Acid Lodge.

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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."

desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."

Sunday, March 1

as time goes by, i feel that everything is passing by me in a blur. for the chances to grab hold each and everything is getting slimmer by the second.
having second thoughts about __. but isnt it too late to even think about it? why dont i just get on with it? i chose this path myself. no one forced me to choose it. so why am i having this tinge of regret again?
and this 2 words: S_____ C_________, is nagging at my conscience ever since i saw her on friday. im not the only one with S.C, so why cant i be C. like her? or like the 48 of them? i should have no excuse, 'cos im not the only person with this problem. but do i have a choice? its hurts pretty badly whenever i think of myself as a ________ __.
school again tomorrow. will it be nothing but another week of roller-coasting emotions?