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Saturday, December 29
might be my last time posting le..im totally booked next week):ahead of the new year 2008,my new year resolution..Get back the precious friendship with _____ that i used to have. i miss those times when i can crap so much with _____ anytime anywhere. i miss those times when i could confide in _____. i miss those times when the trust between _____ and i was strong. i miss those times when _____ sms me just to crap or talk serious stuff or even confide in me. i miss those times when either one of us was shedding tears and despair, the other will do the job of consoling. i miss those times when _____ had the chicken pox and we joked so much about it, over the hp or sms.
I MISS THOSE TIMES WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER, FREE AND INNOCENT AND OBLIVIOUS TO THE WORLD AROUND US.receiving half a dozen sharp slaps last night, just unable to fall asleep, because the slaps were so painful, physically and mentally to mind and heart. tired is the word. really tired.
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Friday, December 28
as the year 2007 draws to a close, i have never ended a year in such low spirits. recapping what happened this year...the good things which happened this year...1) Class camp: a period to know my new classmates of 3S5'07, understand them more and blahs. kena saboed to lead 3s5 in cheers, kena teased as to which guy is to company me to lead the class too -.-, played games with the many gurls during mealtimes, played captain's ball and won 2nd place, class champion of cheering competition..some were fun, embarrassing and tiring, but all these brings back much memories(:2)FDC'07: a great achievement to be 2nd in west district, a bonus to be top 8 in nation. all the sweat, time, aching legs and strained voices were paid off beautifully.the feeling of knowing we have done everyone proud and bringing the school honour and tasting the sweetness of victory were not forgotten easily.but it was a last time to bond happily with sec2s'07 though...3)NCO'07 camp: a time to learn about leadership and knowing the people from other west district rc units. got to know pple like jasper and lily etc and understand nada and kaiting more(: campfire was fun, a lot of laughter in the camp, and the memories stay(:4)ULP'07 camp: the BEST camp i have ever gone to!!! got to know more pple like my darling CHARLIE 2 and PLATOON CHARLIE(: it was even more fun that lily was in my platoon too, at least it was a consolation to the fact that im the onli one from fuhua -.- preparation for camp was fun, the camp itself was fun and CAMPFIRE was AWESOME!!!!learning the basics of a leader was made fun there, the best memories of my life in redcross was formed there.will never forget the instructors in ULP who made this possible for me and i believe many others!5)Sec 3 camp: the next best camp after ULP'07. bond made stronger there, more cheers there and more fun there too! love my instructors there! the memories are here to stay(:other than the five things which made some parts of 2007 happy for me, but generally 2007 was a year of more downs than ups for me...my tears and blood flowed freely for the first time, many frustrations, betrayals, lies, scoldings, unhappiness, misunderstandings appeared in the mix too.i really hope that 2008 can be a better year than 2007, for 2007 is one of the worst years ever):while today is someone's happiest day of her life, mine is..bad. i have learnt something today: i can try to learn how to trust the people around me, but i can no longer trust myself anymore, for my confidence level is equals to my complacency level. before today, i usually said: "i know what im doing." but now, i will say: "i knew what im doing." is shutting up the only way to maintain peace?
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Saturday, December 22
just found out someone who reads my blog regularly yet never tags =Pthrusday night..got a big shock over it...OH MY GOD. they are sooooo UNGLAMOUROUS cans!?!? it's so embarrassing lor..i know it is for a good cause,but then..haish. nevermind, i shall bear with it.friday..blue cross again..much better this time, cos i had fun teaching the residents the same thing with retard this time(: did the banner thing until "THERE'S A" =.= MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!once again, mistakes are made. there is a saying: 活到老，学到老。it's the same for improvements. the process of making mistakes and learning from those mistakes and improving from them never stops.i learnt that yesterday. yes, i will continue to improve. *on a sidenote,wad u did was so ____. why cant you be more understanding? it hurts that i have to look away and pretend that nothing happened while u did so. it hurts even more to see them smile, straightaway after wad u did. it's only a small matter, but you made it until it is such a serious matter. does words containing daggers more powerful?
