"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Sunday, March 30
CULTURAL NITE ROCKS!:DDDDDD -i mean it-
28th march 2008. cultural nite cum speech day(: left the house for SP at 2pm and walked to mrt station in my school uniform. and i wonder how many people tot that i ponned school -evil grins- called joselin, onli to find out that she managed to reach SP at 2pm, but she made a U-turn back to boon lay, cos she reckoned that she reached SP too early -.- saw pitrie, sanjay,jingxi and haziq at the station, while mardiana "screamed" at me over the phone to wait for her and not board the train (there is no train dear). she managed to show off that she was wearing the school blazer though. next train arrived, went to find joselin, tried to force her to see her CUTE pitrie neo -evil grins-
SP next. found kt, watched rehearsal, saw shiyuan BREATHING. and saw zhou wen bin's face too, he wearing zhi qian sir's boots nia =.= and we first aiders are simply not given any shitrespect frm the school; we lost our seats to the sec 1s for the speech day, and nearly lost our "free-seating" seats to jurong primary kiddies later on too GRR. speech day. a bit dead. just clapclapclap for pple taking prize, hopefully we clapped loud enough for esther ma'am and yi xuan ma'am too, although one of their names got spelling error >.< and someone said something which i was reali angry abt, then with my big mouth, i go tel kt, then she angry nia >.<
then injury. frm choir. jingrong smart sia he call me -.- then kt still angry at that person, and i dun blame her. like halo, when we were not free, where were u?
b4 cultural nite, HE made us SOOOOOOOOOO ANGRY, i could have just slapped his freaky face! HEY, WE ARE FIRST AIDERS, ARENT WE PEOPLE OF FUHUA SEC TOO?! THE SEATS ARE FREE-SEATING TOO! WE BOOKED THE SEATS FIRST, WHY MUST WE GIVE WAY TO JURONG PRIMARY? PLUS WE WERE ALLOCATED THOSE SEATS TOO! so yes, crapped crapped crapped a bit with zhiqian, then with alvin too, all abt joselin's "problem" -evil grins- then i was damn hyper larrr, laughed so much until ms yeo noticed larr =.= cultural nite started, shall i let the pictures and videos do the talking?
the wushu guys..arent they cool!
Chinese dance...seriously, a bit messy,cos all i see is nothing but yellow, and the idea of using "chopsticks" is a bit too =.=, but overall performance is all right(:
NCC drummers, way cool, cos got CHUAN HENG marhh -hint for chngliling-
AH MAN! MY PHONE RAN OUT OF BATTERY, SO MAYBE I WILL POST THE PHOTOS NEXT TIME.
-signs off-
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Friday, March 28
okay, im forcing myself to go for cultural nite, no way am i going to miss it(: went for redressing, so now my bandage is a whole tons smaller, so i do not need to wear my "ah-ma" slippers, as koko calls it :DDDDDD shall i make it clear on my blog too? "i had a toe surgery on my big left toe, because the toenail grew sideways, thus cutting into my skin, making it swollen." if just one more person ask me again wad happened to my toe, i swear i'll go bonkers >.< anyways, tis has been a HAPPY^3 week((: with the seniors all flying back to fuhua on wed, and asking ms lee for a chance to teach NAUGHTY ZHI QIAN SIR on redox reactions, definitely more relaxed tis week. i better enjoy it, cos mid year exam dates are out, and it's HORRENDOUS!!!!!!!!!!
_signs off_
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Thursday, March 20
just had a MINOR operation on my toe AGAIN, now the dressing is bigger than b4): cant go for PE and redcross for 3 weeks, and cant go cultural nite next week.
