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Wednesday, January 30
let me forget about the bad things that happened last week):sy, u better pass ur SS test(:and ME? cherminn's mentor? GET REAL. but i enjoy it very much teaching her(:O levels results release! let's jus say im super proud of radhiah ma'am and jia min ma'am and si min ma'am and sally ma'am(: *imagine if next year, when mdm oen shows the list of pple getting 8As, the whole 4e5 class all stand up to go up stage.*and im free!!! hu's his new gurl? the person who whacks his butt and whacks him with her school tie. no prize for guessing who r the 2 pple im tokin abt(:im pissed. whenever im happy something always comes by to make me be negative again. why is it always my fault? can u blame me for blaming myself everytime? i cant cry anymore, cos i have no more tears):
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Wednesday, January 23
a new rumour, again in chinese class. hopefully it doesnt spread to the prefects, if not im deaded. >.<there is no such thing as zero reason behind every single thing happening. im not sure if you know that but let me make this clear: LIVE WITH IT. WALLOWING IN SELF-PITY AND NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT IS NOT GOING TO GET YOU ANYWHERE.on a sidenote, if this keeps going on, i dun think it is worth anything anymore. ons and offs and ons and offs, you are not treating it seriously. it's seriously not fated, so just give up.
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Wednesday, January 16
tomorrow is super teens motivational camp(:and grr, today i was being teased about 2 guys, thanks to MR HENG and MR WANG.well, i guessed certain things changed today. i always loved you guys. i always cared for you guys. im trying to give my all to the extent of lying to go for it today. maybe in your eyes im just nothing, hence the painful eyes you gave me. but in the end, i STILL care and love you guys, because i TRUST you guys. you guys will always be a part of my life in fuhua. just because i didnt say a word doesnt mean it doesnt hurt. it hurts than more you can feel. but with TRUST, CARE and LOVE, i can suppress the hurt.
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Saturday, January 12
my tears threatened to fall yesterday, but i cudnt find them, hence i lost my temper with one innocent laogong and ACWP even though the incident with ACWP was my fault. i cant find fairness yesterday. i cant find reasons yesterday. i cant find words yesterday. all because of numerous people hu are not helping me to find them but happily throwing daggers into my heart and soul. im speechless. you say im selfish, FINE! i will go commit suicide for you to see and let the world around me collapse. now that is SELFISH.*sorry to ACWP and laogong, i know i have been rather trying yesterday.
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Wednesday, January 9
starting of school is not good...cos I CANT UPDATE MY BLOG!!! *enough with the craps(:pardon me if i cant reali remember all the facts
Wednesday, 2/1/08
first day of school, glad to see 4e5(: and noticed that my new classroom has a hole in the wall behind and shiyuan is just next door and zhiqian sir, jasmine ma'am and shu jian ma'am are 2 doors away(: new monitor..the one and only cute pitrie(: vice monitor is jingxi, monitress is xiaoqian and vice monitress is esther(: retained my position as english rep thru overwhelming votes? ms yeo still our form teacher, needless to say. and and and our new english teacher is mrs tai, while poor sy's class got mr fong *evil grins*. so ms kho our new chem teacher since mr yew went to unity sec.went for fa duty after recess for sec 1 orientation, then paint banner after sch with my fingers(:Thursday, 3/1/08my first day of full study in school(: after sch parade rehearsal, man my voice sux for crying out loud! and some anger took place too. so nothing much happened on thursday?Friday, 4/1/08the day when sec 1s are so careless until we had about 4 casualties falling down in the parade square from just one game, dog-and-bone? after sch went to get dummy frm hyrcy with cherminn, and thanks to a quick negotiation between chuan heng and esther ma'am we were supposing going off at 3.30pm, but duno wad happened until i ended up in rc rm doing cheers with the