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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Saturday, December 2

had fun yesterday at esther's chalet bbq...
went to pasir ris mrt to wait, only to find out that wenzai and gang went to ntuc...den i was waiting den suddenly zi an cum up and scare me..next moment he was saying:jeslynn is wearing a skirt?!?!?! like as if i wear skirt got sumthing wrong like that...den all the boiis see le all looked so amazed, like as if my personality cannot be girly de...i noe im tomboyish la, but cant i wear a skirt? weird sia...then wenzai went to buy ice-cream...3 scoops for $9!!!!wow!so of course the boiis all go chase after him lo to eat his ice-cream haha...
den later esther's mum, dad and dad's brother came in 2 cars to fetch us...and I SAT WITH LOW CHANG HONG!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!SO SUAY!!!! i had a hard time to imagine him as alvin lolx.
reach chalet le we all go arcade play...so fun...den badminton ppl lai le,waiseng was the next to be amazed that i was wearing a skirt...grr...esther so good, summore can say wad's wrong with me wearing a skirt coz there's apparently nuthing wrong with me wearing a skirt...then esther, ying en, beebee, deanna, waiseng and me went back to chalet to eat,and AGAIN another guy (aaron) was amazed that i was wearing a skirt. sianzation.
then wenzai they all came back to chalet, then we eat and tok and play lo. then ZI AN asked me the most RIDICULOUS question:have u ever done heavy petting with alvin? so of course the answer is apperently no, but he dun believe lor...i told him go call alvin,den he act as a gurl on the phone,so idiotic alvin dunno mah,even though i gave him a warning beforehand,so alvin said yes when zi an asked him the same question..ARGH!!!! ALVIN U ARE GOING TO GET IT FROM ME!!!SEE IF I DUN!!!
went to pasir ris park with the gurls to tok...den ten plus we went home lor....i reach home around 12 like that...