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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Saturday, May 31

really^3 regretting not going for class outing, i mean, how much work did i do? onli managed to finished all the comprehensions and summaries, have not even started on the compositions and pilot pen award, cos simply no inspiration. seeing the photos frm Wen Ping's blog and choonseng's smses, well it sounded loads of fun in the sun yesterday, loads of games and cycling and cam-whoring and crappings. nevermind, there's always after O level's :DDDDD
reali wish my three representatives in ULP good luck for the upcoming ULP camp! enjoy it while it lasts!

doesnt mean you throw back the sweet. that's rude.

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Thursday, May 29

decision settled. obviously study and do homework.
so much for decision-making, when the person who makes my decisions final is mum. that's it.

way cool. wenyi broke my rubik's cube muahahaha.

you literally broke my soul when you throw back that sweet to me w/o any reason. and how dare you take my sweet when i gave them out the second time.

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Monday, May 26

class bonding on friday, thanks xq for uploading them!!! muahaha

chicken dance(:


4e5 with ms kho


wah..act big sia muahahah...

oh man.
whole day tuition or 4e5 sentosa outing or rc training on friday?
if i go 4e5 sentosa outing, my studies will become worse and no chance to go for trng but i get to bond with 4e5 in a day of sun and fun.
if i go for whole day tuition, cant go trng and will miss out on a precious day with my class but will have precious revision in tuition done.
if i go for rc trng, no chance to do proper revision, no chance to go out with my class, but will get some compulsory things done in rc b4 passing out...
HMM...CHOICES CHOICES...DECISIONS DECISIONS... DDD:

read his post. and once again god damn pissed for the same reason as her post in her blog.

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Sunday, May 25

friday was fun, had class bonding day. played a game called chicken,eagle,superman. VERY VERY FUN. lucky i not the last 5, if not have to do chicken dance seh...then so funny cos john and zhi qi never do properly, so we made them do at the corridor. we were so noisy until mr ng came out of 1r3 classroom and got to see free entertainment((((: mrs tay come out den we quickly escaped =.=

played another game similar to concentration, funniest people: waiseng,yulun,sanjay, ms yeo (:

now holiday like no holiday...everyday also study study study..

i scared for tuesday sia...pls pls pls nothing goes wrong T.T

a survey i saw frm yz's blog that i MUST DO(((:
Name 20people. At the end of the survey choose 5people to do the survey.Don't read the questions, name the 20people first !

1)alvinchew
2)yunzhong
3)eugene
4)joselin
5)kaiting
6)shiyuan
7)esther tan
8)esther lim
9)jiexiang
10)valerie
11)ongwenbin
12)choonseng
13)jingrong
14)gaoyan
15)pitrie
16)kristie
17)kangrong
18)shuwen
19)jingxi
20)yingshuen

How do you meet Number14? in fuhua sec in class 1B05 (:

What would you do if u have not met Number1? die of boredom, be still dead innocent? muahaha

What if Number9 & Number20 dated each other? good question. what if? probably not, jx does not go for gurls(:

Will Number6 and Number17 date each other? TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE. sy is guy-crazy, but probably not over kr.

Describe Number3. most optimistic and great redcrosser and friend! :DDD

Do you think Number8 is attractive? maybe? haha

Describe Number7. crazy when she is, and crazy over man u and david cook (:

Do you know any family members of Number12?apparently not.

What language(s) does Number15 speaks? lame language.

Who is Number9 hanging out with? VALERIE TEO, a music freak :DDD

How old is Number16 this year ?sweet14

Who is Number2 favourite singer or band? not sure, sry! T.T

Have you ever dated Number4? no. i want sia! haha...she got too many lesbians le, plus her main les, debbie, i wer got chance???

Would you ever date with Number1? good question? i used to like him, but now he's out of my radar, so probably not.

What is Number10 Lastname? like i know like thaT.

Would you ever be in relationship with Number11? OMG. NO. FRIEND ONLI!


What is the school of Number3?ST GABRIEL'S SEC!

