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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Tuesday, November 14

rc training yesterdae...we did a bit of footdrill b4 evacuation...i went with jose and ying shuen...we wanted to get bandages first b4 finding casualties but joanne ma'am scolded us and told us to juz go find casualties.....=.= found xiang yi ma'am,and apperently she got upper leg injury...no offence, but she is really HEAVY!!!lucky mardy and her gang came so i ask sy to take over me la while i go with mardy and chermmin find other casualties. find until like siao...met up with sy and ying shuen den went to dnt block...found xiao wen ma'am...took damn long to find her injury, which is head bleeding. joanne ma'am keep saying wad evacuation is nort a game, still can laugh and play summore...but me and ying shuen are treating it seriously...dunno wad we do den she say like that...??????? so we did horribly bad fer dis evacuation...finishing in 57 minutes instead of 30 minutes. the seniors told us our mistakes...sum of the juniors got scoldings fer nuthing...den they let us try one more time....i still dunno why i cant carry xiang yi ma'am...later on take interview fer sec 4 seniors....then bersurai..then went to rc rm fer briefing of camp..den home sweet home..

todae went to sch to do ss project...i reached there damn freakingly early...jx was late again...lolx...den told him that his imitation of a gurl when we prank called alvin on sun worked coz he apparently tot the voice was my gurlfren's.HAHAX! den we do and do and do, later zi an and kr came...giving us some entertainment...then the scouts arrived, giving us more entertainment...2pm arrived fast and of course i go home la...

god...feelin damn FREAKED OUT...juz cant seem to command properly...everytime get stage fright summore forget my commands...wad am i going to do...