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure. It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be.You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone. anyway...reading xiao qian's blog...i muz agree with her on her opinion on the reason that miss yeo say that 3s5 is selfish... but sumhow...i also agree with miss yeo that 3s5 is certainly selfish...
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Thursday, April 5
on monday....so funny la...coz dunno why the national anthem cannot cum out so mr go has to SING the national anthem in front of the school!!! so farni lar!!! bud i muz admit to mr go for being so brave, so *clapsclaps* for mr go!!!!then during geography, mr chen asked us to form into groups to go and find different types of leaves. as saiyihdah wasnt in school, i went to join sharlynn, jasmine and the two lesbians, joselin and soo ching. we plucked a lot of leaves la....hehehe sorry trees! then went back to class...saw SHU WEN and ALVIN sitting TOGETHER, while CHOON SENG and WEN BIN were sitting together alone... >.< 3 BOYS FIGHTING FOR ONE GURL...SO HAPPY THAT MR YEW CAME BACK LA!!!no more mr su!!! whew....nvr enjoyed a chemistry lesson as much as this one... then after school....sumthing to do with red cross HAPPENED which i do not want to mention...and a personal SUMTHING ELSE happened too... i have this to say... it's best to be ignorant about other people's affairs and NEVER LITERALLY GRILL sumone and ask him so many questions if you have seen him doing something wrong...only someone in 3s5 may noe wad im toking about...knowing TOO MUCH about other people's affairs is NEVER GOOD... RED CROSS training on wed...i have tis to say... IT IS A TOTAL WASTE OF MY THREE HOURS OR SO IN SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON!!! i could have been doing my maths and physics homework during those 3 hrs la!!! then i dun need to be so stressed up last nite with all my homework and with my amaths test and chem test to study... i also dun need to wake up at 4 today to study... TOTALLY SPEECHLESS WITH YESTERDAY'S TRAINING coz i am pretty angry with SUM of the seniors hu did not set an example... u tell us not to speak in any other languages other than english yet next moment u were speaking chinese?!?! does it make any sense??? then u scold ys for not knowing her first aid yet next moment u dun even noe how to do?!?!
then today...mardi good job arh u instead of senandiri u still say sediya...haiz....amaths test confirm fail de... i dunno abt chem though... to that someone...now seeing u everytime is making me in a bad mood...i duno why...seeing u with *HIM* after school today made me have no appetite...i find it hard to tok to *HIM* this few days...maybe it is because i know too much...im not jealous...just that you two are making it so OBVIOUS even though you two say u were trying to disguise it...i have tis to say...where were you when i need you? don't come looking for me if you need someone by your side next time when you lose *HIM*...this is how i feel right now...thanks to you and *HIM*...Big Big World Im a big big girl In a big big world Its not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel that I too too will miss you much Miss you much...
I can see the first leaf falling Its all yellow and nice Its so very cold outside Like the way Im feeling inside
Im a big big girl In a big big world Its not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel that I too too will miss you much Miss you much...
Outside its now raining And tears are falling from my eyes Why did it have to happen Why did it all have to end
Im a big big girl In a big big world Its not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel that I too too will miss you much Miss you much...
I have your arms around me ooooh like fire But when I open my eyes Youre gone...
Im a big big girl In a big big world Its not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel that I too too will miss you much Miss you much...
Im a big big girl In a big big world Its not a big big thing if you leave me But I do feel I will miss you much Miss you much...
*i didnt know that u have been going strong with *HIM* for so long already...since i now know it, i shall try my UTMOST BEST to leave YOU and *HIM* alone...*i wish *YOU* all the best with *HER*...please do not regret it like the first time...i dont want to see you suffer from HEARTBREAK again...*my nightmare has come true...you are CERTAINLY becoming another VALERIE...maybe even WORSE...*FRIENDSHIP; it NEVER LAST with someone who has gone into a relationship...*a CHANGED person=a person in a relationship*not being the usual me when im around *YOU* pains me the most*it PAINS me when the TWO of you were teasing me...