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Thursday, December 20
shall update about yesterday's hike..came real early in the morning, onli to find out the stupid general office reali not open..got the rc rm key safely..stayed in the room to read sec 3s proposal..and a couple of mistakes i saw in it..at least i know what is going on within u guys...found out apparently they drink their soft drink then left it in redcross room, then the cup spilled over, attracting a lot of ants..please make an effort to keep the room clean cans? i know you guys need the room, doesnt mean u can make the room dirty, wasting your logistics i/c's efforts to clean the room..please think for ur logs i/c okay?fall in with the sec 2s later..attendance taken and blahs..food given out, seperated into 2 groups, mine was with syamsiah,rachel,kristie,sin hui,vivian,kai hui and kaiting(: we were called Alpha-Delta (AD), kena suan by sec 3s a bit though, just becos we (sec 4s) answered too much -.- *this shows we attentive when u were teaching whistle drills(: anyways..make sure whistle is working next time b4 using kays(:set off..cheers in the bus..crap a bit at the back and blahs..reach bukit timah nature reserve, do warm up, although a bit slow and lag..nevermind next time can do better rights? dun need the chairperson to tell u to hurry up de..started off on green route, at first was rather okay, cos duno which sec 3 said "see this LONGEST TREE" haha..reach first hut feeling okay..drank H20 b4 setting off again..hmm what i want to say is that drinking water and resting at each hut is not enough. resting and drinking water along the way wud be better, wun tire out pple..so yeah nearly fainted when almost reaching catchment hut..luckily made it there safe and sound..head reali spinning by then..tried to follow on..but the seniors (i wun mention who) who took over were seriously too fast -.-so yeah saw a sea of black later): so yep thanks to pple who evacuated me, it must be hard,cos going uphill):yep so next thing i saw was: im at the summit, the rest of the unit playing games, mardi and shiyuan giving me FOC massage at the temples of my head (haha thanks guys!). later shiyuan write down wad happened to me -.- (it's my fitness got problem, not anything else). played captain on the deck later with the rest so it was i join with jose,kaiting, yingshuen, yixuan ma'am at first, then ys out, then jasmine ma'am joined ours, then she out, then miss haiza joined ours then she out, then either jose or kaiting out, then yixuan ma'am out..so play until onli left me,mardi, nada and syamsiah..ROUGH was the word(: pushed here and there soooooooo much fun(: still out in the end -.- winner was nada -.- i think everyone had fun at that game..going back down to base..that was when it started..nada sprained her ankle..the rest continued moving on..me, kaiting,kai wen and si min disappeared with joanne ma'am,zhi ting came after us w/o telling frontman -.- then zhi ting duno how she walk until sprained her ankle, and a serious one too..the rest continued while i stayed behind with joanne ma'am and zhiqian sir..went down safely though with a lot of help..and heard a rumour from them..i will not blame anyone for it..but dun point an accusing finger first..find out what happen first! so went back to sch..debrief..then dismissed..later a few of us made to do forced human labour by mr govind..so suay..so to summarise it all up, mistakes made during the hike is okay, becos it is ur first time, but i hope you guys will learn from it all and improve as you guys go along! jiayous!and im so happy my prayers had been granted..it didnt rain yesterday until after hike. instead, it rained this morning. luckily the hike is not today(:an email i got from huiling, and a very interesting one too(:VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic . Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. LIBRA - The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. ARIES - TheDaredevil Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. GEMINI - The Chatterbox Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally. LEO - The Boss Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.CANCER - The Protector Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person... Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. PISCES - The Dreamer Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendl y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want. TAURUS - The Enduring One Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.
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Wednesday, December 19
the road to the top when we become the biggest is always the same. everyone has to go through the same route. although every batch is different, in terms of quality, quantity and the different problems that exist within each batch, but no matter what, reaching the top is never easy. mistakes made along the way are obstacles we will trip over, but so as long we manage to stand up and continue the journey, taking the memories of the obstacles which we have tripped over along, the obstacles actually becomes blessings in disguises, for those obstacles help to make us stronger and thoughtful about the things around us and becoming more firm in our vision to succeed. along the journey, there are many footsteps left behind by seniors. some are good while others are bad. follow those which has a mixture of good and bad footsteps; leave behind those in a straight line and those which seems to lead nowhere to the top.you told me what i should do, and i said yes. but i dun understand it all, i totally dun understand it. my mind said yes but my heart said no. regrets will soon pour in, like how it happens every single time. i'll keep quiet about it just for the sake of peace. because im just a failure.
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Tuesday, December 18
after smsing to you last night, i feel much better(: MUCH THANKS!did a "spring-cleaning" today, threw away one set of sofa, two fish tanks and one organ, now my house so empty(: cos my grandma cuming to stay in my house on thursday, then she on wheelchair...so yeah, dad decided to throw away all the old bulky stuff...i pray for the success of the sec 3s'08's hike tomorrow. i pray for good weather tomorrow. i pray for the mistakes to appear during the hike. not that im cursing them, because only when mistakes pop up, the learning process accelerates(:and i pray that MR STRESS will go away and not return to haunt me..