rest with esther ma'am while waiting for VIP to come(: so she was late lols then we pretended to do cheers but sing burfday song for the VIP instead(: so caught a video of zhiqian sir singing indian burfday song to VIP and it was hilarious(: and got a video of HL and sy leading cheers(: later went down to show off our gurl power to scouts(: and i meant wad i wrote for the msg, hopes she likes it(: got a photo of VIP and esther ma'am, very cute de, but sadly i cant upload as my hp confiscated le): so yesh sec 1 campfire later, jonathan's hand was "lighted up", luckily VIP was dere, havent got a chance to thank her properly yet): campfire was great overall though some things happened and tears began to fall. luckily alvin was der to keep me sane and calm above all the madness and craziness with his innocent question to me and his cute laptop that i had to look after,thanks much(: cleaning up of campfire with the rest of the uniformed grps, was fun though a lot of complaints too(: and retard was der too(: she dare say she cant sleep while i have to slp for onli 2 hrs lor becos of the lighted hand when next day got parade grr~why is chang hong so funny as seen by the 4e4 gurls i duno(:Saturday, 5/1/08yep i guessed everyone knows the mistake i made): so yesh was damn sleepy and damn irritated): and plus got rank le...cca display afterwards, did evacuation on miss lee(mrs tay) and a sec 1 gurl. managed to grab a sec 1 from sanjay victory is mine! there was some complications and discontent, but is not bothering about it enough to get me thru? so yesh can i say cheering was fun? hehe.Sunday, 6/1/08tuition-ed.Monday, 7/1/08lessons resumed. afternoon got meeting, much craps frm kt, kristie and zhiqian sir, AND THAT ZHI QIAN SIR STEPPED ON MY BAG LARS!!! AS IF NOT DIRTY ENOUGH LERHS!!! ZHI QIAN SIR LISTEN UP YOU R GONNA PAY FOR WAD HAPPENED TO MY BAG!!! ROARS. and ys help me and jose on chinese homework, thanks gurl(:Tuesday, 8/1/08change sitting arrangement and im with gao yan again =.= the most hilarious one was alvin's that side one, he kena surrounded by 5 gurls at the corner and to top it off, esther and asyikin are sitting behind him(: good luck to him sia(:nagged at zhi qian sir whenever i see him abt my bag(: learning journey to national museum of sg with 4e9. and i reali feel so hurt and disgusted about wad i saw. i feel so bad for you. why cant u just tell her. dun keep hurting urself): and kaiting's hearing got lots of problem nia, not gonna say wad happened, internal joke between the both of us and kat(: so later finish le waiting for bus kaiting tok to me then went off, and it jus happened ms yeo was der, so ask me how cum she tuck out shirt then i told her i nagg at kt how long le to tuck in shirt she dun listen, then ms yeo BET WITH ME, SAYING THAT WHOEVER MAKE KAITING TUCK IN HER SHIRT FIRST WILL GET FREE CHICKEN RICE FRM THE LOSING PARTY. FHRCY I NEED YOUR HELP HAHAS!!! DUN MAKE ME LOSE $2.50!!!!TODAYhad fun with sy as i always did since first day of school, took turns to whack zhiqian sir's back, and it was worth it. chinese sat in front of jose and yumiko(: tried to shove alvin off but he wun so no choice sit next to him): and jose stop jokin abt the matter related to the lighted hand person please thanks(: nearly slept at assembly if not for sanjay(:that's all folks, god knows when i will update again...
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Tuesday, January 1
it's only one new year resolution, please let it come true for me(:first things first: HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL!!!!!! wishing all of you good luck in your future endeavours in 2008!!!!!!!second things second: MANY EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAYS ON 4/1/2008 TO Jing Xi, Asyikin, Yi Xuan Ma'am, Azreen and Alisa!!!third things third: may i present my super busy start of my sec 4 life in fuhua tomorrow!1)Wednesday: Sec 1 orientation frm 11am to 2pm, then meet with sec 3s for a while from 2 onwards then tuition at 72)Thursday: CCA Day Parade rehearsal in the afternoon3)Friday: Sec 1 orientation frm 8 onwards, parade rehearsal in the afternoon, sec 1 orientation frm 7pm, staying overnight):4)Saturday:CCA open house*dun i have such a "beautiful" schedule(:fourth things fourth: IT'S O LEVELS YEAR!!!! SEC 4S AND 5S MUS JIAYOUS LE!!!
