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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Tuesday, February 26

im not sure if i have the right to say this...
I MISS THE BOTH OF YOU.
im not deaf. i aledi heard abt it. i jus cant cry abt it. cos this is life. FULL OF UNFAIRNESS. is it becos of us? i will never know. when will my tears finally fall for the absence of the both of you? i dont know. im feeling the impact already. i have no more chance to "waste" my weekly 2 smses to the both of you. so insignificant, yet something worth treasuring.
shall end here, short and sweet.

JesLynn.

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Thursday, February 14

new rumour in class again, and it involves me again): like seriously, it's such a lame rumour lor...
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! well got chocolate and a card and a sweet, but the feeling of jealously crept up to me by afternoon.
and i was rather upset of those few people. when u are angry with me u ignore me, but when u need me u sweet-talk to me. im not one u can play with okay?!
FDC PPLE JIAYOU FOR SAT KAYS(:

on to some happy stuff, relating my trip to malaysia during cny(:
TUESDAY
went to take 5pm coach, onli reached putrajaya at 11pm like that, the place is so jammed cans.met uncle who brought us to a teochew eatery to eat porridge which is like so $$$. went to 3rd uncle's house cos the adults need to discuss abt wad meals to cook in genting, while me and my bro watched a football match..went to uncle's house to bathe and sleep at 1 to 2 plus...
WEDNESDAY
morning i do homework, adults went to buy groceries, cousins and bro went to play computer games. so cool 17 years old can get driving license le.evening went for reunion dinner at a restaurant along with 3rd uncles' family, 3rd aunt's family. drank beer and chinese tea(: food was average. so sad there is no countdown in malaysia de, so back to sleep.
THURSDAY
spent morning travelling to genting to amber court. then the rest of the day is do emaths. at night play cards.nice scenery there but very cold): nearly froze at night.
FRIDAY
morning went to indoor theme park. went to try the spiderman coaster like thing, was damn fun..adults went to casino..then whole day doing amaths homework. relatives nagged at me when im not doing homework grr...cousins said my maths teacher bian tai(: youngest aunt and family came that afternoon, was veri distracted by PS2. but managed to finish homework (whew!). more cards at night but no gambling. drank more beer like beverages(:
SATURDAY
went to theme park! went damn early, like 8am!? played many things like the 2 rollar coasters, go carting, space shot (2 times) but also played boring things like the choo choo train and visiting dinosaurland thanks to that whiny and irritating 5 year old cousin grr..a bit a bit also cry...played for 10 hrs there b4 going back. slept like a pig.
SUNDAY
packed to go home. reached home at round 7 plus. got new spectacles frames by the way.

finally updated le haha! ciaos!

RANDOMNESS.
Sunday, February 3

just got a creative zen stone, im loving it!

and even if im not there, i still have ears and eyes. im overly upset on the things that have been happening. like sheesh, why didnt i treasure ______ for the past 6 months? now ______ is leaving, i jus cant stop feeling the guilt for all the troubles that i have been giving ______. like seriously, everything is falling apart, all becos of me. why r the troubles in 2007 being dragged into 2008?

and another thing. have u ever heard of the word RESPECT? ms yeo taught 4e5 abt it recently. RESPECT is about everyone treating each other with EQUALITY, regardless whether you are a senior or a junior in cca, a Special student or a Normal Technical student studying in school, a principal or a mere cleaner working in the school. but sadly enough, not everyone knows that. im not oblivious over wad happened yesterday. i understood the complication of it. and im overly disappointed in you. you shud have known better. until now, you dun even understand the word respect. it's too late to teach you that anyway...

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Friday, February 1

played with induction and "getting electrolized" today and had so much fun, although hand was very numb during chem): and in chem and physics, they still have that super old rumour which sounds so lame now, like halo, so what if i know so much about him? doesnt mean anything lor.
redcross next. weeee finished the banner(: and memorized the names of the sec 1s(:

then later on, maybe i just learnt something which is like so important. the worse thing that could ever happen is not knowing that something bad happened to your junior. hopefully this will never happen in fhrcy. it's a gud lesson i shud learn from a source which i wud never expect. i swear even in his sms, i cud feel his pain. i felt so sorry for him. i guess this is a kind of pain only seniors can feel.like heys, if u are reading this and u r feeling so guilty about it, u got me to confide to yeas(: i will be around, dun worry. it's not your fault(:
to round off, sum pics of chinese new year decos in 4e5!

my tears used to fall, but now my tears have been replaced by my blood.