Where does Number6 stay?JURONG WEST.

What is your favourite thing about Number5? her craziness? haha

Have you ever seen Number2 naked ? like no? haha


the five people i nominated to do tis survey:
1)kristie tiong
2)joanne ma'am
3)shiyuan
4)alvinchew
5)huiling

GOOD LUCK!

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Monday, May 19

reading that post frm her blog, IM SUPER PISSED. not elaborating, just that she is a TWO-FACED A**HOLE. a TOTAL WHORE.

tmr onwards till friday is 8 HOURS of chinese, someone save me...

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Sunday, May 18

10 more posts till 200!

a great weekend; NO TUITION!

time and again, you made me pissed, but this time, you went too far. i wasnt even talking to you; i was toking to the person beside you. is it a crime, toking to her? is it a crime, for you to see me? is it a crime, for me to crap a bit? is it a crime, for me to even be just hanging around? if you are SO SICK of me, well dont forget gurl, I'M JUST AS SICK. continue to be ISOLENT towards me, you will have retribution one day.

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Thursday, May 15

bought a fake rubiks cube, dead fake and dead hard to move.

once again, i approached, but you turned away, shifted away, moved away from me. the pain is indescrible. im not gonna give you any more chances, any more hope. since you think that im just an interferaing irritant, well, continue thinking that way, im seriously not bothered. but when you approach me or any other person, be certain that you will be met with blank faces. YOU DESERVE IT.

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Wednesday, May 14

today PE we played captains ball, DAMN FUN CANS? cos we were playing with 2 balls. tis is what i call REAL FUN after exams.

for that IDIOTIC MR CHEW who SCOLDS ME for my EVERY SINGLE MISTAKE, well i hope you can stop that habit of yours?

results. let me just say that the sub i took on 8 may was not an A1 so sorry to esther ma'am...the rest just passed. reali not happy, cos my day started with scoldings liao...can someone just swiftly kill me?

GAOYAN, GET WELL SOON KAYS! i miss you as my partner, so lonely cans):

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this is gng to be a very angry post.

she made me SO angry this morning. i did mentioned what time i have to go off 2 whole times and you didnt hear me? like i want to go off like that. scold me until very shuang hor.

and im so sick and tired of you ___. if you think that you can survive w/o any help, then i shall wash my hands off you. if you think so great of yourself and ignore literally anyone who trys to interfere in your affairs, well why shud i even care now? i might as well shut my door to you. my door is open; yet you dun want to cum thru it. then why do i painstakingly leave it open? i dun wanna suffer any more pain and trouble of leaving that one door open. i rather close it and lock it and throw away its key to a place of infinity and leave that door to fade in my memories. just dont ever ask me or tell me anything again. i regret what i did, cos you only made use of my kindness; when you need me you suck up to me but once im not needed you shrug me off.

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Tuesday, May 13

due to the many complaints from joselin chng i have decided to delete the photo that 2 boiis had said it was funny >.<

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Sunday, May 11

this is freaky.
on friday, i saw so many pple frm fuhua in jp, whether is it 4e5 or fhrcy or wadever. not surprising rite, since exam just ended.
then last night, went to eat dinner with mummy, then i was looking for a place to sit, when suddenly got like so many pple shout my name, then right in front of me were xiaoqian,kailin,yumiko and jingyu( i saw her on friday le >.<) eating! this is freaky, how could i miss seeing them? later when i was walking home, saw shuwen and her mum. now that is FREAKY >.< is this fate?
today is HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! i onli got for my mummy a cheapskate card (:
kays next week is nothing but results, i scared sia):

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Friday, May 9

FINALLY AFTER ONE WHOLE MONTH I CAN BLOG!!!

reali sry for the delay, been studying for mye, which is OVER!!!!!!!!!!
one month nvr update, i reali forget all the details le ): lemme recall...
hmm, studied a lot, and got a nice poster frm mrs soh...rumour abt wb still ongoing...sy being boy-desperate and blahs.
MYE....i duno if it's okay or not, hopefully it is...



