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Tuesday, October 20
Well, this is it. Haish.
Extreme disappointment. WHY? :(
There are more disappointments than happiness.
There are more deprovements than improvements.
There are more unexpectancies than expectancies.
I just cannot believe what I have just seen. Never in my dreams did I expected myself to do so badly, not when I have placed in so much more effort this time.
Am I just no good & plain dumb?
Could I have placed in more effort?
Should I be less hard on myself?
Must I be angry with myself?
Because seriously, I'm at a loss on how I should feel.
Questions left unanswered.
Questions go unanswered.
So, how? :(
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."