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Sunday, April 1
it's been one month since i posted.... :o first up...my common test results....i am a "crazy woman" (quote from MISS YEO) coz i failed my emaths,23/50, while i passed my amaths,36/50....im TOTALLY SPEECHLESS.... the rest of the results quite okay except for physics coz there are BLACK marks on every test...i dun need to mention wad it means....next...managed to patched up with *IDIOT*....got everything settled out with *IDIOT*... now on okay terms with *IDIOT*..... THANKS TO YS FOR HELPING ME!!!! 12/3/07...got 3 burfdae smses...THANKS TO JX,ESTHER AND KL!!! also got a belated burfdae prezzie frm HL in NCO camp....THANKS COOL DUDE!!!! speaking of PROJECT NCO CAMP...this is the best camp i ever had in my whole life!!!!!! i love it too much!!!! my group is SIMPLICITY and this grp consist of....me, nada,jasper,ummu,derong,kaiting,zachary,lily and nisha. other than nisha, who keep bullying kaiting and making me mad with her remarks, the whole camp was perfect!!! campfire was great...we went as power rangers...i was green ranger...had a real fun time at the camp...realli learnt a lot...very proud of CINDY though.... next...speech day...duno why so tiring la...i lost my stamina le...heard from sumone that sumone complain about me complaining too much on speech day...lolx that's becoz i find it too ridiculous meeting up at 7.30 when it starts at 9.... TO THAT SOMEONE I KNOW...IF U DUN WANT MY FRIENDSHIP JUZ SAY SO...DUN TOK BEHIND MY BACK...NOWADAYS IT'S SO HARD TO TOK TO U COZ U KEEP TOKING TO WP...I WANT TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN...BUT U WUN LET ME...U FIND ME VERY STICKY IS IT??? IM NOT DUMB..I KNOW WAD'S GOING ON... IM JUST SUPER SAD THAT YOU ARE BECOMING ANOTHER VALERIE...just got a new hp by the way...a grey nokia 5300...didnt wan to get the same hp as alvin de...bud it's cheaper than 6233...wonder wad will ppl say....that wen bin noe le lor!!! im deaded!!! on a sidenote, i hope that fainting~, ac and - will reveal ur identites soon...*we are drifting furthur and furthur away...is it because of *HIM*? i understand how u feel...i WILL TRY to leave YOU and *HIM* ALONE...
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Sunday, April 22
gosh...mye is cumin le...so scared..hope i can pass well....lolx...START MUGGING!!! well...esther going to make the class jersey le....the design damn nice la...hehe...then we now also have a class blog....www.yandaos-chiobus3s5.blogspot.com, love the blog lor!!! hehehe 3S5 RAWKS!!!!!i saw this song lyrics from esther ma'am's blog....i love it so much....it has so much meaning to how i feel right now.... Never Let You Go- Janice The rain just never seems to bring the joy I feel the same Everlasting pain of my loss remains My heart can't seem to learn to part The hold you left your mark All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark Though I told myself won't hold my breath A part of me was dying There is nothing left for me to do now but give in, *Chorus If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would hold your hand and look in your eyes, And you know I'd never let you go. The way you left me on the train I don't know what to say I remember everything of that day I can't believe we'd never dance I just need one more chance To share the sunset Our one last romance Though I told myself won't hold my breath A part of me was dying There is nothing left for me to do now but give in, If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would hold your hand and look in your eyes, And you know I'd never let you go. If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling, I would hold your hand and look in your eyes, And you know I'd never let you go. *why esther ma'am's music always so nice wan?!?! :)))))
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Friday, April 20
IHATEYOU!!! I HATE MYSELF EVEN MORE!!! HOW CULD I EVER BE SOOOOO IDIOTIC?!?!? YOU ONLY LOVE YOURSELF AND YOUR DARLING!!! YOU DUN EVEN CARE ABT OTHERS LA!!! IM TOTALLY DISGUSTED!!! I HATE MYSELF FOR LETTING MYSELF FALL PREY TO UR TRICKS!!!! I HATE MYSELF FOR TRYING TO MAKE THINGS ALL RIGHT AGAIN BETWEEN US!!! YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE!!! IM PRACTICALLY WASTING MY TIME AND SALIVA ON YOU!!! I DUN NOE HOW LONG I CAN TAKE UR ATTITUDE!!! JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND NEVER RETURN!!!
