undisclosed

"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Thursday, September 18

i feel like this now, yes i do.

i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die.i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die. i want to die...
today is doomsday. super uber disappointed with the current results i have, especially emaths and english. so much for working so hard when in the end, the results are still as horrible as ever.
im just not fated to believe in my studies; the small glimmer of hope in me will burst into thin air. i cannot trust the magic of believing; cos nothing, NOTHING, has ever come true for me.