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Wednesday, January 30
let me forget about the bad things that happened last week):sy, u better pass ur SS test(:and ME? cherminn's mentor? GET REAL. but i enjoy it very much teaching her(:O levels results release! let's jus say im super proud of radhiah ma'am and jia min ma'am and si min ma'am and sally ma'am(: *imagine if next year, when mdm oen shows the list of pple getting 8As, the whole 4e5 class all stand up to go up stage.*and im free!!! hu's his new gurl? the person who whacks his butt and whacks him with her school tie. no prize for guessing who r the 2 pple im tokin abt(:im pissed. whenever im happy something always comes by to make me be negative again. why is it always my fault? can u blame me for blaming myself everytime? i cant cry anymore, cos i have no more tears):
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Wednesday, January 23
a new rumour, again in chinese class. hopefully it doesnt spread to the prefects, if not im deaded. >.<there is no such thing as zero reason behind every single thing happening. im not sure if you know that but let me make this clear: LIVE WITH IT. WALLOWING IN SELF-PITY AND NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT IS NOT GOING TO GET YOU ANYWHERE.on a sidenote, if this keeps going on, i dun think it is worth anything anymore. ons and offs and ons and offs, you are not treating it seriously. it's seriously not fated, so just give up.
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Wednesday, January 16
tomorrow is super teens motivational camp(:and grr, today i was being teased about 2 guys, thanks to MR HENG and MR WANG.well, i guessed certain things changed today. i always loved you guys. i always cared for you guys. im trying to give my all to the extent of lying to go for it today. maybe in your eyes im just nothing, hence the painful eyes you gave me. but in the end, i STILL care and love you guys, because i TRUST you guys. you guys will always be a part of my life in fuhua. just because i didnt say a word doesnt mean it doesnt hurt. it hurts than more you can feel. but with TRUST, CARE and LOVE, i can suppress the hurt.
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Saturday, January 12
my tears threatened to fall yesterday, but i cudnt find them, hence i lost my temper with one innocent laogong and ACWP even though the incident with ACWP was my fault. i cant find fairness yesterday. i cant find reasons yesterday. i cant find words yesterday. all because of numerous people hu are not helping me to find them but happily throwing daggers into my heart and soul. im speechless. you say im selfish, FINE! i will go commit suicide for you to see and let the world around me collapse. now that is SELFISH.*sorry to ACWP and laogong, i know i have been rather trying yesterday.
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Wednesday, January 9
starting of school is not good...cos I CANT UPDATE MY BLOG!!! *enough with the craps(:pardon me if i cant reali remember all the facts
Wednesday, 2/1/08
first day of school, glad to see 4e5(: and noticed that my new classroom has a hole in the wall behind and shiyuan is just next door and zhiqian sir, jasmine ma'am and shu jian ma'am are 2 doors away(: new monitor..the one and only cute pitrie(: vice monitor is jingxi, monitress is xiaoqian and vice monitress is esther(: retained my position as english rep thru overwhelming votes? ms yeo still our form teacher, needless to say. and and and our new english teacher is mrs tai, while poor sy's class got mr fong *evil grins*. so ms kho our new chem teacher since mr yew went to unity sec.went for fa duty after recess for sec 1 orientation, then paint banner after sch with my fingers(:Thursday, 3/1/08my first day of full study in school(: after sch parade rehearsal, man my voice sux for crying out loud! and some anger took place too. so nothing much happened on thursday?Friday, 4/1/08the day when sec 1s are so careless until we had about 4 casualties falling down in the parade square from just one game, dog-and-bone? after sch went to get dummy frm hyrcy with cherminn, and thanks to a quick negotiation between chuan heng and esther ma'am we were supposing going off at 3.30pm, but duno wad happened until i ended up in rc rm doing cheers with the rest with esther ma'am while