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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Saturday, March 28

11.30pm every night, 6am every morning. just to make sure that i reach the parade square by 7.20am every single morning. but i must do redcross proud, i must maintain the strict standard (:

hearing certain songs recently reminded me of the once strong friendship we had. it has been ages since i mentioned you here, but since you never come here anymore (i think), it should be safe to reminince here about the days when we could just sit together and exchange many words. those times when we were there for each other through ups and downs, when you introduced to me to the world of chinese songs, when i can sms u non-stop...those days are long gone. in sec 3, my emotions overode my mind and heart, and that's when our friendship broke down. you hated me, and i hated you just as much. i avoided you at all costs. in sec 4, my hatred of you wasnt so much, but there's still a tinge of both hatred and hurt there. we hadnt talked to each other for practically 2 whole years already. much as i dont think of you nowadays (although choonseng just mentioned you recently), i really wonder how you are doing now. i had long forgiven you for you-know-what, but have you? you probably would have forgotten me by now. you probably still wont talk to me on your own accord if i had gone for 4e5 outing during the march holidays. the ties between us are severed, but isnt there any chance to tie a knot to fix those frayed ties? i smsed you on you-know-when, knowing 99.9% that you wont even reply. i saved that 0.1%; a faint hope that you will just reply for the sake of replying. im so disappointed you havent. i wont do it ever again, i assure you that, since you dont even appreciate a person's well wishes. alvin chew wen ping, you are now nothing to me but a fading memory. im sorry.

i love saturdays. for i will know that there's people out there who never despise me, who never thinks im just a fool, who never thinks im an idiot, who never scream at me for no apparent reason, who never cast me aside like furniture. nanhua girls, yvette, jiaman, jackie, seowwenyi & seahwenyi, xu jian, J2s & last but not least, mrs lim, thank you!(: