undisclosed

"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
rash plans..
Tuesday, September 8

my newly created mugging timetable:

at night: drink coffee
12 midnight to 3am: pretend to sleep.
3am till morning: MUG.
morning (1 hour): breakfast (ham sandwich)
after breakfast till lunch: MUG
noon (1 hour): lunch (ham sandwich)

after lunch till evening: MUG.
evening: dinner (proper meal)

and the procedure repeats.

i have no other choice. i HAVE TO PROMOTE. i MUST PROMOTE. somehow, i must GET THROUGH PROMOTION.

it's better to die trying, than jumping down from the area outside MPR4 after the release of promotion results.