~the memories are here to stay, they can never go away~~loving *HIM* has never been more painful~~i HATE you but i LOVE you...CRAP~~someone's haunting me...that someone is YOU*
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Saturday, April 14
went to have small operation last thurs for my toe...now okay le..thanks for everyone's concern!!! lolx..on thurs, i went to buy 1.5 litre coke bottle as i need it on fri...asked the whole sec 3 level classes to drink....luckily can finish...a BIG THANK YOU TO THE 3S5 PEOPLE WHO DRANK MY COKE, ESPECIALLY TO WAISENG,ALVIN AND ESTHER!!! GIVING MY THANKS TOO TO YING SHUEN AND CHANG HONG!!! on friday, there is red cross...after sch, went to have lunch with kaiting, joselin, debbie and leanna...then the 4 of them go and visit the sec 2 scout that kt like....while i went bk to 3s5 classroom do maths...played with alvin's and wen bin's hp...lolx then something happened la...actually i say why alvin's phone can have security code then he tot i wan security code then help me do then i created my security code then after that he try to enter a few security codes but cannot then i try bud dunno why cannot...then i realli start to worry la...nearly cry summore...then he say wait for a while then try again bud i dun realli believe him mah... then later realli can then i ask p3 wer he is then he say he in the toilet...then he cum bk i thank him so much la...then sum ppl laugh la..... -.- next...red cross....i was damn shocked to be the day i/c la...damn irritating coz i keep reporting to radhiah ma'am then xiao wen ma'am tell me to go bk coz got people move (THE PEOPLE MOVING ARE SURPRISINGLY THE SEC 2S, NOT THE SEC 1S!!! U ARE A SEC 2!! U SHUD NOE THE RULES MORE THAN THE SEC 1S AND U SHUD SET AN EXAMPLE!!!) although i diam them le... -.- lolx there are 18 sec 1s?!?! then later break...toking to jose and kt when suddenly ZHI QIAN SIR SHOUTED!!! OMG HE SOUND SO ANGRY LOR!!! then JOANNE MA'AM ALSO SHOUTED BACK...SCARY MAN!!! i tink it's becoz she in wrong attire...she in pe shirt mah...)))))): later did a bit of footdrill...laugh so much...then later asked to lead pt and community singing...during pt...we run past the staff room shouting cheer mah...then ycy and mrs tay outside...THEN MISS YEO SCOLD ME FOR MAKING SO MUCH NOISE AT THE STAICASE LA!!! EH, U SCOLD ME IN MATHS LESSON NT ENOUGH IS IT??? STILL WAN SCOLD ME IN RED CROSS!!!!! AND THERE IS NO SCHOOL RULE SAYING THAT CANNOT MAKE NOISE AT STAIRCASE AFTER SCH HOURS!!! U EMBARASS ME IN FRONT OF THE SEC 1S LA!!!! WE BEEN SHOUTING CHEERS AROUND STAFF ROOM AREA FOR 3 YEARS AND NVR GET SCOLDING WHILE NOW I GET SCOLDING?!?! community singing...sorry if it is boring...then after that we bersurai...lolx
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Wednesday, April 11
i have been thinking about life... TIME Changes people, LOVE Changes people, FRIENDSHIP Changes people. WAD DOESN'T CHANGE PEOPLE???that's what i wan to noe abt life...do all people change as they grow up? why cant we stay the way we are, as in our thinkings and feelings and personalities when we were young, pure and innocent? next, about 3s5...i mean no offence in tis post...but...tis is how i feel abt 3s5...shall i say 3s5 is....WEIRD??? i mean...3s5 is SOOOOOOOOO DIFFERENT frm 2B06...3s5 might be more enthu and studious...but i have had more fun in 2B06...with people like the 4 scouts....jiexiang...valerie...kang rong...pei chuan...thomas...yan ming... i miss tis people, becoz they are the ones hu made life in 2B06 FUN. tis class is soooooooo serious...while there are many people back in 2B06 who had so many personalities...the happy-go-lucky people....the humourous people(4 scouts,jx,kang rong)...the pure people...the disgusting people(4 scouts,alvin,kang rong,zhi qi)...the naive people(alvin)....the noisy people(all gurls and guys!!!)....which made up 2B06....3s5 might be enthu, but only on the surface...unfortunately...there is no internal bond...or maybe i cant feel it..i dunno... to that someone...i glad u have said sorry...bud maybe u dun understand the whole thing..but nevermind...but it really hurts...but i cant say anything..my mouth is clamped up tis few days...i have no mood to tok...maybe it's becoz of *HIS* behaviour again...i dunno...im hoping it's not the case...got tis stupid number sms me say he noe me blahblahblah then wan me to be his stead...wadever...waiseng say it's spam...(((((:
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Friday, April 6
i just went to esther ma'am's blog and saw this wonderful website which i tested it out....it's so true lor...it is just explaining ME... http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htmCOMPLETE PERSONAL PROFILEYou are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with.You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure. It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be.You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone. anyway...reading xiao qian's blog...i muz agree with her on her opinion on the reason that miss yeo say that 3s5 is selfish... but sumhow...i also agree with miss yeo that 3s5 is certainly selfish...