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Monday, December 17
why is it ME again? how many times must this happen? this time it is worse off because it doesnt even involve ME in the first place! seriously. you were there, so you know im totally not involved, yet now you critizise ME!?!? who you think you are!?!? you better know your limits.see la, im aledi in a bad mood even before the upcoming hike. *ROARS*
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Wednesday, December 12
went to blue cross thong kheng home for community service..to teach residents how to make greeting cards to sell to raise funds(: heard a bit of communication in the morning which disturbed me greatly, but i shall not be bothered about it. so zhi ting, kai hui, si min and i were in a group. arrived at thong kheng home, laughed at sec 1s for being so tramautised at the people they seen, screamed at cindy for being so disgusting jus becos sumone didnt wear any underwear and blahs and stuff. enjoyed cooperating with zhi ting, and had fun teaching our grp de pple how to design cards. one person did 16 cards! haha so happy! did a bit of area cleaning when the people went for lunch, tired lor..a lot of crapping going on when we cleaning chairs..and congrats to cherminn and luvenne for being transferred to express! xiao wen ma'am and me had fun talking abt chemistry..heehee cos miss lee there marh hahaha..went back to school, then out to lunch cos later got fdc..ate with cindy and HL, and cindy made a fool of herself by shouting "HELLO!" to any fdc pple she saw in the coffeshop XD, then later going back asked ys for redcross rm key, she gave me and told me not to lock the room b4 she cum back, then i say i wun lock the room, i will be inside de, cos yi xuan ma'am cumin marh, then next moment i turned my back and havent even walked 5 steps with HL and retard when yi xuan ma'am APPEARED OUT OF NOWHERE!!! i seriously tio stunned! im just shocked to see her there, didnt expect her to cum to the same coffeeshop as us >.< went back to sch,saw 4 pple and MR BLACK SHEEP stranded outside rc rm, sorry guys! did the quiz sy gave me, results are MR BLACK SHEEP knows me the most (OMG!!!!!) and my idol (the person i looked up to ever since sec 2..i will always remember the times when i tried to see her at her class on the fourth floor at the opposite block) is my lucky star! HL taught retard about formations, while the story about me killing a grasshopper the last fdc training spreaded like wildfire -.- training started, demonstrated formation for jose and retard, while sy and sum others teased me about MR BLACK SHEEP -.- then i went off early as usual T.Tpride comes before a fall. you will see your downfall soon. dont think everything is smooth-sailing for you. the questions are suspiciously hinting something, and i dont like it. u better stop your nonsense. be serious about it for once and stop behaving like a childish idiot.
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Monday, December 10
"hands on my heart,..."looks familiar?"watch your front, squad, sediya!"sounds familiar?no prize for guessing hu is this person, it is so obvious!!! HAHA!haha i type this for fun, please dun be offended, but i jus like these two phrases..so..sorry for copyrighting your words):managed to go back for fdc training today, so happy(: had fun with formations and my TWO SHEEP FAMILIES!!!!!! first family consist of MR BLACK SHEEP zhi qian sir and cherminn hu is blur at times(: second family consist of huiling and mardiana hu jus love slow march =.= *sorry i duno why i love sheep now sorry if i keep saying sheep and mehhing like a sheep(:*trust is now so important. well if there is so much reasons you can give me, i shall accept it. if there is so much denyings that you can give me, i shall accept it. if that is so much critizism that you do not tell me but i hear of it, i shall accept it. peace shall prevail. maybe you do not mean it, or you do not mean to put it in a wrong way, but i will still trust you to the very end, no matter how many times i have been cheated. because there will always be a small goodness in you which will be guilty. even if there is no little angel in you, i believe someday, justice will prevail.
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Sunday, December 9
upon reading someone's blog recently, well i admit i have not reached the maturity level to talk like her when she is upset or disappointed about something. like what yi xuan ma'am told me last time, blogs can be dangerous becos they can spoil relationships between friends, whether in redcross or in school, becos there is a possibility of saying something wrong on one's blog which will offend others who read it (i have experienced that earlier this year), but from reading her blog, im amazed about the way she typed it out. she managed to put the point about what she is upset about across with so much neutrality. she managed to type it all out without any hint to hu it was. she even made it a learning lesson to those hu read her blog. for that i kowtow to her.
