friday, 13 july
the worse day ever. not only unlucky,but also damn...duno how to describe.
are we really not ready? i know we are a disappointing, darn small bunch, it does not mean we can allow ourselves to be humiliated to this extent. my image of you was good since sec 1. but now...i really am speechless. i received accusations&blamings too. it is like as if i muz be always around anytime, anywhere. i go off then u all accuse me...can i for once not be around wen all of u are doing things??? i go for tuition is also called an excuse meh? i told u guys earlier on liao worz...CANT U ALL LEAVE ME ALONE!?!?*cries*damn it! i cant stand this anymore!!! i hate all of you!!!

saturday, 14 july.
went for CRD...met up with lily to go RI...lolz so funny haha...i tot eugene will be late so i call him, only to find out he aledi at RI!!! for once he earlier than me...T_T then we march here and there...blahblah...saw xiao wen and radhiah ma'am...wore that prestigious red belt..HAHAHAHA...and white gloves too....HAHAHA...
so thats abt it...rushed to shu wen hse for project...the two lovebirds keep calling my hp and i duno why since i told them on fri that i will be super late for maths trail meeting le but nevermind that... hehe alvin came down to fetch me to sw's hse since i duno how to go there...XD

THE FINAL PRODUCT OF THE WORKS OF SHU WEN, ALVIN, JESLYNN AND WEN BIN HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD *isnt our painting skills good???? muahahahahaha (:
sadded that i cannot capture all our feets too...the one on the bottom left hand corner is shu wen's, the top left hand corner is alvin's and the right side is wen bin's. (:

had a sms-talk with one of my friends lately. and this fren is particularly troubled. these are some parts of the conversation that i rmb he/she told me (i shall not reveal the name, not even the gender)

_____:i dont want anyone else to know le. i want to die.

_____: i feel like committing suicide.

_____: i feel scared.

_____: you know how hard is it to put on a smile in school and pretend everything is ok but im scared that _______has already told _____?

i understand your feelings. i truely do. but i dun wan you to tink like me. you are a young person. dun let it worry you so much. i may not be in a position to tell you this, but please, for MY sake, dun do what will make others cry for you.PLEASE, DONT DO IT. _____, i hope you are reading this. BU YAO ZUO SHA SHI!!!

*PISSED. DISAPPOINTED. STRESSED. my top three favourite words.

*everything which goes wrong is always my fault.

friday, 13 july
the worse day ever. not only unlucky,but also damn...duno how to describe.
are we really not ready? i know we are a disappointing, darn small bunch, it does not mean we can allow ourselves to be humiliated to this extent. my image of you was good since sec 1. but now...i really am speechless. i received accusations&blamings too. it is like as if i muz be always around anytime, anywhere. i go off then u all accuse me...can i for once not be around wen all of u are doing things??? i go for tuition is also called an excuse meh? i told u guys earlier on liao worz...CANT U ALL LEAVE ME ALONE!?!?*cries*damn it! i cant stand this anymore!!! i hate all of you!!!

saturday, 14 july.
went for CRD...met up with lily to go RI...lolz so funny haha...i tot eugene will be late so i call him, only to find out he aledi at RI!!! for once he earlier than me...T_T then we march here and there...blahblah...saw xiao wen and radhiah ma'am...wore that prestigious red belt..HAHAHAHA...and white gloves too....HAHAHA...
so thats abt it...rushed to shu wen hse for project...the two lovebirds keep calling my hp and i duno why since i told them on fri that i will be super late for maths trail meeting le but nevermind that... hehe alvin came down to fetch me to sw's hse since i duno how to go there...XD

THE FINAL PRODUCT OF THE WORKS OF SHU WEN, ALVIN, JESLYNN AND WEN BIN HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD *isnt our painting skills good???? muahahahahaha (:
sadded that i cannot capture all our feets too...the one on the bottom left hand corner is shu wen's, the top left hand corner is alvin's and the right side is wen bin's. (:

had a sms-talk with one of my friends lately. and this fren is particularly troubled. these are some parts of the conversation that i rmb he/she told me (i shall not reveal the name, not even the gender)

_____:i dont want anyone else to know le. i want to die.

_____: i feel like committing suicide.

_____: i feel scared.

_____: you know how hard is it to put on a smile in school and pretend everything is ok but im scared that _______has already told _____?

i understand your feelings. i truely do. but i dun wan you to tink like me. you are a young person. dun let it worry you so much. i may not be in a position to tell you this, but please, for MY sake, dun do what will make others cry for you.PLEASE, DONT DO IT. _____, i hope you are reading this. BU YAO ZUO SHA SHI!!!

*PISSED. DISAPPOINTED. STRESSED. my top three favourite words.

*everything which goes wrong is always my fault.