DDDDD:
-signs off-
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Sunday, March 16
just shaddup. just shaddup. im very pissed with you.very pissed. where's the trust? where's the faith? ALL GONE. when i do one thing, others asked me why i did it. but some of you were the ones who told me to do it in the first place! what's this!?!? it's your own mouth leh, dun tell me you duno wad it said to miie!?!? i promised her ages ago that i wun do it again, but i cant stand it anymore. why do i have to go thru all this torturing from you, when my form teacher, even the sch councillor, told me to stop thinking for you every single day? it's the LOVE,BOND,TRUST,FAITH i have for you! whatever wrong things that you have done, i FORGIVE AND FORGET. but time and again you disappointed me...
school going to reopen soon)))): going to be a busy bee again))): JIAYOU GIRL! YOU CAN SURVIVE TERM 2!!!!!!!!!(:
seriously, the people who are in reality not close to me are the most sincere to me. the people who are closer to me...are like so not sincere...i reali appreciated eugene's and izyan's and khee rui sir's smses, especially eugene's and khee rui sir's one, for one sms is sent on the stroke of midnight and the other is a super creative sms. im touched that they cared, although we are so far apart. our friendship and senior-junior bonds made in just one month is so much stronger than the bonds i made in fuhua which are at least 4 years old... *THIS IS NOT REFERRING TO MY BELOVED 4E5!
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Wednesday, March 12
a quiet yet still a special day for me.
thanks to my beloved 4e5: esther,kailin,joselin,saiyidah,michelle,choonseng,wenbin,yunzhong(: thanks to the rawkers of FHRCY: kaiting,huiling,kristie(: thanks to the birthday boy too(: thanks to my dearest CHARLIE 2 IN PLATOON CHARLIE FROM ULP'07: eugene,izyan,khee rui sir(: thanks to even my tuition friend: jiaman(:
YOUR WISHES REALLY MADE MY DAY LOOK UP THE THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! for that i THANK ALL OF YOU((((:
choonseng, what u did was very LAME, but it was really funny haha! but pls dun be so lame next time, cos wb is too innocent XD
and i waited the whole day for HIS sms or something from him, but it didnt come. yes, im saddened by it, but it's something which i can let go(: and yipee! i got a big long black myuk pencil box! thanks mum and dad!(:
and eugene! you are really a great friend! thanks for making my day so meaningful today!!(((:
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Tuesday, March 11
just some birthday wishes, both belated and present and the future for the march babies!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to SHARLYNN, GINA, KAILIN, RADHIAH MA'AM, KHEE RUI SIRand NADA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JIEXIANG and MYSELF for TOMORROW!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY in the FUTURE to ESTHER TAN,DIANA, ZI AN, ESTHER MA'AM and ALVIN CHEW!
today unlucky day in school, summore rush from school straight to tuition): and just now so funny, i was going home from tuition, then when i was walking past the man-made football court, i saw someone wearing a fuhua pe shirt. then i saw sanjay's head! so went right up to the court and who do i see? haziq, jing xi, sanjay, gao yan and zhi qi are playing football! in the rain at 6 plus in the evening! they must have been real shocked upon seeing me, cos i was still carrying my sch bag in half uniform(:
THIS BLOG, WWW.SHINING-SHOOTINGSTARS.BLOGSPOT.COM, IS JESLYNN'S BLOG. MY BLOG. I HAVE EVERY SINGLE RIGHT AS THE AUTHOR OF THIS BLOG TO RANT OUT MY FEELINGS ON THE MATTERS I FACE. IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I POST, EITHER MEET ME OUTSIDE MY CLASSROOM TO TELL IT TO MY FACE, OR JUST SIMPLY CLICK ON THE BIG RED FAT CROSS BUTTON ON THE TOP RIGHT OF YOUR SCREEN! DONT BE A MR COWARD OR MISS COWARD TO HIDE BEHIND A NAME TO SPAM ME! TOO BAD IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I BLOG.IS IT MY PROBLEM? NO. I KNOW THE TRUTH MYSELF, THAT'S WHY I DARE TO BLOG IT OUT. YOU WANT TO FIGHT ME? I HAVE NO F**KING WORRIES, COS YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WANT TO KICK UP A BIG FUSS OVER THIS MATTER. YOU WILL BE IN THE WRONG AND IN TROUBLE WITH THE SCHOOL, NOT ME. SO JUST GET LOST, SPAMMERS, OR FACE UP TO REALITY TO TELL ME YOU DONT LIKE MY WRITINGS!
a miracle i can update. cos it's SOOOOOOOOO DEAD, I KNOW.