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Friday, December 7
today had many ups and downs, all about redcross(:9am was the rcy recruitment workshop, and i reached douby ghuat at 8am! dumb rite? went to traffic lights later on and i saw ALISA!!! YIPEE SO HAPPY! talk a lot on the way to hq. sat outside hq and tok tok tok until i saw ESTHER MA'AM. i reali tio shocked, didnt expect her to be there >.< saw zhi qian sir too..so ya he looked real funny taking out his shoelaces outside hq =.= then later go inside le saw more ULP mates and ULP instructors, including MILISSA!! LOL me and alisa and saritha nearly cannot recognize her >.<
later esther ma'am take our attendance, glad i was treated with NEUTRALITY(:
OIC was QingXiang Sir, so yeah presentation for recruitment of pupils into rcy is very interesting..then first aid, a lot of laughter, had fun learning changes of cpr, and learning abt maintanance of dummy. OA was up next, reali enjoyed myself the most for this session, my group had fun building the structure, although a lot of eye-power =.=, but later a few of us started the ball rolling (ALL ULP DE HAHA), so yeah, managed to beat the other group in structure building (take note, the other group got 5-6 guys, ours 0 guys) yay! went to the back of the room to see a badly made structure to dry clothes, it's so unstable lor! and they tie all the knots wrong le grr~~ make us get confused with the strings):
witness choking demonstration, then next was the best one..BUILDING OF NEWSPAPER STRUCTURE!!!!!!!! so fun haha. i volunteered to be casualty though, show to alisa that the stretcher is SAFE! felt reassured cos got zhi qian sir in the stretcher squad haha(: esther ma'am saw miie ask me why i wan to be casualty when i know le =.= *cos i was a casualty once on a newspaper stretcher onli, and i wan to try again, and no one volunteer might as well i volunteer lor*
refreshments, told esther ma'am i wan go back to fuhua for a bit of fdc trng..then i go for one serving of refreshments thought enough le, who knows esther ma'am force me eat second serving cos zhi qian sir cant eat, he vegetarian, so on his behalf help him eat his share...*i no heart to tell her im sick of refreshments le, becos i ate too much of it in sp le during timeline challenge):*
talked with quite a few ULP pple, and how they still remember miie? it's a big joke: "the person who was carried by a guy and hugged by a guy during ULP campfire!" my god, after so long they still remember! junhong and eugene, i hope u know how famous u are =.= a lot of laughter frm my grp once they mentioned this part though, hope esther ma'am and zhi qian sir did not hear this part, cos they were nearby =.=
went home with zhi qian sir, and i guess i have to accept the hard truth, no matter how much it hurts me. heard fdc trng end early, so i went home lor.
OKAY! time to mention what happened between me and zhi qian sir on the phone yesterday!
actually supposed to meet debbie at douby ghaut control tower today at 8.30am, but she cannot cum, so miss lee ask me go with zhi qian sir. call him and ask him if he wan meet me at same place same time, but duno how i managed to say until he heard as i meet him 8.30am at boon lay mrt station! lots of confusion over the phone, he asking me meet so late for wad, and me telling him wer got late, hq also dun need 30 minutes to walk there, then after a while he sumhow understood le..walao mus listen to kt le tell him go dig his ears HAHAHAHAHAHA!
TRUST.it is so important. i shall trust ur words. i duno if they are real. if i dun trust, who will? i hope u will not let me down by letting me find out wad u said was not true. please. i dun wish to hear any more bad news about u. i dun want to worry abt you, but how can i not, if pple are telling me bad news about you. i will try to stop worrying about you, but u mus prove to miie that i dun need to worry about you.
FINALLY, after so long, i can put my heart and mind at ease. whether i can look back on that experience with sadness or happiness, it is all up to miie. and i will make it happen the way i want it to be. i'll make it a memory to be kept at the back of my mind, yet unforgettable. i thank you for giving me a chance today, even though it will be my first and last time. i will always remember it. my life has made another turn today, and another new chapter of my life has begun, all because of you. once again, thanks(:
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Thursday, December 6
currently watching Tokimeki Memorial Only Love, a great anime(:and christmas and chinese new year is cuming soon, "tis a season of joy and giving", "xing nian kuai le!".recently being sandwiched again by some matters, duno if i shud be bothered by it, since im not technically involved...and may i know what does the hidden message lies behind this question:"Do you miss me?"and i wan to be mina-chan! someone shud know wad i mean(:and i got an interesting email..see it for urself!* to miie it is true for certain pple(:ARIES - The Liar> > Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.TAURUS - The Tramp> > Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good> > fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!GEMINI - Irresistible> > Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.> > Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.CANCER - The Cutie> > MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak.> > Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. LEO - The Lion> > > > Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.VIRGO - The One that Waits> > Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.LIBRA - The Lame One> > Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... SCORPIO - The Addict> > EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get> > what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One> > Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover> > Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.> > Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always> > gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.> > Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water> > Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in> > long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.PISCES - The Partner for Life> > Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.
