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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Sunday, November 12

seems that all my activities in the day always end so late until cannot on com...lucky today finally got time...hmmm.....

Friday, 10/11/06
went to sch to do nyaa...so sian...then went to je library to while away the time b4 meeting my ss project mates at 1pm...then went to lakeside station only saw bay...LOL!!! im the second one to reach...den valerie cum and sae jx will be late lor....we wait fer jr until 1.13pm....so me and val screamed at him of course. went to val's house then went down again to meet jx...but didnt noe it was drizzling outside....quickly ran to bus stop wait fer jx...three "30" buses flew by....within abt 1h...still no jx...my hands were ready to murder him liao...den suddenly thunderstorm, valerie use bay's umbrella to go home and close windows, left the 3 of us der...den jx call him sae he reach liao...juz dunno valerie wad block....grr...make us wait at bus stop fer wad den?!?!so we went back after val came back to bus stop with another umbrella...went to lift still se no jx...i was boiling by then...jx finally appear...i strangled him, den we went up....we changed to tuas from chinese garden lor...den we do our game...went out awhile to celebrate valerie's burfdae..jx played intermezzo on piano...continued project...den went home abt 6pm....meeting again todae...fun....

Saturday, 11/11/06
today FUHUA OPEN HOUSE...met up with red cross at 8.45am...when open house starts at 10am?!?! so freakingly early...left early to go help ms tham at english department...boogle so fun!!! i wan buy the game sia!!! i and zhi ying played snatch with mr govind...lolx mr govind snatch champion...he too good fer even the combined efforts of me and zhi ying...i missed out on drums performance coz 1 gurl wan play with me boogle....den i finish shift liao went down to red cross booth....me and huiling and zhi qian sir and xiao wen ma'am had fun fighting fer a pole...den i saw PEI CHUAN, went to talk to him, he ask me help him hold his drum stick, i help him hold, den ALVIN cum askin me fer drum stick...i nvr give him coz i tot it's pei chuan's one, den he SHOUTED at me den we QUARRELLED la...GRR!!!!! HE SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME THAT'S HIS DRUM STICK MAH...THE ARSEHOLE!!!!!HOW U EXPECT ME TO NOE THAT PEI CHUAN TOOK UR DRUM STICK?!?!?! SHUANG ARH...THINK U SO BIG ARH????!!!!!! kay fine i CONFESS...i still care abt wad he does and cant stop looking at him (more likely his muscles!!!)...wish i can realli 4get him and move on with life...wondering wad's holding me back...wondering why i still like him so much...why i juz cant treat him as a normal fren??? ):
okay...so later slack downstairs, took photos of zhi qian sir and huiling(XD) sitting together, ate lunch with ying shuen, took video of lion dance...enjoyed ourselves when we fast forward the whole lion dance video( coz the whole thing was like as if they had juz eaten estacy,dance so fast)then we went up eat chocolate cornflakes, then went down again, den up again slack upstairs...this time i managed to watch the drums performance. ((: went to get balloons later, the colours so nice!!! PURPLE and GREEN balloons!!!so finally 4pm den i go home lor...