waiting for VIP to come(: so she was late lols then we pretended to do cheers but sing burfday song for the VIP instead(: so caught a video of zhiqian sir singing indian burfday song to VIP and it was hilarious(: and got a video of HL and sy leading cheers(: later went down to show off our gurl power to scouts(: and i meant wad i wrote for the msg, hopes she likes it(: got a photo of VIP and esther ma'am, very cute de, but sadly i cant upload as my hp confiscated le): so yesh sec 1 campfire later, jonathan's hand was "lighted up", luckily VIP was dere, havent got a chance to thank her properly yet): campfire was great overall though some things happened and tears began to fall. luckily alvin was der to keep me sane and calm above all the madness and craziness with his innocent question to me and his cute laptop that i had to look after,thanks much(: cleaning up of campfire with the rest of the uniformed grps, was fun though a lot of complaints too(: and retard was der too(: she dare say she cant sleep while i have to slp for onli 2 hrs lor becos of the lighted hand when next day got parade grr~why is chang hong so funny as seen by the 4e4 gurls i duno(:Saturday, 5/1/08yep i guessed everyone knows the mistake i made): so yesh was damn sleepy and damn irritated): and plus got rank le...cca display afterwards, did evacuation on miss lee(mrs tay) and a sec 1 gurl. managed to grab a sec 1 from sanjay victory is mine! there was some complications and discontent, but is not bothering about it enough to get me thru? so yesh can i say cheering was fun? hehe.Sunday, 6/1/08tuition-ed.Monday, 7/1/08lessons resumed. afternoon got meeting, much craps frm kt, kristie and zhiqian sir, AND THAT ZHI QIAN SIR STEPPED ON MY BAG LARS!!! AS IF NOT DIRTY ENOUGH LERHS!!! ZHI QIAN SIR LISTEN UP YOU R GONNA PAY FOR WAD HAPPENED TO MY BAG!!! ROARS. and ys help me and jose on chinese homework, thanks gurl(:Tuesday, 8/1/08change sitting arrangement and im with gao yan again =.= the most hilarious one was alvin's that side one, he kena surrounded by 5 gurls at the corner and to top it off, esther and asyikin are sitting behind him(: good luck to him sia(:nagged at zhi qian sir whenever i see him abt my bag(: learning journey to national museum of sg with 4e9. and i reali feel so hurt and disgusted about wad i saw. i feel so bad for you. why cant u just tell her. dun keep hurting urself): and kaiting's hearing got lots of problem nia, not gonna say wad happened, internal joke between the both of us and kat(: so later finish le waiting for bus kaiting tok to me then went off, and it jus happened ms yeo was der, so ask me how cum she tuck out shirt then i told her i nagg at kt how long le to tuck in shirt she dun listen, then ms yeo BET WITH ME, SAYING THAT WHOEVER MAKE KAITING TUCK IN HER SHIRT FIRST WILL GET FREE CHICKEN RICE FRM THE LOSING PARTY. FHRCY I NEED YOUR HELP HAHAS!!! DUN MAKE ME LOSE $2.50!!!!TODAYhad fun with sy as i always did since first day of school, took turns to whack zhiqian sir's back, and it was worth it. chinese sat in front of jose and yumiko(: tried to shove alvin off but he wun so no choice sit next to him): and jose stop jokin abt the matter related to the lighted hand person please thanks(: nearly slept at assembly if not for sanjay(:that's all folks, god knows when i will update again...
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Tuesday, January 1
it's only one new year resolution, please let it come true for me(:first things first: HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL!!!!!! wishing all of you good luck in your future endeavours in 2008!!!!!!!second things second: MANY EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAYS ON 4/1/2008 TO Jing Xi, Asyikin, Yi Xuan Ma'am, Azreen and Alisa!!!third things third: may i present my super busy start of my sec 4 life in fuhua tomorrow!1)Wednesday: Sec 1 orientation frm 11am to 2pm, then meet with sec 3s for a while from 2 onwards then tuition at 72)Thursday: CCA Day Parade rehearsal in the afternoon3)Friday: Sec 1 orientation frm 8 onwards, parade rehearsal in the afternoon, sec 1 orientation frm 7pm, staying overnight):4)Saturday:CCA open house*dun i have such a "beautiful" schedule(:fourth things fourth: IT'S O LEVELS YEAR!!!! SEC 4S AND 5S MUS JIAYOUS LE!!!
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