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Tuesday, December 4
well..i just hate 5th december and i dun wan to say why):might as well hate 4th december..since today is the day when leanna has migrated to becum one of the aussies T.Tgood luck leanna, if u ever read this, have a fun time in beautiful australia! fhrcy, 3s2 and 2B06 will miss your presence!!!and now currently in the christmas mood(: and loving anything just related to ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS!!!!!!! *sorry going crazy leand done my emaths homework today!!!!!!!! one down, so many more to go):
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Saturday, December 29
might be my last time posting le..im totally booked next week):ahead of the new year 2008,my new year resolution..Get back the precious friendship with _____ that i used to have. i miss those times when i can crap so much with _____ anytime anywhere. i miss those times when i could confide in _____. i miss those times when the trust between _____ and i was strong. i miss those times when _____ sms me just to crap or talk serious stuff or even confide in me. i miss those times when either one of us was shedding tears and despair, the other will do the job of consoling. i miss those times when _____ had the chicken pox and we joked so much about it, over the hp or sms.
I MISS THOSE TIMES WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER, FREE AND INNOCENT AND OBLIVIOUS TO THE WORLD AROUND US.receiving half a dozen sharp slaps last night, just unable to fall asleep, because the slaps were so painful, physically and mentally to mind and heart. tired is the word. really tired.
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Friday, December 28
as the year 2007 draws to a close, i have never ended a year in such low spirits. recapping what happened this year...the good things which happened this year...1) Class camp: a period to know my new classmates of 3S5'07, understand them more and blahs. kena saboed to lead 3s5 in cheers, kena teased as to which guy is to company me to lead the class too -.-, played games with the many gurls during mealtimes, played captain's ball and won 2nd place, class champion of cheering competition..some were fun, embarrassing and tiring, but all these brings back much memories(:2)FDC'07: a great achievement to be 2nd in west district, a bonus to be top 8 in nation. all the sweat, time, aching legs and strained voices were paid off beautifully.the feeling of knowing we have done everyone proud and bringing the school honour and tasting the sweetness of victory were not forgotten easily.but it was a last time to bond happily with sec2s'07 though...3)NCO'07 camp: a time to learn about leadership and knowing the people from other west district rc units. got to know pple like jasper and lily etc and understand nada and kaiting more(: campfire was fun, a lot of laughter in the camp, and the memories stay(:4)ULP'07 camp: the BEST camp i have ever gone to!!! got to know more pple like my darling CHARLIE 2 and PLATOON CHARLIE(: it was even more fun that lily was in my platoon too, at least it was a consolation to the fact that im the onli one from fuhua -.- preparation for camp was fun, the camp itself was fun and CAMPFIRE was AWESOME!!!!learning the basics of a leader was made fun there, the best memories of my life in redcross was formed there.will never forget the instructors in ULP who made this possible for me and i believe many others!5)Sec 3 camp: the next best camp after ULP'07. bond made stronger there, more cheers there and more fun there too! love my instructors there! the memories are here to stay(:other than the five things which made some parts of 2007 happy for me, but generally 2007 was a year of more downs than ups for me...my tears and blood flowed freely for the first time, many frustrations, betrayals, lies, scoldings, unhappiness, misunderstandings appeared in the mix too.i really hope that 2008 can be a better year than 2007, for 2007 is one of the worst years ever):while today is someone's happiest day of her life, mine is..bad. i have learnt something today: i can try to learn how to trust the people around me, but i can no longer trust myself anymore, for my confidence level is equals to my complacency level. before today, i usually said: "i know what im doing." but now, i will say: "i knew what im doing." is shutting up the only way to maintain peace?
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Saturday, December 22
just found out someone who reads my blog regularly yet never tags =Pthrusday night..got a big shock over it...OH MY GOD. they are sooooo UNGLAMOUROUS cans!?!? it's so embarrassing lor..i know it is for a good cause,but then..haish. nevermind, i shall bear with it.friday..blue cross again..much better this time, cos i had fun teaching the residents the same thing with retard this time(: did the banner thing until "THERE'S A" =.= MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!once again, mistakes are made. there is a saying: 活到老，学到老。it's the same for improvements. the process of making mistakes and learning from those mistakes and improving from them never stops.i learnt that yesterday. yes, i will continue to improve. *on a sidenote,wad u did was so ____. why cant you be more understanding? it hurts that i have to look away and pretend that nothing happened while u did so. it hurts even more to see them smile, straightaway after wad u did. it's only a small matter, but you made it until it is such a serious matter. does words containing daggers more powerful?
