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Saturday, February 28
"wah, jeslynn, your bag is still as big as ever."is that meant to be a compliment or an insult?saw her at a most surprising location on friday. omg i was so shocked to see her there till i couldnt stop widening my eyes the whole time there.i dont even look forward to weekends now. my brain is bursting ):and i dont know if i should smile or cry when i saw the 4 of them. i should be happy to see them because its been a while since i last saw them. yet i should be sad because i wont know when will be the next time i see them again.on another note. im really trying to control myself, but i cant stop myself. do you know how much i hate you right now? what have i done to make you treat me as if im-totally-dumb-and-stupid? sheesh. my hatred for you is reaching levels beyond my reach. nvm. my hatred will be MOTIVATION to beat you at A LEVELS.
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Thursday, February 26
are the two of you out to make me miserable? cant you even let me have 1 second of happiness? i get no peace just because you dont like my character.i shall tolerate. just like what i always do.2 weeks of roller-coasting emotions & counting.too afraid to eat KFC after seeing this today.check out http://www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/ for more details.
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Wednesday, February 25
looking at the formal 4e5 photo which fell out of the cupboard when i was searching for my amaths textbook, so much memories flow back.looking at the alpha photo of my display pic in blogger, it brought back the wonderful memories.looking at the FDC'07 squad of my display pic in facebook, the unforgettable memories flooded my mind.The people that i truly miss. The ones that can make me sleepless at night just thinking about them. Oh how i wish i could meet up with them soon!Anyway. Economics is getting harder and harder now. Demand and Supply? Price Mechanism? Nevermind, i really want to ace in Economics, i also dont know why -.-and 09s12 is getting funnier and funnier as the days go by, although 4e5 guys and 2b06 guys are by far the funniest (:and CONGRATS TO ABIGAIL for being selected for student council! XDwait and see. 15 more days.
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Tuesday, February 24
when he and he dont contact me, i feel like crying.but when he calls me or he smses me, i also feel like crying.omg what's wrong with me ):16 more days. will i be happier by then?
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Monday, February 23
opportunity cost: the next best alternative foregone.OKAY.current state: TIRED. STRESSED. SICK WITH FLU. UPSET WITH SOMEONE. DISPIRITED.2 "goods", one choice.1) PENKNIFE.2) STOOL BEING PLACED AT THE SIDE OF THE CORRIDOR WHICH FACES THE SCENARY.Objective: to ensure that the opportunity cost is as low as possible. Plus, to ensure that the marginal benefits is more than the marginal costs.*the thoughts of someone who has gone gaga over Economics*WHAT CHOICE SHOULD I MAKE? YOU TELL ME.
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Sunday, February 22
it has been a week of roller-coasting emotions, both in school and at home.i dont know how many more weeks of this can i handle. nearly cried after reading her sms yesterday. yeah im still disappointed about it until now. it just that i dont mention it often.
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Wednesday, February 18
lectures & tutorials are getting harder and harder ):PW group is formed. let's see how things go.english drama sounds harder than i thought. our first production is on term 2 week 7 during assembly (which is tentatively wednesday). but again, let's see how things go.and i really really wished i could go back fuhua today to see my WESTCHAMPS & ESTHER MA'AM & 4E5! but ohwell ):i REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS 2B06, 4E5 & FHRCY! for they are the ones who really made my secondary school life especially special!you know, the fresh start i wanted to have is kind of not working out.please please please. stop those jokes. im tired of them already. is it so wrong to have guys as good friends?? i gotta start learning how to think before i talk.