CT1 SUX. do i need to elaborate? no.
lots of frustrations, anger and tears reali let loose for me this week. things happening at school and home, studies and redcross all came out at one shot. call that pressure? no it's not. it's called: THINKING TOO MUCH and TOO MUCH WORRIES till MY MEMORY GOES BUST. probably i wouldnt have made it through if not for her, the last person i expect that she will care for since im such a poor person in her eyes(:
my smile could hide my tears ever so easily frm 4e5, cos the people around me made me smile this hard week, especially about the other rumour u guys have managed to cum up with(: you know who u r, THANKS yeah(:
sports carnival. HOW CAN THEY LET THE NEW SEC 3 CCA COUNCILORS ORGANISE IT!? NO COMMON SENSE! we won 4e1 but lost to 5s1, the class who pretend they are not rough yet they are the roughest class in the whole carnival.
sec 1 redcross orientation. had fun and relaxed. and i was sooooo slow in knowing that wad she said about her A LEVEL RESULTS was a lie haha...CONGRATS TO HER THOUGH!!! kena splashed by sec 3s but not wet enough..but in the end still came down with flu): sec 3s, jus remembered wad i told u(:
sidetracking a bit: we were strangers in sec 1. beginning of sec 2 we were good frens who crap a lot. beginning of sec 3 we were best frens. end of sec 3 we were enemies. now in sec 4, we went back to being strangers. if u dun feel it, i do. it's so sad, but i cant do anything to change it...
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Sunday, March 30
CULTURAL NITE ROCKS!:DDDDDD -i mean it-
28th march 2008. cultural nite cum speech day(: left the house for SP at 2pm and walked to mrt station in my school uniform. and i wonder how many people tot that i ponned school -evil grins- called joselin, onli to find out that she managed to reach SP at 2pm, but she made a U-turn back to boon lay, cos she reckoned that she reached SP too early -.- saw pitrie, sanjay,jingxi and haziq at the station, while mardiana "screamed" at me over the phone to wait for her and not board the train (there is no train dear). she managed to show off that she was wearing the school blazer though. next train arrived, went to find joselin, tried to force her to see her CUTE pitrie neo -evil grins-
SP next. found kt, watched rehearsal, saw shiyuan BREATHING. and saw zhou wen bin's face too, he wearing zhi qian sir's boots nia =.= and we first aiders are simply not given any shitrespect frm the school; we lost our seats to the sec 1s for the speech day, and nearly lost our "free-seating" seats to jurong primary kiddies later on too GRR. speech day. a bit dead. just clapclapclap for pple taking prize, hopefully we clapped loud enough for esther ma'am and yi xuan ma'am too, although one of their names got spelling error >.< and someone said something which i was reali angry abt, then with my big mouth, i go tel kt, then she angry nia >.<
then injury. frm choir. jingrong smart sia he call me -.- then kt still angry at that person, and i dun blame her. like halo, when we were not free, where were u?
b4 cultural nite, HE made us SOOOOOOOOOO ANGRY, i could have just slapped his freaky face! HEY, WE ARE FIRST AIDERS, ARENT WE PEOPLE OF FUHUA SEC TOO?! THE SEATS ARE FREE-SEATING TOO! WE BOOKED THE SEATS FIRST, WHY MUST WE GIVE WAY TO JURONG PRIMARY? PLUS WE WERE ALLOCATED THOSE SEATS TOO! so yes, crapped crapped crapped a bit with zhiqian, then with alvin too, all abt joselin's "problem" -evil grins- then i was damn hyper larrr, laughed so much until ms yeo noticed larr =.= cultural nite started, shall i let the pictures and videos do the talking?
the wushu guys..arent they cool!