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Thursday, December 20
shall update about yesterday's hike..came real early in the morning, onli to find out the stupid general office reali not open..got the rc rm key safely..stayed in the room to read sec 3s proposal..and a couple of mistakes i saw in it..at least i know what is going on within u guys...found out apparently they drink their soft drink then left it in redcross room, then the cup spilled over, attracting a lot of ants..please make an effort to keep the room clean cans? i know you guys need the room, doesnt mean u can make the room dirty, wasting your logistics i/c's efforts to clean the room..please think for ur logs i/c okay?fall in with the sec 2s later..attendance taken and blahs..food given out, seperated into 2 groups, mine was with syamsiah,rachel,kristie,sin hui,vivian,kai hui and kaiting(: we were called Alpha-Delta (AD), kena suan by sec 3s a bit though, just becos we (sec 4s) answered too much -.- *this shows we attentive when u were teaching whistle drills(: anyways..make sure whistle is working next time b4 using kays(:set off..cheers in the bus..crap a bit at the back and blahs..reach bukit timah nature reserve, do warm up, although a bit slow and lag..nevermind next time can do better rights? dun need the chairperson to tell u to hurry up de..started off on green route, at first was rather okay, cos duno which sec 3 said "see this LONGEST TREE" haha..reach first hut feeling okay..drank H20 b4 setting off again..hmm what i want to say is that drinking water and resting at each hut is not enough. resting and drinking water along the way wud be better, wun tire out pple..so yeah nearly fainted when almost reaching catchment hut..luckily made it there safe and sound..head reali spinning by then..tried to follow on..but the seniors (i wun mention who) who took over were seriously too fast -.-so yeah saw a sea of black later): so yep thanks to pple who evacuated me, it must be hard,cos going uphill):yep so next thing i saw was: im at the summit, the rest of the unit playing games, mardi and shiyuan giving me FOC massage at the temples of my head (haha thanks guys!). later shiyuan write down wad happened to me -.- (it's my fitness got problem, not anything else). played captain on the deck later with the rest so it was i join with jose,kaiting, yingshuen, yixuan ma'am at first, then ys out, then jasmine ma'am joined ours, then she out, then miss haiza joined ours then she out, then either jose or kaiting out, then yixuan ma'am out..so play until onli left me,mardi, nada and syamsiah..ROUGH was the word(: pushed here and there soooooooo much fun(: still out in the end -.- winner was nada -.- i think everyone had fun at that game..going back down to base..that was when it started..nada sprained her ankle..the rest continued moving on..me, kaiting,kai wen and si min disappeared with joanne ma'am,zhi ting came after us w/o telling frontman -.- then zhi ting duno how she walk until sprained her ankle, and a serious one too..the rest continued while i stayed behind with joanne ma'am and zhiqian sir..went down safely though with a lot of help..and heard a rumour from them..i will not blame anyone for it..but dun point an accusing finger first..find out what happen first! so went back to sch..debrief..then dismissed..later a few of us made to do forced human labour by mr govind..so suay..so to summarise it all up, mistakes made during the hike is okay, becos it is ur first time, but i hope you guys will learn from it all and improve as you guys go along! jiayous!and im so happy my prayers had been granted..it didnt rain yesterday until after hike. instead, it rained this morning. luckily the hike is not today(:an email i got from huiling, and a very interesting one too(:VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic . Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. LIBRA - The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. ARIES - TheDaredevil Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. GEMINI - The Chatterbox Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally. LEO - The Boss Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.CANCER - The Protector Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person... Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. PISCES - The Dreamer Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendl y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want. TAURUS - The Enduring One Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.
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Wednesday, December 19
the road to the top when we become the biggest is always the same. everyone has to go through the same route. although every batch is different, in terms of quality, quantity and the different problems that exist within each batch, but no matter what, reaching the top is never easy. mistakes made along the way are obstacles we will trip over, but so as long we manage to stand up and continue the journey, taking the memories of the obstacles which we have tripped over along, the obstacles actually becomes blessings in disguises, for those obstacles help to make us stronger and thoughtful about the things around us and becoming more firm in our vision to succeed. along the journey, there are many footsteps left behind by seniors. some are good while others are bad. follow those which has a mixture of good and bad footsteps; leave behind those in a straight line and those which seems to lead nowhere to the top.you told me what i should do, and i said yes. but i dun understand it all, i totally dun understand it. my mind said yes but my heart said no. regrets will soon pour in, like how it happens every single time. i'll keep quiet about it just for the sake of peace. because im just a failure.
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Tuesday, December 18
after smsing to you last night, i feel much better(: MUCH THANKS!did a "spring-cleaning" today, threw away one set of sofa, two fish tanks and one organ, now my house so empty(: cos my grandma cuming to stay in my house on thursday, then she on wheelchair...so yeah, dad decided to throw away all the old bulky stuff...i pray for the success of the sec 3s'08's hike tomorrow. i pray for good weather tomorrow. i pray for the mistakes to appear during the hike. not that im cursing them, because only when mistakes pop up, the learning process accelerates(:and i pray that MR STRESS will go away and not return to haunt me..
