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Thursday, April 5
on monday....so funny la...coz dunno why the national anthem cannot cum out so mr go has to
SING the national anthem in front of the school!!!
so farni lar!!! bud i muz admit to mr go for being so brave, so *clapsclaps* for mr go!!!!then during geography, mr chen asked us to form into groups to go and find different types of leaves. as saiyihdah wasnt in school, i went to join sharlynn, jasmine and the two lesbians, joselin and soo ching. we plucked a lot of leaves la....hehehe sorry trees! then went back to class...saw
SHU WEN and
ALVIN sitting
TOGETHER, while CHOON SENG and WEN BIN were sitting together alone... >.<
3 BOYS FIGHTING FOR ONE GURL...SO HAPPY THAT MR YEW CAME BACK LA!!!no more mr su!!! whew....nvr enjoyed a chemistry lesson as much as this one...
then after school....sumthing to do with
red cross HAPPENED which i do not want to mention...and a personal
SUMTHING ELSE happened too... i have this to say... it's best to be ignorant about other people's affairs and NEVER LITERALLY GRILL sumone and ask him so many questions if you have seen him doing something wrong...only someone in 3s5 may noe wad im toking about...knowing
TOO MUCH about other people's affairs is NEVER GOOD...
RED CROSS training on wed...i have tis to say... IT IS A TOTAL WASTE OF MY THREE HOURS OR SO IN SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON!!! i could have been doing my maths and physics homework during those 3 hrs la!!! then i dun need to be so stressed up last nite with all my homework and with my amaths test and chem test to study... i also dun need to wake up at 4 today to study... TOTALLY SPEECHLESS WITH YESTERDAY'S TRAINING coz i am pretty angry with SUM of the seniors hu did not set an example... u tell us not to speak in any other languages other than english yet next moment u were speaking chinese?!?! does it make any sense??? then u scold ys for not knowing her first aid yet next moment u dun even noe how to do?!?!
then today...mardi good job arh u instead of senandiri u still say sediya...haiz....amaths test confirm fail de... i dunno abt chem though...
to that someone...now seeing u everytime is making me in a bad mood...i duno why...seeing u with *HIM* after school today made me have no appetite...i find it hard to tok to *HIM* this few days...maybe it is because i know too much...im not jealous...just that you two are making it so OBVIOUS even though you two say u were trying to disguise it...i have tis to say...where were you when i need you? don't come looking for me if you need someone by your side next time when you lose *HIM*...this is how i feel right now...thanks to you and *HIM*...Big Big World
Im a big big girl
In a big big world
Its not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
Miss you much...
I can see the first leaf falling
Its all yellow and nice
Its so very cold outside
Like the way Im feeling inside
Im a big big girl
In a big big world
Its not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
Miss you much...
Outside its now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end
Im a big big girl
In a big big world
Its not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
Miss you much...
I have your arms around me ooooh like fire
But when I open my eyes
Youre gone...
Im a big big girl
In a big big world
Its not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
Miss you much...
Im a big big girl
In a big big world
Its not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do feel I will miss you much
Miss you much...
*i didnt know that u have been going strong with *HIM* for so long already...since i now know it, i shall try my UTMOST BEST to leave YOU and *HIM* alone...*i wish *YOU* all the best with *HER*...please do not regret it like the first time...i dont want to see you suffer from HEARTBREAK again...*my nightmare has come true...you are CERTAINLY becoming another VALERIE...maybe even WORSE...*FRIENDSHIP; it NEVER LAST with someone who has gone into a relationship...*a CHANGED person=a person in a relationship*not being the usual me when im around *YOU* pains me the most*it PAINS me when the TWO of you were teasing me...
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."