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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Friday, June 29

hmm..the after-effects of the sec 3 camp has made us gone mad...especially in mr loh's class haha....we keep clapping and making him pek chek haha....(((((: nowadays i can hear the words "HWEELING" or "HORHEIR" or more CLAPPING frm other sec 3 classes hehe SEC 3S RAWKS!!!
so sad jing kai has left us le....he went to 3s4 coz he wan study bio...))))):
so today got rc training lo and i damn nervous lo coz we didnt do programme table PLUS there is an interview for sec 3s...hmm...i tink i did well for the interview bah..heard sum sec 2s gossiping abt the sec 3s which i shall nt reveal....*sorry sec 2s i dun mean to eavesdrop! had a confidential talking session with sec 2s and kai ting...i find it very useful..hmm...if not today quite a good training bah...although i was kind of PISSED with sum people...
seating arrangement...OMG plsplsplspls hope CHOON SENG&ASYIKIN got change his seat...haha i dun feel like seeing his black face... :P but if cannot change then nevermind ya?

im so sorry for not deleting those smses when my mum took away my hp...dun keep blaming your____, it is solely my fault. dun keep reproaching your____okay? we can work out a solution from this mess we have created within ourselves. but seriously, i really dunno wad to do either.

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Wednesday, June 27

juz came back from sec 3 camp with aching bones&muscles, mosquito bites and tiredness surrounding me, but im still smiling becoz the sec 3 camp RAWKS!!!!! i never had so much fun before in a camp. SERIOUSLY.tis morning when chief veronica was toking to us my tears were dripping, coz i really cannot bear to leave the campsite. i can remember all the times that the YANDAO (group 10) & CHIOBU (group 9) had together, all the kayaking and cheering and doing high elements and going thru the nature rumble..JALAN BAHTERA SO RAWKS!!! i will never forget the MOTIVATING&ENCOURAGING&HUMOUROUS INSTRUCTORS: MOJO; rose syrup with milk aka bundung *clap* TING!!!. JEREMY; horhei (duno how to spell haha XD).
ya so...in short...i really miss the sec 3 camp...i wun noe when will i ever have so much fun again....haish...

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Saturday, June 23

feeling so SORELY PISSED, ANGRY, SAD and DISAPPOINTED with everyone and in myself.
  1. i LOST my DARLING BOOTS.
  2. yesterday's SEC 3s FIRST REDCROSS training was a DISASTER. everyone's FITNESS has DROPPED DRASTICALLY. and EVACUATION was HORRIBLE. and FHSRCY has become a FISH MARKET.
  3. NO MORE HANDPHONE.

looking forward to sec 3 camp on monday though...XD....

EUGENE VS JUNHONG... WHO IS CUTER??? YOU DECIDE...<333

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Wednesday, June 20

announcement: MY MUM HAS CONFISCATED MY HANDPHONE.

*alvin has a VAIO laptop, im sooooooo jealous!!!! =.=

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Monday, June 18

THE THREE GUYS FIGHTING TO BE FIRST IN THE CUTE BOIIS LIST:
EUGENE<333
JUNHONG<33
KHEE RUI SIR<3

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Sunday, June 17

FINALLY!!! I GOT THE RANDOM PICS FROM KHEE RUI SIR!!! THANK YOU SIR!!!



THE PICTURE OF JUNHONG CARRYING ME DURING CAMPFIRE...XD XD XD



CHARLIE CHAMPIONS NEVER SAY DIE!!!


WE ARE CHARLIE 2!!!

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u are wrong. my weakened self had only gone into hiding during the ULP period. now it has returned. when can i be confident to stand up again??? when will the trust in myself return???

my blood tears are flowing and i dont know how to stop them from flowing.

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Saturday, June 16

here are summore more photos from ULP camp...


this is JUNHONG from C1. during campfire, the MCs asked for two volunteers, so i and him go up la, only to find out that we have to dance together on a piece of newspaper. that was easy, coz the both of us danced cha-cha, but later the newspaper was folded into half and the size of the newspaper was getting smaller, so we were wondering "how to dance with both of our feet on the newspaper?" when KHEE RUI SIR (I HAVE YET TO KILL HIM FOR SABOING ME, I AM STILL HIS TRAINEE LA!!! XD) shouted to him: use cradle carry!!! then i was like "wad the hell is cradle carry? shit i 4got le!!!my evacuation..."when JUNHONG juz CARRIED ME INTO HIS ARMS AND LIFTED ME OFF THE GROUND LA!!! i really KENA SHOCKED!!! then the whole charlie platoon were like wolf-whistling...then i was like "junhong u can tahan or not?" coz i noe i am quite heavy, then he say "can la..."....then when the newspaper was folded again then he PIGGY-BACKED me!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG LA!!!!XD XD XD XD. so when the whole thing was finished, everyone was like cheering la....AND SYAFINAH WAS SOOOOOOOOO JEALOUS THAT I WAS CARRIED BY JUNHONG....HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... SHE GOT A CRUSH ON HIM....AND I MUZ ADMIT..HE IS QUITE CUTE....XD but later on during bbq khee rui sir was so nice as to start a scandal between me and junhong....like as if the scandal between me and eugene is not enough like that...=.=



SARITHA (c1)and me (c2)


ALPHA 1 AND CHARLIE 2: GEORGE and me.
same school as eugene, did a cool version of "let me teach you 7 steps of how to take a shower" during campfire...he even wore BREASTS made up of air bags (if i am nt wrong) hahaha...


EUGENE'S trademark; sooooooo cute!!!!! XD
the first nite b4 sleeping he was in the field then a torch was shined at him then he tot it is me then he do his trademark...then he found out it wasnt me, it was a MA"AM!!!! hahaha!!!