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Monday, December 17
why is it ME again? how many times must this happen? this time it is worse off because it doesnt even involve ME in the first place! seriously. you were there, so you know im totally not involved, yet now you critizise ME!?!? who you think you are!?!? you better know your limits.see la, im aledi in a bad mood even before the upcoming hike. *ROARS*
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Wednesday, December 12
went to blue cross thong kheng home for community service..to teach residents how to make greeting cards to sell to raise funds(: heard a bit of communication in the morning which disturbed me greatly, but i shall not be bothered about it. so zhi ting, kai hui, si min and i were in a group. arrived at thong kheng home, laughed at sec 1s for being so tramautised at the people they seen, screamed at cindy for being so disgusting jus becos sumone didnt wear any underwear and blahs and stuff. enjoyed cooperating with zhi ting, and had fun teaching our grp de pple how to design cards. one person did 16 cards! haha so happy! did a bit of area cleaning when the people went for lunch, tired lor..a lot of crapping going on when we cleaning chairs..and congrats to cherminn and luvenne for being transferred to express! xiao wen ma'am and me had fun talking abt chemistry..heehee cos miss lee there marh hahaha..went back to school, then out to lunch cos later got fdc..ate with cindy and HL, and cindy made a fool of herself by shouting "HELLO!" to any fdc pple she saw in the coffeshop XD, then later going back asked ys for redcross rm key, she gave me and told me not to lock the room b4 she cum back, then i say i wun lock the room, i will be inside de, cos yi xuan ma'am cumin marh, then next moment i turned my back and havent even walked 5 steps with HL and retard when yi xuan ma'am APPEARED OUT OF NOWHERE!!! i seriously tio stunned! im just shocked to see her there, didnt expect her to cum to the same coffeeshop as us >.< went back to sch,saw 4 pple and MR BLACK SHEEP stranded outside rc rm, sorry guys! did the quiz sy gave me, results are MR BLACK SHEEP knows me the most (OMG!!!!!) and my idol (the person i looked up to ever since sec 2..i will always remember the times when i tried to see her at her class on the fourth floor at the opposite block) is my lucky star! HL taught retard about formations, while the story about me killing a grasshopper the last fdc training spreaded like wildfire -.- training started, demonstrated formation for jose and retard, while sy and sum others teased me about MR BLACK SHEEP -.- then i went off early as usual T.Tpride comes before a fall. you will see your downfall soon. dont think everything is smooth-sailing for you. the questions are suspiciously hinting something, and i dont like it. u better stop your nonsense. be serious about it for once and stop behaving like a childish idiot.
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Monday, December 10
"hands on my heart,..."looks familiar?"watch your front, squad, sediya!"sounds familiar?no prize for guessing hu is this person, it is so obvious!!! HAHA!haha i type this for fun, please dun be offended, but i jus like these two phrases..so..sorry for copyrighting your words):managed to go back for fdc training today, so happy(: had fun with formations and my TWO SHEEP FAMILIES!!!!!! first family consist of MR BLACK SHEEP zhi qian sir and cherminn hu is blur at times(: second family consist of huiling and mardiana hu jus love slow march =.= *sorry i duno why i love sheep now sorry if i keep saying sheep and mehhing like a sheep(:*trust is now so important. well if there is so much reasons you can give me, i shall accept it. if there is so much denyings that you can give me, i shall accept it. if that is so much critizism that you do not tell me but i hear of it, i shall accept it. peace shall prevail. maybe you do not mean it, or you do not mean to put it in a wrong way, but i will still trust you to the very end, no matter how many times i have been cheated. because there will always be a small goodness in you which will be guilty. even if there is no little angel in you, i believe someday, justice will prevail.
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Sunday, December 9
upon reading someone's blog recently, well i admit i have not reached the maturity level to talk like her when she is upset or disappointed about something. like what yi xuan ma'am told me last time, blogs can be dangerous becos they can spoil relationships between friends, whether in redcross or in school, becos there is a possibility of saying something wrong on one's blog which will offend others who read it (i have experienced that earlier this year), but from reading her blog, im amazed about the way she typed it out. she managed to put the point about what she is upset about across with so much neutrality. she managed to type it all out without any hint to hu it was. she even made it a learning lesson to those hu read her blog. for that i kowtow to her.