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Monday, February 16
& im gone.
lectures are totally understandable. the strikeout is intentional.goodbye~
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Sunday, February 15
OH GOSH! IM TOTALLY ADDICTED TO MASS DANCE AND CUTE DANCE! not good not good XDi DIDNT get into CHOIR! HAHAHA!school officially starts tomorrow! study study study and more study ):*WESTCHAMPS, IM DARN PROUD OF YOU OKAY! GREAT JOB! I WILL TRY TO MAKE IT BACK TO FUHUA ON WEDNESDAY HAHAHAHA!**ESTHER MA'AM! EXCELLENT JOB & WELL DONE!*[edit] the WESTCHAMPS' victory plus breaking of her own record AGAIN is sweeter due to the fact they unknowingly proved someone terribly wrong!!! i was proven right and the person who looked down on them, who claimed that their drills sucked, who believed + claimed they wont even get top 3 in the west, WAS PROVEN WRONG! YES, I HAD FAITH IN YOU GUYS, AND IM TERRIBLY PROUD THAT ALL OF YOU MADE IT THIS TIME! [/edit]
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Saturday, February 14
  "URSA OOOOOiiiii????!!!!""S12 goes shalalalala~"
oh yeah oh yeah, this orientation really rocks my world!!!
wednesday. CT is mr suresh -.- hmm and made 3 new friends called vanessa, jiaying and yvonne during CT period. then mass ice-breakers when i got to know more girls in s12 like rachel, felicia, abigail and aisyah. the whole day was used to make paper stars (more on this later), and played some games. so yeah pretty boring. but we got our Orientation pack! my bear is like kena punched in the left eye -.- thursday. station games is damn fun larh! especially the "TRAFFIC LIGHTS" in s12! HAHA. lunched then mass dance & cute dance! a perfect workout! war games is nicer larh! really sweated it out XD friday. bit boring in the morning. then later OG time and fun dance practise. right it was really fun(: then clan time, then the whole dinner & dance! wow we really went hyper high! cheered and danced like total idiots! went home late too XD and now blogging here and scanning xiang liang's pics from orientation! with an aching body.
S12 I LOVE YOU! XD
[edit] super proud of fuhua fdc 2009 squad! esther ma'am did a wonderful job! weeeee~[/edit]
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Thursday, February 12
the hurtful words hanging in the air are not helping.i do not deny that it is affecting me.i just want to run away from it all. im sick of always staying put even though i hate it.the biggest plan to run away forever. 'cos it's an alternative option other than giving up totally.
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Wednesday, February 11
"every month $400 not money ah?!?!"fine. i admit it is a huge sum. you dont need to keep reminding me on that. im fully aware of the financial crisis okay. but do you even care when i have to give up on ________ just for studies? it really hurts when i have to reject one after one email just because you are very unhappy with me to be still handling stuff related to that. im feeling left out already.more about today on sat or sun okay. before im banned from comp ):
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Monday, February 9
trying so hard to stay off the computer, but...OMG my Econs teacher speaks like Babarella! not a good sign.boring lecture after boring lecture today. the maths teacher pissed me off -.-one happy news today: im officially in English Drama Society! HAHA. now i can reject Choir for ALL I CARE XDhopefully orientation can keep me busy all week. while getting over my huge disappointment from yesterday...till the weekend, CIAOS~
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Saturday, February 7
having random thoughts about certain issues. yes i do admit they are troubling me greatly ever since 2 feb. but i simply dont know how to solve them. its all too late isnt it? secondly. horror stories of JC life is starting to have a great impact on me. fine, im a coward. i dont know how to face up to reality and bravely face them.thirdly. the people in PJC are so...indescribdable. damn it. im getting worried.i hate myself.where is brother? D; oh how i wish to see his face again.