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Thursday, April 5
on monday....so funny la...coz dunno why the national anthem cannot cum out so mr go has to SING the national anthem in front of the school!!! so farni lar!!! bud i muz admit to mr go for being so brave, so *clapsclaps* for mr go!!!!then during geography, mr chen asked us to form into groups to go and find different types of leaves. as saiyihdah wasnt in school, i went to join sharlynn, jasmine and the two lesbians, joselin and soo ching. we plucked a lot of leaves la....hehehe sorry trees! then went back to class...saw SHU WEN and ALVIN sitting TOGETHER, while CHOON SENG and WEN BIN were sitting together alone... >.< 3 BOYS FIGHTING FOR ONE GURL...SO HAPPY THAT MR YEW CAME BACK LA!!!no more mr su!!! whew....nvr enjoyed a chemistry lesson as much as this one... then after school....sumthing to do with red cross HAPPENED which i do not want to mention...and a personal SUMTHING ELSE happened too... i have this to say... it's best to be ignorant about other people's affairs and NEVER LITERALLY GRILL sumone and ask him so many questions if you have seen him doing something wrong...only someone in 3s5 may noe wad im toking about...knowing TOO MUCH about other people's affairs is NEVER GOOD... RED CROSS training on wed...i have tis to say... IT IS A TOTAL WASTE OF MY THREE HOURS OR SO IN SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON!!! i could have been doing my maths and physics homework during those 3 hrs la!!! then i dun need to be so stressed up last nite with all my homework and with my amaths test and chem test to study... i also dun need to wake up at 4 today to study... TOTALLY SPEECHLESS WITH YESTERDAY'S TRAINING coz i am pretty angry with SUM of the seniors hu did not set an example... u tell us not to speak in any other languages other than english yet next moment u were speaking chinese?!?! does it make any sense??? then u scold ys for not knowing her first aid yet next moment u dun even noe how to do?!?!
then today...mardi good job arh u instead of senandiri u still say sediya...haiz....amaths test confirm fail de... i dunno abt chem though... to that someone...now seeing u everytime is making me in a bad mood...i duno why...seeing u with *HIM* after school today made me have no appetite...i find it hard to tok to *HIM* this few days...maybe it is because i know too much...im not jealous...just that you two are making it so OBVIOUS even though you two say u were trying to disguise it...i have tis to say...where were you when i need you? don't come looking for me if you need someone by your side next time when you lose *HIM*...this is how i feel right now...thanks to you and *HIM*...Big Big World Im a big big girl In a big big world Its not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel that I too too will miss you much Miss you much...
I can see the first leaf falling Its all yellow and nice Its so very cold outside Like the way Im feeling inside
Im a big big girl In a big big world Its not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel that I too too will miss you much Miss you much...
Outside its now raining And tears are falling from my eyes Why did it have to happen Why did it all have to end
Im a big big girl In a big big world Its not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel that I too too will miss you much Miss you much...
I have your arms around me ooooh like fire But when I open my eyes Youre gone...
Im a big big girl In a big big world Its not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel that I too too will miss you much Miss you much...
Im a big big girl In a big big world Its not a big big thing if you leave me But I do feel I will miss you much Miss you much...
*i didnt know that u have been going strong with *HIM* for so long already...since i now know it, i shall try my UTMOST BEST to leave YOU and *HIM* alone...*i wish *YOU* all the best with *HER*...please do not regret it like the first time...i dont want to see you suffer from HEARTBREAK again...*my nightmare has come true...you are CERTAINLY becoming another VALERIE...maybe even WORSE...*FRIENDSHIP; it NEVER LAST with someone who has gone into a relationship...*a CHANGED person=a person in a relationship*not being the usual me when im around *YOU* pains me the most*it PAINS me when the TWO of you were teasing me...