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Friday, December 7
today had many ups and downs, all about redcross(:9am was the rcy recruitment workshop, and i reached douby ghuat at 8am! dumb rite? went to traffic lights later on and i saw ALISA!!! YIPEE SO HAPPY! talk a lot on the way to hq. sat outside hq and tok tok tok until i saw ESTHER MA'AM. i reali tio shocked, didnt expect her to be there >.< saw zhi qian sir too..so ya he looked real funny taking out his shoelaces outside hq =.= then later go inside le saw more ULP mates and ULP instructors, including MILISSA!! LOL me and alisa and saritha nearly cannot recognize her >.<
later esther ma'am take our attendance, glad i was treated with NEUTRALITY(:
OIC was QingXiang Sir, so yeah presentation for recruitment of pupils into rcy is very interesting..then first aid, a lot of laughter, had fun learning changes of cpr, and learning abt maintanance of dummy. OA was up next, reali enjoyed myself the most for this session, my group had fun building the structure, although a lot of eye-power =.=, but later a few of us started the ball rolling (ALL ULP DE HAHA), so yeah, managed to beat the other group in structure building (take note, the other group got 5-6 guys, ours 0 guys) yay! went to the back of the room to see a badly made structure to dry clothes, it's so unstable lor! and they tie all the knots wrong le grr~~ make us get confused with the strings):
witness choking demonstration, then next was the best one..BUILDING OF NEWSPAPER STRUCTURE!!!!!!!! so fun haha. i volunteered to be casualty though, show to alisa that the stretcher is SAFE! felt reassured cos got zhi qian sir in the stretcher squad haha(: esther ma'am saw miie ask me why i wan to be casualty when i know le =.= *cos i was a casualty once on a newspaper stretcher onli, and i wan to try again, and no one volunteer might as well i volunteer lor*
refreshments, told esther ma'am i wan go back to fuhua for a bit of fdc trng..then i go for one serving of refreshments thought enough le, who knows esther ma'am force me eat second serving cos zhi qian sir cant eat, he vegetarian, so on his behalf help him eat his share...*i no heart to tell her im sick of refreshments le, becos i ate too much of it in sp le during timeline challenge):*
talked with quite a few ULP pple, and how they still remember miie? it's a big joke: "the person who was carried by a guy and hugged by a guy during ULP campfire!" my god, after so long they still remember! junhong and eugene, i hope u know how famous u are =.= a lot of laughter frm my grp once they mentioned this part though, hope esther ma'am and zhi qian sir did not hear this part, cos they were nearby =.=
went home with zhi qian sir, and i guess i have to accept the hard truth, no matter how much it hurts me. heard fdc trng end early, so i went home lor.
OKAY! time to mention what happened between me and zhi qian sir on the phone yesterday!
actually supposed to meet debbie at douby ghaut control tower today at 8.30am, but she cannot cum, so miss lee ask me go with zhi qian sir. call him and ask him if he wan meet me at same place same time, but duno how i managed to say until he heard as i meet him 8.30am at boon lay mrt station! lots of confusion over the phone, he asking me meet so late for wad, and me telling him wer got late, hq also dun need 30 minutes to walk there, then after a while he sumhow understood le..walao mus listen to kt le tell him go dig his ears HAHAHAHAHAHA!
TRUST.it is so important. i shall trust ur words. i duno if they are real. if i dun trust, who will? i hope u will not let me down by letting me find out wad u said was not true. please. i dun wish to hear any more bad news about u. i dun want to worry abt you, but how can i not, if pple are telling me bad news about you. i will try to stop worrying about you, but u mus prove to miie that i dun need to worry about you.
FINALLY, after so long, i can put my heart and mind at ease. whether i can look back on that experience with sadness or happiness, it is all up to miie. and i will make it happen the way i want it to be. i'll make it a memory to be kept at the back of my mind, yet unforgettable. i thank you for giving me a chance today, even though it will be my first and last time. i will always remember it. my life has made another turn today, and another new chapter of my life has begun, all because of you. once again, thanks(:
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Thursday, December 6
currently watching Tokimeki Memorial Only Love, a great anime(:and christmas and chinese new year is cuming soon, "tis a season of joy and giving", "xing nian kuai le!".recently being sandwiched again by some matters, duno if i shud be bothered by it, since im not technically involved...and may i know what does the hidden message lies behind this question:"Do you miss me?"and i wan to be mina-chan! someone shud know wad i mean(:and i got an interesting email..see it for urself!* to miie it is true for certain pple(:ARIES - The Liar> > Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.TAURUS - The Tramp> > Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good> > fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!GEMINI - Irresistible> > Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.> > Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.CANCER - The Cutie> > MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak.> > Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. LEO - The Lion> > > > Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.VIRGO - The One that Waits> > Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.LIBRA - The Lame One> > Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... SCORPIO - The Addict> > EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get> > what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One> > Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover> > Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.> > Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always> > gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.> > Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water> > Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in> > long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.PISCES - The Partner for Life> > Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.
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Tuesday, December 4
well..i just hate 5th december and i dun wan to say why):might as well hate 4th december..since today is the day when leanna has migrated to becum one of the aussies T.Tgood luck leanna, if u ever read this, have a fun time in beautiful australia! fhrcy, 3s2 and 2B06 will miss your presence!!!and now currently in the christmas mood(: and loving anything just related to ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS!!!!!!! *sorry going crazy leand done my emaths homework today!!!!!!!! one down, so many more to go):
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