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Friday, February 6
Finally. i can say i barely survived the first 5 days in Pioneer Junior College. im burned out ):day1. found out that the hall is air-conditioned :D settled in OG 24 and made friends with Daphne :D talks and more talks. OG time. college tour blahblahblah. a boring and scary day in general as OG was -.-day2. more talks. then introductory lectures, during which i found maths, geography and history very very scary. but china studies in english sounds nice! another boring day in general.day3. more talks. then introductory lectures. physics teacher sounds good but too bad, i hate physics HAHA. economics is WOW. then CCA exhibition. went for for English Drama Society auditions. i love the people there! made new friends, and enjoyed acting as the paranoid secretary XD thanks to the lovely people in my group for the great storyline and acting! (:day4. handed in subject combination forms. Mass lectures. GP is -.- the econs teacher, Mr Chu, is like another Ms Yeo XD im starting to like econs YAY. maths is really confusing ): chem is just as bad, as it is about mole concept ): geog is boring boring boring. SCREWED UP choir auditions totally. HAHA i dont even plan to join choir anyway, its supposed to be my back up cca if english drama society didnt choose me.day5. PE; a short run is 5km. that's what i did. nearly died. another 1 hr of boring geog. subject combi is confirmed(: next was chinese. teacher was more interesting than i expected HAHA. she told us to sms to the person who helped us in any way to enter PJC to show our gratitude. my answer is the person who helped me to obtain a A1 for em and B3 for am(: lunched then PW. lesson was really funny, but scary as well.yes, im very very tired. the JC1s are damn hardworking luh!!! thank god for the weekend. 2 days to recharge and gear up for next week! JIAYOU.
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Thursday, February 5
H2 Maths, H2 Economics, H2 Chemistry and H1 Geography.more tomorrow, got maths reading to do ><
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Wednesday, February 4
3 days had passed.my OG is -.-.made a new friend who knows Jia Man called Daphne.very frustrated over the subject combinations for the past 3 days.stuck with choosing between English Drama Society and Choir.Mass lectures from tomorrow all the way to Monday, and headstart programme on Tuesday.yes im tired, very very very tired. and stressed.nursing a headache, gotta revise maths, chem & econs notes, ciaos~
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Sunday, February 1
tomorrow is the starting of another new chapter, even as a new chapter in redcross started yesterday(:im officially becoming a part of Pioneer Junior College tomorrow.4e5'08 will be separated after today T.T for most are going to greater junior colleges ):i can only call myself an EX-Fuhuanite and a PJCian after today.will be meeting up with Wan Jing and Dolly tomorrow to go to PJC together, YAY.long live memories! im gonna make 2009 and 2010 two fruitful years.JIAYOU.probably the last post here till i-dont-know-when.
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Saturday, February 28
"wah, jeslynn, your bag is still as big as ever."is that meant to be a compliment or an insult?saw her at a most surprising location on friday. omg i was so shocked to see her there till i couldnt stop widening my eyes the whole time there.i dont even look forward to weekends now. my brain is bursting ):and i dont know if i should smile or cry when i saw the 4 of them. i should be happy to see them because its been a while since i last saw them. yet i should be sad because i wont know when will be the next time i see them again.on another note. im really trying to control myself, but i cant stop myself. do you know how much i hate you right now? what have i done to make you treat me as if im-totally-dumb-and-stupid? sheesh. my hatred for you is reaching levels beyond my reach. nvm. my hatred will be MOTIVATION to beat you at A LEVELS.
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Thursday, February 26
are the two of you out to make me miserable? cant you even let me have 1 second of happiness? i get no peace just because you dont like my character.i shall tolerate. just like what i always do.2 weeks of roller-coasting emotions & counting.too afraid to eat KFC after seeing this today.check out http://www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/ for more details.
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Wednesday, February 25
looking at the formal 4e5 photo which fell out of the cupboard when i was searching for my amaths textbook, so much memories flow back.looking at the alpha photo of my display pic in blogger, it brought back the wonderful memories.looking at the FDC'07 squad of my display pic in facebook, the unforgettable memories flooded my mind.The people that i truly miss. The ones that can make me sleepless at night just thinking about them. Oh how i wish i could meet up with them soon!Anyway. Economics is getting harder and harder now. Demand and Supply? Price Mechanism? Nevermind, i really want to ace in Economics, i also dont know why -.-and 09s12 is getting funnier and funnier as the days go by, although 4e5 guys and 2b06 guys are by far the funniest (:and CONGRATS TO ABIGAIL for being selected for student council! XDwait and see. 15 more days.
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Tuesday, February 24
when he and he dont contact me, i feel like crying.but when he calls me or he smses me, i also feel like crying.omg what's wrong with me ):16 more days. will i be happier by then?