rc day on 8th may: let's just say i was super short of manpower in the morning, summore loads of last-minute things crop up, and i have butterflies in my stomach, and more butterflies flew into my stomach when ESTHER MA'AM and YI XUAN MA'AM arrived...went a bit haywire cans until kong wee have to scold me a bit...try being on the podium lor...saw ms haiza and ms lee, felt slightly better...BELL RANG, and i started my precedure. when i saluting the flag, can see MS YEO and register 1-10, damn nervous larh, summore see alvin's mocking face.heard mr teo "successfully" announced "Esther Ker" as "Esther KORH" and "Yi Xuan" as "Yi Suan", like EXCUSE ME? he shud go for PSLE ENGLISH ORAL EXAM =.= later rc promise, then finish whoopee!!!!!! whacked zq sir and sang him burfday song AND as a belated burfday prezzie to him (if he cums here) enjoy tis!
HEY YOU FAT FINGERS :DDDD

TADA!
copyrighted by shiyuan and me!!!!!!!!! she styled his hair, i took evidence of her inner "stylist self" :DDDDD


-continue- then i went back with my class and ms yeo said it was a job well done whooppee! :DDDD so far no negative comments by anyone :DDDD happy!


and just now so funny, my mum and i went out for lunch at mac, then i saw joanne ma'am when buying lunch, then we waved to each other like some crazy idiots, next moment my mum said: whose that gurl in yellow shirt?" i said my senior, then she say, so stuck up. LOL i tink she mistaken joanne ma'am with another gurl hu wearing yellow pe shirt too muahahaha


i feel so distant frm you now. now you tell her things that u used to tell me. i wish i cud asked you wad happened to u ever since that monday, but u wun open your door to me. i wish u cud just trust me, just trust me...confide in me please! DDD:

PICTURE TIME!!!!!!!!!

MCs ON CULTURAL NITE (i know it's quite a while ago)

classic photo muahaha(: (ohmy, shiyuan is wearing high heels, alvin is wearing zhi qian sir's boots >.<) shiyuan speaking, alvin giving black face =.=



alvin speaking, shiyuan giving blur look =.=
the four MCs

beautiful sunrise only seen in fuhua(:
the "THINK POSITIVE" poster given by mrs soh(:
THINK POSITIVE!

what do wee see? twins? nah, we see a husband and wife looking at each other so lovingly and proud to be carrying the same type of bag which represents their character :DDDD

GOGO REDCROSS!

CHOONSENG! HERE'S DORAEMON!!!!!!!!!

clouds, clouds and MORE clouds(:

"I open my eyes, i try to see but im blinded by the white clouds"(:

the sun doesnt like me, it must go hide in the clouds DDD:

too bad, mr sun, i can see you in between the clouds and flats (:

4e5 international friendship day noticeboard design :DDDD "friends are for life with an unbreakable bond; it's not a lie."

jingrong ,zhiqi, gaoyan

another section of 4e5<3>

life is like a journey; it is endless and forever. you will always have the choice of your favourable route. and you can have the choice of how do you want to go down your chosen route: on foot or by taxi? YOU DECIDE.

life is never smooth-sailing, just like a journey is full of turns and bends and not straight all the time. but there is always a helping hand (big blak arrows) to guide you.

with patience, perseverance and determination, you can get through the hard times in your life and get back to the way you were with some guidance along the way. just like with the help of the black arrows, you can navigate round a bend to get back to a straight road :DDD

LIZARD OR CHAMELEON? YOU DECIDE.

JURONG WEST PRIMARY SCHOOL.

i peeped through a plant, which opened up to show me the front porch (:
is the primary school name so famous until it needs spotlights?

front porch

the gate which i used to enter and leave school.
the pathway which i had used for 6 whole years.

the place where we have our pe lessons and to play hopscotch during recess :DDD

Jia Man and i(:

east or west direction?

the EMO life of SMSING.

so many fish swimming in the canal; what is the probability that these fish had been dumped by their owners? ONE.

MY SELF-CREATED RAINBOW!