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Sunday, April 1
it's been one month since i posted.... :o first up...my common test results....i am a "crazy woman" (quote from MISS YEO) coz i failed my emaths,23/50, while i passed my amaths,36/50....im TOTALLY SPEECHLESS.... the rest of the results quite okay except for physics coz there are BLACK marks on every test...i dun need to mention wad it means....next...managed to patched up with *IDIOT*....got everything settled out with *IDIOT*... now on okay terms with *IDIOT*..... THANKS TO YS FOR HELPING ME!!!! 12/3/07...got 3 burfdae smses...THANKS TO JX,ESTHER AND KL!!! also got a belated burfdae prezzie frm HL in NCO camp....THANKS COOL DUDE!!!! speaking of PROJECT NCO CAMP...this is the best camp i ever had in my whole life!!!!!! i love it too much!!!! my group is SIMPLICITY and this grp consist of....me, nada,jasper,ummu,derong,kaiting,zachary,lily and nisha. other than nisha, who keep bullying kaiting and making me mad with her remarks, the whole camp was perfect!!! campfire was great...we went as power rangers...i was green ranger...had a real fun time at the camp...realli learnt a lot...very proud of CINDY though.... next...speech day...duno why so tiring la...i lost my stamina le...heard from sumone that sumone complain about me complaining too much on speech day...lolx that's becoz i find it too ridiculous meeting up at 7.30 when it starts at 9.... TO THAT SOMEONE I KNOW...IF U DUN WANT MY FRIENDSHIP JUZ SAY SO...DUN TOK BEHIND MY BACK...NOWADAYS IT'S SO HARD TO TOK TO U COZ U KEEP TOKING TO WP...I WANT TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN...BUT U WUN LET ME...U FIND ME VERY STICKY IS IT??? IM NOT DUMB..I KNOW WAD'S GOING ON... IM JUST SUPER SAD THAT YOU ARE BECOMING ANOTHER VALERIE...just got a new hp by the way...a grey nokia 5300...didnt wan to get the same hp as alvin de...bud it's cheaper than 6233...wonder wad will ppl say....that wen bin noe le lor!!! im deaded!!! on a sidenote, i hope that fainting~, ac and - will reveal ur identites soon...*we are drifting furthur and furthur away...is it because of *HIM*? i understand how u feel...i WILL TRY to leave YOU and *HIM* ALONE...
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Deactivated fb account. How more :( can I get.
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12March is the best day each year :D
JWPS, FHSS, 2B06, 4E5'08<3, FHRCY, Charlie2 of ULP '07, Alpha & 10/09<3, PJC 09s12, EDS, RCYC'09DELTA<3
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10/09s!
CELESTE
CIN LEE
DANIELA
EUGENE
FADHILAH
FAEZZAH
GIN YONG
JAMIE
JASON
JIAMIN
JIAMING
JIA WEN
JIA XIAN
JING KAI
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MEI ZI
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PEI LING
SARAH CHEONG
SARAH TAN
SHU YING
SIOK HUI
SUBHA
WEI BEN
XIAO LI
YE JING
YU PING
ZHI QIAN
RCYC'09 DELTA!
DEBRA
FIRDAUS
HUIBING
JEREMY
KASSANDRA
SHERYL
SOYEON
TRICIA
Senior VIs!
AMBROSE SIR
CHIEN CHAM SIR
HADI SIR
QI WEN SIR
YING QI MA'AM
09S12!
ABIGAIL
FELICIA
KIAT HWEE
LOUISA
MELAINNE
RACHEL
XIANG LIANG
PJCians!
JASPER
NICOLE NEO
4E5'08!
ALVIN CHEW
ASYIKIN
ESTHER
GAO YAN
JING RONG
JING YU
LIU QI
MICHELLE
SHARLYNN
SHU WEN
WAI SENG
XIAO QIAN
YUMIKO
YUN ZHONG
FHRCY!!
ESTHER MA'AM
HUILING
JOANNE MA'AM
KAI TING
KRISTIE
SHI YUAN
XIN ER
YI XUAN MA'AM
ZHI QIAN SIR
FUHUANITES!
DOROTHY
SAWYI
TIFFANY
VALERIE
ZOE
TUITION!
BEATRICE
JIAMAN
JOYCE
PHIONNA
SERENE
SIHUA
WAN ZHENG
ZHIYI
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