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Monday, February 23
opportunity cost: the next best alternative foregone.OKAY.current state: TIRED. STRESSED. SICK WITH FLU. UPSET WITH SOMEONE. DISPIRITED.2 "goods", one choice.1) PENKNIFE.2) STOOL BEING PLACED AT THE SIDE OF THE CORRIDOR WHICH FACES THE SCENARY.Objective: to ensure that the opportunity cost is as low as possible. Plus, to ensure that the marginal benefits is more than the marginal costs.*the thoughts of someone who has gone gaga over Economics*WHAT CHOICE SHOULD I MAKE? YOU TELL ME.
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Sunday, February 22
it has been a week of roller-coasting emotions, both in school and at home.i dont know how many more weeks of this can i handle. nearly cried after reading her sms yesterday. yeah im still disappointed about it until now. it just that i dont mention it often.
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Wednesday, February 18
lectures & tutorials are getting harder and harder ):PW group is formed. let's see how things go.english drama sounds harder than i thought. our first production is on term 2 week 7 during assembly (which is tentatively wednesday). but again, let's see how things go.and i really really wished i could go back fuhua today to see my WESTCHAMPS & ESTHER MA'AM & 4E5! but ohwell ):i REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS 2B06, 4E5 & FHRCY! for they are the ones who really made my secondary school life especially special!you know, the fresh start i wanted to have is kind of not working out.please please please. stop those jokes. im tired of them already. is it so wrong to have guys as good friends?? i gotta start learning how to think before i talk.
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Monday, February 16
& im gone.
lectures are totally understandable. the strikeout is intentional.goodbye~
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Sunday, February 15
OH GOSH! IM TOTALLY ADDICTED TO MASS DANCE AND CUTE DANCE! not good not good XDi DIDNT get into CHOIR! HAHAHA!school officially starts tomorrow! study study study and more study ):*WESTCHAMPS, IM DARN PROUD OF YOU OKAY! GREAT JOB! I WILL TRY TO MAKE IT BACK TO FUHUA ON WEDNESDAY HAHAHAHA!**ESTHER MA'AM! EXCELLENT JOB & WELL DONE!*[edit] the WESTCHAMPS' victory plus breaking of her own record AGAIN is sweeter due to the fact they unknowingly proved someone terribly wrong!!! i was proven right and the person who looked down on them, who claimed that their drills sucked, who believed + claimed they wont even get top 3 in the west, WAS PROVEN WRONG! YES, I HAD FAITH IN YOU GUYS, AND IM TERRIBLY PROUD THAT ALL OF YOU MADE IT THIS TIME! [/edit]
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Saturday, February 14
"URSA OOOOOiiiii????!!!!""S12 goes shalalalala~"
oh yeah oh yeah, this orientation really rocks my world!!!
wednesday. CT is mr suresh -.- hmm and made 3 new friends called vanessa, jiaying and yvonne during CT period. then mass ice-breakers when i got to know more girls in s12 like rachel, felicia, abigail and aisyah. the whole day was used to make paper stars (more on this later), and played some games. so yeah pretty boring. but we got our Orientation pack! my bear is like kena punched in the left eye -.- thursday. station games is damn fun larh! especially the "TRAFFIC LIGHTS" in s12! HAHA. lunched then mass dance & cute dance! a perfect workout! war games is nicer larh! really sweated it out XD friday. bit boring in the morning. then later OG time and fun dance practise. right it was really fun(: then clan time, then the whole dinner & dance! wow we really went hyper high! cheered and danced like total idiots! went home late too XD and now blogging here and scanning xiang liang's pics from orientation! with an aching body.
S12 I LOVE YOU! XD
[edit] super proud of fuhua fdc 2009 squad! esther ma'am did a wonderful job! weeeee~[/edit]
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Thursday, February 12
the hurtful words hanging in the air are not helping.i do not deny that it is affecting me.i just want to run away from it all. im sick of always staying put even though i hate it.the biggest plan to run away forever. 'cos it's an alternative option other than giving up totally.
