Alice: This is impossible.
Mad Hatter: Only if you believe it is.

Alice: "I'll decide where it goes from here."

Alice: "Sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast!"

It's such a touching show. I love how the Mad Hatter and Alice have such a close relationship.
Finding out one's strengths must be done through getting lost, handling one hardship one at a time.

I will do it this time. Because I must.

YOU CAN'T STOP ME NOW.

I have learnt what is real heartache.
I have learnt what it is like to be thinking so much about someone.
I have learnt what real tears are.
I have learnt that a girl DOESN'T ALWAYS NEED A BOY.

You know what?

Since you decided to cut off ALL ties with me, after you decided to FOCUS on the very last point of this infamous blogpost dedicated to you:

http://prickmewithaneedle.blogspot.com/2010/03/specially-for-you.html

Without reading what she really meant, without feeling any inch of remorse, without trying to change...
Then why can't I play the same game?

You are not solving the situation at hand. Rather, you are just running away from the problem. Both of us have some fault in this, but you broke the rules more than I did. I was ready to forgive and forget, you still harp on it.

So? Now you want to cut off all communication. I do admit, I'm still hurt, because I WANTED A DAMN GOOD REASON FROM YOU, NOT SUCH NONSENSICAL ONES.
If you think this will help, well it will just help me FORGET YOU, but it will not solve the underlying problem. Get it?

I'm tired of trying so hard to fix back this friendship. If it is supposed to end so bitterly, so be it.

I don't want to be your enemy. But now, I have to hate you for all you have done.

Hengli told me it will take some time. I'm not sure how long.

Perhaps, time will dissolve the mess, the hurt, the hatred.

But for now, maybe not.

& my final answer to those who asked: Do you still like him?

...that did so much harm.







The first video was found in my private blog archives. & I went on to find the other two.
Yes, I really feel like this.

Someone told me this just now:

One of you went too fast.

The problem is, who?

I just want to ask you now: WHY?

I wasn't expecting a happy ending to this story, but not such a bitter one.

Being quiet seems like a good idea.

...a goner for common tests.

Perhaps I may have to drop back to J1.

Who knows...

I don't deny...

I was trembling like crazy inside.
I was freaking out like mad about everyone and my chinese results.
I was super super super worried for my Chinese class, especially Heng Li, Bertram and Bryan.

So when Mr Suresh said the whole 09s12 passed Chinese, I was really pleased, because I knew I had secured at least an E.
But when I got my results slip from him...

I SCREAMED, JUMPED, CRIED A RIVER, & PUNCH THE TABLE.

I SWEAR, I NEVER EXPECTED MY CHINESE RESULTS TO BE SO GOOD, BECAUSE I KNEW I WROTE OUT OF POINT FOR MY COMPOSITION.

I think the class thinks I'm mad, but WHO CARES! Getting a freaking hell excellent C to me is so much more than I expected.

MY "SUDDEN DESIRE TO WORK HARD FOR CHINESE" ATTITUDE AT THE START OF 2009 HAS PAID OFF. I HAVE HIT MY TARGET.

& now I'm trying to persuade my mum to let me frame it; to motivate myself to do the same for As.

Speaking of the A levels,

I'm scared. The results in school are not as good this year. & I'm freaking out. I don't want to cry with sorrow next year. I want to replay the same scene when I got my chinese results when I get my A level results next year.

& what she said today, made me even more stressed than before. I teared, not because of what she said about me (which is quite true, so it's alright), it was what she said that made me think about my class, & how they are really starting to mug.

Seriously, no more playing the fool. I'm really going to stick to my plan of turning on the computer ONLY during the weekends.

Alice: This is impossible.
Mad Hatter: Only if you believe it is.

Alice: "I'll decide where it goes from here."

Alice: "Sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast!"

It's such a touching show. I love how the Mad Hatter and Alice have such a close relationship.
Finding out one's strengths must be done through getting lost, handling one hardship one at a time.

I will do it this time. Because I must.

YOU CAN'T STOP ME NOW.

I have learnt what is real heartache.
I have learnt what it is like to be thinking so much about someone.
I have learnt what real tears are.
I have learnt that a girl DOESN'T ALWAYS NEED A BOY.

You know what?

Since you decided to cut off ALL ties with me, after you decided to FOCUS on the very last point of this infamous blogpost dedicated to you:

http://prickmewithaneedle.blogspot.com/2010/03/specially-for-you.html

Without reading what she really meant, without feeling any inch of remorse, without trying to change...
Then why can't I play the same game?

You are not solving the situation at hand. Rather, you are just running away from the problem. Both of us have some fault in this, but you broke the rules more than I did. I was ready to forgive and forget, you still harp on it.

So? Now you want to cut off all communication. I do admit, I'm still hurt, because I WANTED A DAMN GOOD REASON FROM YOU, NOT SUCH NONSENSICAL ONES.
If you think this will help, well it will just help me FORGET YOU, but it will not solve the underlying problem. Get it?

I'm tired of trying so hard to fix back this friendship. If it is supposed to end so bitterly, so be it.

I don't want to be your enemy. But now, I have to hate you for all you have done.

Hengli told me it will take some time. I'm not sure how long.

Perhaps, time will dissolve the mess, the hurt, the hatred.

But for now, maybe not.

& my final answer to those who asked: Do you still like him?

...that did so much harm.







The first video was found in my private blog archives. & I went on to find the other two.
Yes, I really feel like this.

Someone told me this just now:

One of you went too fast.

The problem is, who?

I just want to ask you now: WHY?

I wasn't expecting a happy ending to this story, but not such a bitter one.

Being quiet seems like a good idea.

...a goner for common tests.

Perhaps I may have to drop back to J1.

Who knows...

I don't deny...

I was trembling like crazy inside.
I was freaking out like mad about everyone and my chinese results.
I was super super super worried for my Chinese class, especially Heng Li, Bertram and Bryan.

So when Mr Suresh said the whole 09s12 passed Chinese, I was really pleased, because I knew I had secured at least an E.
But when I got my results slip from him...

I SCREAMED, JUMPED, CRIED A RIVER, & PUNCH THE TABLE.

I SWEAR, I NEVER EXPECTED MY CHINESE RESULTS TO BE SO GOOD, BECAUSE I KNEW I WROTE OUT OF POINT FOR MY COMPOSITION.

I think the class thinks I'm mad, but WHO CARES! Getting a freaking hell excellent C to me is so much more than I expected.

MY "SUDDEN DESIRE TO WORK HARD FOR CHINESE" ATTITUDE AT THE START OF 2009 HAS PAID OFF. I HAVE HIT MY TARGET.

& now I'm trying to persuade my mum to let me frame it; to motivate myself to do the same for As.

Speaking of the A levels,

I'm scared. The results in school are not as good this year. & I'm freaking out. I don't want to cry with sorrow next year. I want to replay the same scene when I got my chinese results when I get my A level results next year.

& what she said today, made me even more stressed than before. I teared, not because of what she said about me (which is quite true, so it's alright), it was what she said that made me think about my class, & how they are really starting to mug.

Seriously, no more playing the fool. I'm really going to stick to my plan of turning on the computer ONLY during the weekends.