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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
Hiatus.
Monday, April 13

school is really getting tougher and tougher.
i have no choice but to leave this place.
it's the only thing to do.
so many unhappy things that i really want to say, but i just have no time to say them here.
till the skies are clear, goodbye~

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Sunday, April 12

2nd draft of PI done. happy :D
and yes i want to go ice-skating!

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Thursday, April 9

disappointment after disappointment.
im just so tired, so so tired.
grades are just getting more and more horrendous, the work is getting harder and harder.
some days, i really feel like giving up and sleep everyday.
trying trying so hard, and yet no fruits are borne...

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Monday, April 6

The Light Bulb Joke (please do not take it to heart, although i really laughed at the PJC one, sorry!D:)

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker.

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it to turn on by itself.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what is litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb; the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

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Saturday, April 4

individualist.
individualism.

if you want me to be like that, i dont really mind you know. it leaves me more time to do what i want, plus more motivation to make sure i beat you hands down for midyears, promos and As :)
maybe i might even thank you for treating me like im such an idiot in 2 years time, for without you, i wont be able to set a goal for myself :D

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Friday, April 3

YEAH. after like 2 months i finally got my PJC UNIFORM! hahaha!


what discrimination. what nonsense. what stereotype.
how could you be so insulting?
"whatever" you may say, but im super pissed with you.
we are not equal to NURSE okay!?!?!?
it's the most smart-looking of all okay!?!?
im going to prove to you that i am more than JUST A NURSE! dumbass.

and to hell with you. damn, do you know how much those words hurt. shit you.

10/09! ): i really miss you guys ): how i wish i can go tomorrow ):

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Wednesday, April 1

one disappointment after another ):
today was a super horrible day.
i gotta buck up. i HAVE to. i NEED to.
i MUST.