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Wednesday, February 11
"every month $400 not money ah?!?!"fine. i admit it is a huge sum. you dont need to keep reminding me on that. im fully aware of the financial crisis okay. but do you even care when i have to give up on ________ just for studies? it really hurts when i have to reject one after one email just because you are very unhappy with me to be still handling stuff related to that. im feeling left out already.more about today on sat or sun okay. before im banned from comp ):
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Monday, February 9
trying so hard to stay off the computer, but...OMG my Econs teacher speaks like Babarella! not a good sign.boring lecture after boring lecture today. the maths teacher pissed me off -.-one happy news today: im officially in English Drama Society! HAHA. now i can reject Choir for ALL I CARE XDhopefully orientation can keep me busy all week. while getting over my huge disappointment from yesterday...till the weekend, CIAOS~
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Saturday, February 7
having random thoughts about certain issues. yes i do admit they are troubling me greatly ever since 2 feb. but i simply dont know how to solve them. its all too late isnt it? secondly. horror stories of JC life is starting to have a great impact on me. fine, im a coward. i dont know how to face up to reality and bravely face them.thirdly. the people in PJC are so...indescribdable. damn it. im getting worried.i hate myself.where is brother? D; oh how i wish to see his face again.
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Friday, February 6
Finally. i can say i barely survived the first 5 days in Pioneer Junior College. im burned out ):day1. found out that the hall is air-conditioned :D settled in OG 24 and made friends with Daphne :D talks and more talks. OG time. college tour blahblahblah. a boring and scary day in general as OG was -.-day2. more talks. then introductory lectures, during which i found maths, geography and history very very scary. but china studies in english sounds nice! another boring day in general.day3. more talks. then introductory lectures. physics teacher sounds good but too bad, i hate physics HAHA. economics is WOW. then CCA exhibition. went for for English Drama Society auditions. i love the people there! made new friends, and enjoyed acting as the paranoid secretary XD thanks to the lovely people in my group for the great storyline and acting! (:day4. handed in subject combination forms. Mass lectures. GP is -.- the econs teacher, Mr Chu, is like another Ms Yeo XD im starting to like econs YAY. maths is really confusing ): chem is just as bad, as it is about mole concept ): geog is boring boring boring. SCREWED UP choir auditions totally. HAHA i dont even plan to join choir anyway, its supposed to be my back up cca if english drama society didnt choose me.day5. PE; a short run is 5km. that's what i did. nearly died. another 1 hr of boring geog. subject combi is confirmed(: next was chinese. teacher was more interesting than i expected HAHA. she told us to sms to the person who helped us in any way to enter PJC to show our gratitude. my answer is the person who helped me to obtain a A1 for em and B3 for am(: lunched then PW. lesson was really funny, but scary as well.yes, im very very tired. the JC1s are damn hardworking luh!!! thank god for the weekend. 2 days to recharge and gear up for next week! JIAYOU.
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Thursday, February 5
H2 Maths, H2 Economics, H2 Chemistry and H1 Geography.more tomorrow, got maths reading to do ><
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Wednesday, February 4
3 days had passed.my OG is -.-.made a new friend who knows Jia Man called Daphne.very frustrated over the subject combinations for the past 3 days.stuck with choosing between English Drama Society and Choir.Mass lectures from tomorrow all the way to Monday, and headstart programme on Tuesday.yes im tired, very very very tired. and stressed.nursing a headache, gotta revise maths, chem & econs notes, ciaos~
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Sunday, February 1
tomorrow is the starting of another new chapter, even as a new chapter in redcross started yesterday(:im officially becoming a part of Pioneer Junior College tomorrow.4e5'08 will be separated after today T.T for most are going to greater junior colleges ):i can only call myself an EX-Fuhuanite and a PJCian after today.will be meeting up with Wan Jing and Dolly tomorrow to go to PJC together, YAY.long live memories! im gonna make 2009 and 2010 two fruitful years.JIAYOU.probably the last post here till i-dont-know-when.
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