Chinese dance...seriously, a bit messy,cos all i see is nothing but yellow, and the idea of using "chopsticks" is a bit too =.=, but overall performance is all right(:
NCC drummers, way cool, cos got CHUAN HENG marhh -hint for chngliling-
AH MAN! MY PHONE RAN OUT OF BATTERY, SO MAYBE I WILL POST THE PHOTOS NEXT TIME.
-signs off-
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Friday, March 28
okay, im forcing myself to go for cultural nite, no way am i going to miss it(: went for redressing, so now my bandage is a whole tons smaller, so i do not need to wear my "ah-ma" slippers, as koko calls it :DDDDDD shall i make it clear on my blog too? "i had a toe surgery on my big left toe, because the toenail grew sideways, thus cutting into my skin, making it swollen." if just one more person ask me again wad happened to my toe, i swear i'll go bonkers >.< anyways, tis has been a HAPPY^3 week((: with the seniors all flying back to fuhua on wed, and asking ms lee for a chance to teach NAUGHTY ZHI QIAN SIR on redox reactions, definitely more relaxed tis week. i better enjoy it, cos mid year exam dates are out, and it's HORRENDOUS!!!!!!!!!!
_signs off_
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Thursday, March 20
just had a MINOR operation on my toe AGAIN, now the dressing is bigger than b4): cant go for PE and redcross for 3 weeks, and cant go cultural nite next week.
DDDDD:
-signs off-
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Sunday, March 16
just shaddup. just shaddup. im very pissed with you.very pissed. where's the trust? where's the faith? ALL GONE. when i do one thing, others asked me why i did it. but some of you were the ones who told me to do it in the first place! what's this!?!? it's your own mouth leh, dun tell me you duno wad it said to miie!?!? i promised her ages ago that i wun do it again, but i cant stand it anymore. why do i have to go thru all this torturing from you, when my form teacher, even the sch councillor, told me to stop thinking for you every single day? it's the LOVE,BOND,TRUST,FAITH i have for you! whatever wrong things that you have done, i FORGIVE AND FORGET. but time and again you disappointed me...
school going to reopen soon)))): going to be a busy bee again))): JIAYOU GIRL! YOU CAN SURVIVE TERM 2!!!!!!!!!(:
seriously, the people who are in reality not close to me are the most sincere to me. the people who are closer to me...are like so not sincere...i reali appreciated eugene's and izyan's and khee rui sir's smses, especially eugene's and khee rui sir's one, for one sms is sent on the stroke of midnight and the other is a super creative sms. im touched that they cared, although we are so far apart. our friendship and senior-junior bonds made in just one month is so much stronger than the bonds i made in fuhua which are at least 4 years old... *THIS IS NOT REFERRING TO MY BELOVED 4E5!
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Wednesday, March 12
a quiet yet still a special day for me.
thanks to my beloved 4e5: esther,kailin,joselin,saiyidah,michelle,choonseng,wenbin,yunzhong(: thanks to the rawkers of FHRCY: kaiting,huiling,kristie(: thanks to the birthday boy too(: thanks to my dearest CHARLIE 2 IN PLATOON CHARLIE FROM ULP'07: eugene,izyan,khee rui sir(: thanks to even my tuition friend: jiaman(:
YOUR WISHES REALLY MADE MY DAY LOOK UP THE THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! for that i THANK ALL OF YOU((((:
choonseng, what u did was very LAME, but it was really funny haha! but pls dun be so lame next time, cos wb is too innocent XD
and i waited the whole day for HIS sms or something from him, but it didnt come. yes, im saddened by it, but it's something which i can let go(: and yipee! i got a big long black myuk pencil box! thanks mum and dad!(:
and eugene! you are really a great friend! thanks for making my day so meaningful today!!(((:
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Tuesday, March 11
just some birthday wishes, both belated and present and the future for the march babies!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to SHARLYNN, GINA, KAILIN, RADHIAH MA'AM, KHEE RUI SIRand NADA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JIEXIANG and MYSELF for TOMORROW!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY in the FUTURE to ESTHER TAN,DIANA, ZI AN, ESTHER MA'AM and ALVIN CHEW!