2 st. gabrielettes: george and eugene


*during mealtimes, lawrence sir will like call sumbody up to give a sppech, and i talked about FDC'07. duno if i did the right thing, coz they know ESTHER MA'AM...oh no!
*MISSING ULP, PLATOON CHARLIE AND CHARLIE 2...~cries~

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Wednesday, June 13

IM BACK FROM ULP CAMP!!! WOOHOOS!
well this camp is totally tough cans? for this 4 days i slept for only FOUR measly hours and bathe only ONE time throughout this whole 4 days of camp...and i lost my voice too *cries*...now my voice very sqeaky now due to too much straining of my voice during ulp...
dun disturb me too much during tis week ya...i got 28 hours of sleep to catch up on...

now too tired to write a whole "composition" of my camp, but not too tired to put up pic frm CHARLIE 2....will be putting up sum pics frm the other groups in platoon Charlie and sum random photos taken during the camp by my mentor soon.....zzzzz


*PLATOON CHARLIE'S CHEER
PLATOON CHARLIE WHAT ARE WE???
ANS: WE ARE A TEAM! (CLAPS 4 TIME) REPEAT 3 TIMES
CHARLIE WE WILL WIN! (CLAPS 4 TIMES) REPEAT 3 TIMES
YEAH!!!

*PLATOON CHARLIE MOTTO/SLOGAN
PLATOON CHARLIE???
CHAMPIONS NEVER SAY DIE!!!
*CHARLIE 2 SLOGAN:
CHARLIE 2???
WE ARE CHARLIE 2, HEHE! *ACTS CUTE

CHARLIE 2'S CHAIRPERSON:NURAZREEN


CHARLIE 2'S VICE-CHAIRPERSON: MILISSA WONG AKA TOTO-CHAN XD


CHARLIE 2'S VICE-CHAIRPERSON: EUGENE TAN AKA GENE GENE AKA CHICKEN-WING BOY AKA HANDSOME(CALLED BY LAWRENCE SIR) XD
*he was a very good fren of mine haha...we always do things together...which created a scandal...will go kill khee rui sir later...juz becoz we always sit together doesnt mean i like him sir!


CHARLIE 2'S LOGISTIC 2ND I/C: IZYAN


CHARLIE 2'S SAFETY I/C: DIANA


CHARLIE 2'S F&B FIRST I/C: YUE WEI

CHARLIE 2'S F&B SECOND I/C: SYAFINAH

CHARLIE 2'S MENTOR: KHEE RUI SIR!!! *CLAPSCLAPS

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Thursday, June 7

im feeling very PISSED now. SERIOUSLY. not just with C1, but with YOU. cant u give others a chance? u are so selfish.

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Wednesday, June 6

I AM SERIOUSLY STRESSED OUT BY ULP AND MY PLATOON AND ALL THE LAST MINUTE THINGS COMING IN AT ONE SHOT...LET'S HOPE I CAN GET THRU ALL THESE WITH NO MORE PROBLEMS APPEARING...

and very pissed too, especially with C1.

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Monday, June 4

so today got maths remedial then the ncc ppl all nvr cum coz they go for specialist course...so miss yeo ask: "who can inform (i 4got wad was it le lol) alvin?" then of course everyone aledi like knew the answer haha...then she also know lo, so she specified a male fren to inform him la. then she started telling us about the relationship subject. AND I SWEAR I FELT MY FACE GOING SOOOOOO RED.
and tis is the first time ms yeo's speech has made such an impression on me and i duno why XD

so after her "LECTURE" i shall make a vow here.*more of a statement

I, JESLYNN, MUST CONCENTRATE ON THE THINGS IN LIFE WHICH CONCERNS ME AND FUHUA AND REDCROSS FROM TODAY ONWARDS. NO MORE BEING MAD ABOUT FINDING A GUY AND A KAYPOH AND A "GUY-CHASER". NO MORE EMOTIONAL THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS ABOUT alvin WHATSOEVER. I WILL JUZ BE HAPPY WITH THE THINGS IN MY LIFE AND NOT BOTHER ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S LOVE LIFE.

signed by: jeslynn.

yay we got our class tee today. a bit weird la with the chinese words, but the jersey a bit too big for me haha...


i hate you for being a betrayer.i hate you for being a liar.i hate you for being a kaypoh.i hate you for being a busybody.i hate you for being such a big-mouthed person.i hate you for being a thief.i hate you for being ungrateful.i hate you for being unapprieciative.i hate you for being such a LOSER-if you get my drift. :]

counting down to 22/6/2007...the scariest day of the year...17 more days... :S






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Sunday, June 3

ulp: I PASSED MY THEORY TEST AND LESSON PRESENTATION!!! HAHAHAHA~~~NO RETESTS DURING CAMP!!!

to that one person, thanks for telling me the truth yea? (:


i hope u enjoyed it as much as i did...but u broke our promise totally...im trying to help you change...but if u keep falling prey to threats, i cant help you anymore...

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Friday, June 1

LIARS AND BETRAYERS AND PEOPLE WHO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME AND PEOPLE WHO ARE HIDING THINGS FROM ME ARE SO COMMON IN MY LIFE, I HAVE NO MORE WILL TO CONTINUE LIVING...

WB AND ACWP, WILL IT KILL YOU TWO GUYS TO JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH??? I HAVE SUFFERED ENOUGH ALREADY! I WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH! DONT HIDE IT FROM ME! I DONT EVEN CARE IF THE TRUTH HURTS.

WITH SO MANY PEOPLE HIDING EVERYTHING FROM ME, IT'S SO HARD NOT TO BE DEPRESSED WITH BOTH MY RESULTS AND MY LIFE...I HAVE MADE A PROMISE WITH QINGHUI, BUT YOU GUYS ARE FORCING ME TO BREAK MY PROMISE WITH HER...