today unlucky day in school, summore rush from school straight to tuition): and just now so funny, i was going home from tuition, then when i was walking past the man-made football court, i saw someone wearing a fuhua pe shirt. then i saw sanjay's head! so went right up to the court and who do i see? haziq, jing xi, sanjay, gao yan and zhi qi are playing football! in the rain at 6 plus in the evening! they must have been real shocked upon seeing me, cos i was still carrying my sch bag in half uniform(:
THIS BLOG, WWW.SHINING-SHOOTINGSTARS.BLOGSPOT.COM, IS JESLYNN'S BLOG. MY BLOG. I HAVE EVERY SINGLE RIGHT AS THE AUTHOR OF THIS BLOG TO RANT OUT MY FEELINGS ON THE MATTERS I FACE. IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I POST, EITHER MEET ME OUTSIDE MY CLASSROOM TO TELL IT TO MY FACE, OR JUST SIMPLY CLICK ON THE BIG RED FAT CROSS BUTTON ON THE TOP RIGHT OF YOUR SCREEN! DONT BE A MR COWARD OR MISS COWARD TO HIDE BEHIND A NAME TO SPAM ME! TOO BAD IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I BLOG.IS IT MY PROBLEM? NO. I KNOW THE TRUTH MYSELF, THAT'S WHY I DARE TO BLOG IT OUT. YOU WANT TO FIGHT ME? I HAVE NO F**KING WORRIES, COS YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WANT TO KICK UP A BIG FUSS OVER THIS MATTER. YOU WILL BE IN THE WRONG AND IN TROUBLE WITH THE SCHOOL, NOT ME. SO JUST GET LOST, SPAMMERS, OR FACE UP TO REALITY TO TELL ME YOU DONT LIKE MY WRITINGS!
a miracle i can update. cos it's SOOOOOOOOO DEAD, I KNOW.
CT1 SUX. do i need to elaborate? no.
lots of frustrations, anger and tears reali let loose for me this week. things happening at school and home, studies and redcross all came out at one shot. call that pressure? no it's not. it's called: THINKING TOO MUCH and TOO MUCH WORRIES till MY MEMORY GOES BUST. probably i wouldnt have made it through if not for her, the last person i expect that she will care for since im such a poor person in her eyes(:
my smile could hide my tears ever so easily frm 4e5, cos the people around me made me smile this hard week, especially about the other rumour u guys have managed to cum up with(: you know who u r, THANKS yeah(:
sports carnival. HOW CAN THEY LET THE NEW SEC 3 CCA COUNCILORS ORGANISE IT!? NO COMMON SENSE! we won 4e1 but lost to 5s1, the class who pretend they are not rough yet they are the roughest class in the whole carnival.
sec 1 redcross orientation. had fun and relaxed. and i was sooooo slow in knowing that wad she said about her A LEVEL RESULTS was a lie haha...CONGRATS TO HER THOUGH!!! kena splashed by sec 3s but not wet enough..but in the end still came down with flu): sec 3s, jus remembered wad i told u(:
sidetracking a bit: we were strangers in sec 1. beginning of sec 2 we were good frens who crap a lot. beginning of sec 3 we were best frens. end of sec 3 we were enemies. now in sec 4, we went back to being strangers. if u dun feel it, i do. it's so sad, but i cant do anything to change it...
;a kiddo at heart(: 12March is the best day each year :D
JWPS, FHSS, 2B06, 4E5'08<3, FHRCY, Charlie2 of ULP '07, Alpha & 10/09<3, PJC 09s12, EDS, RCYC'09DELTA<3
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."