tis blog is so dead lor....finally i am back...juz finished mye...whew...

nothing really much happened during the days b4 mye...the only excitement is the red cross day on 8 may (coincidentially zq's burfday too!). so in the morning went to school in rc uniform, only to see my juniors STILL IN SCHOOL UNIFORM AT 6.25AM?!?! juz becoz nada havent cum??? LOLX. later study emaths then i realised cant sit down so have to stand...darn....second one cum to class muz be ALVIN lar....UUGGHH!!!!! SUAY SHIT LOR....later later later...fall in with the rest le...my juniors disturb me like crazy la....say wad got flies above my beret...then sing burfday song for all the may babies.... :)))) later CHIOBU ESTHER MA'AM came la...duno wen she started looking so damn super CHIO....she very pei with the CHIOBU miss lee....assembly...zq sir stand at microphone there (looking at him all the time...coz alvin pulling the school flag... -.-)...the the national anthem take so long to cum out...then afterwards i tink zq sir forget how to say national pledge le...coz he got stumble a bit...later even worse, say the FIRST SENTENCE of the RED CROSS PLEDGE wrongly la!!!! sooooooooooooo embarrassing la!!!
so then blahblahblah for the rest of the days until today... juz now i go up the 198 bus then the bus breakdown....so suay cans

now for miscellaneous stuff...

firstly, RED CROSS. now mye end le im getting more and more worried....it's like....THE SEC 3 COMMITTEE ARE GOING TO TAKE OVER NEXT MONTH LE!!! so darn fast la... im worried abt rc's future in our hands....will we make the unit rise to greater heights?!?!? i hope so.....

next...this few days i seem to be seeing my jwps mates...saw raymond on friday, yunian on sunday and tyty for quite a couple of times le

cum to tink of it...i wuld want to thank esther lim, valerie and pei chuan for "putting" me up in ur classrooms during the exam period...i really very distracted by the "scene" in 3s5 (pc and valerie, u noe wad i mean) until i cant study...i dun even care now la if i keep disappearing frm 3s5 classroom nowadays...

now i got some "letters" i would REALLY LOVE to write, but i do not dare...maybe next time...

1ST LETTER
To: Wen Bin
thanks for helping me in most of my studies during the exam period...it really helps...and you are a good teacher... :)))))

from: jeslynn


2ND LETTER
To: Jing Rong
i wish u wun be so scared of me la...i look at u crapping also cannot meh...if u are smart u wun believe felicia's rumours la...i really hope to be good frens with u again la...im nt even scared of u la...

from: jeslynn


3RD LETTER
To: Shu Wen
i juz sadden lo...i noe that u wan be with ur laogong la...bud...u go with the other gurls...i feel like shit inside la...maybe im juz toking crap.... -.- i only have one warning for u: ALVIN IS NOT WHAT HE SEEMED TO BE. u better be more wary of him le..

from: jeslynn


4TH LETTER
To: Alvin
from yesterday when u say u were nt free to teach me physics...i am JUZ PLAIN ANGRY, SHOCKED AND DISAPPOINTED IN YOU AND MYSELF. anyone can be selfish at their schoolwork, but NOT YOU. u said that physics was a COMMON SENSE subject, would it LITERALLY KILL YOU to juz teach me a few questions that even wen bin does not know? u say wen bin's physics better than urs, u SHOULD BE HONOURED THAT THERE ARE QUESTIONS THAT U MAY KNOW BUT HE DUNNO...u then asked a BIG FAVOUR from me (you should know what im toking about). i been thinking about whether i should do it for you...but now...i feel that YOU ARE JUST LITERALLY MAKING OF USE OF ME AND MY WEAKNESS ONLY. i wun agree to help u with this favour becoz i realise that BY HELPING YOU TO DO THIS FAVOUR, WE ARE BOTH HURTING AND BETRAYING SHU WEN. i do not want shu wen to be upset with the both of us if she ever finds out about this favour...seeing through ur true colors...now i know why yun zhong say i siao wen i keep pinning for you...THINK ABOUT IT.

from: jeslynn


to wrap up this SUPER LONG POST... i will introduce this new song i juz found (courtesy by esther ma'am)

Just So You Know- Jesse McCartney
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

*CHORUS
Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want toI just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I am not
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

*CHORUS

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

*CHORUS


nice lyrics...

tis blog is so dead lor....finally i am back...juz finished mye...whew...

nothing really much happened during the days b4 mye...the only excitement is the red cross day on 8 may (coincidentially zq's burfday too!). so in the morning went to school in rc uniform, only to see my juniors STILL IN SCHOOL UNIFORM AT 6.25AM?!?! juz becoz nada havent cum??? LOLX. later study emaths then i realised cant sit down so have to stand...darn....second one cum to class muz be ALVIN lar....UUGGHH!!!!! SUAY SHIT LOR....later later later...fall in with the rest le...my juniors disturb me like crazy la....say wad got flies above my beret...then sing burfday song for all the may babies.... :)))) later CHIOBU ESTHER MA'AM came la...duno wen she started looking so damn super CHIO....she very pei with the CHIOBU miss lee....assembly...zq sir stand at microphone there (looking at him all the time...coz alvin pulling the school flag... -.-)...the the national anthem take so long to cum out...then afterwards i tink zq sir forget how to say national pledge le...coz he got stumble a bit...later even worse, say the FIRST SENTENCE of the RED CROSS PLEDGE wrongly la!!!! sooooooooooooo embarrassing la!!!
so then blahblahblah for the rest of the days until today... juz now i go up the 198 bus then the bus breakdown....so suay cans

now for miscellaneous stuff...

firstly, RED CROSS. now mye end le im getting more and more worried....it's like....THE SEC 3 COMMITTEE ARE GOING TO TAKE OVER NEXT MONTH LE!!! so darn fast la... im worried abt rc's future in our hands....will we make the unit rise to greater heights?!?!? i hope so.....

next...this few days i seem to be seeing my jwps mates...saw raymond on friday, yunian on sunday and tyty for quite a couple of times le

cum to tink of it...i wuld want to thank esther lim, valerie and pei chuan for "putting" me up in ur classrooms during the exam period...i really very distracted by the "scene" in 3s5 (pc and valerie, u noe wad i mean) until i cant study...i dun even care now la if i keep disappearing frm 3s5 classroom nowadays...

now i got some "letters" i would REALLY LOVE to write, but i do not dare...maybe next time...

1ST LETTER
To: Wen Bin
thanks for helping me in most of my studies during the exam period...it really helps...and you are a good teacher... :)))))

from: jeslynn


2ND LETTER
To: Jing Rong
i wish u wun be so scared of me la...i look at u crapping also cannot meh...if u are smart u wun believe felicia's rumours la...i really hope to be good frens with u again la...im nt even scared of u la...

from: jeslynn


3RD LETTER
To: Shu Wen
i juz sadden lo...i noe that u wan be with ur laogong la...bud...u go with the other gurls...i feel like shit inside la...maybe im juz toking crap.... -.- i only have one warning for u: ALVIN IS NOT WHAT HE SEEMED TO BE. u better be more wary of him le..

from: jeslynn


4TH LETTER
To: Alvin
from yesterday when u say u were nt free to teach me physics...i am JUZ PLAIN ANGRY, SHOCKED AND DISAPPOINTED IN YOU AND MYSELF. anyone can be selfish at their schoolwork, but NOT YOU. u said that physics was a COMMON SENSE subject, would it LITERALLY KILL YOU to juz teach me a few questions that even wen bin does not know? u say wen bin's physics better than urs, u SHOULD BE HONOURED THAT THERE ARE QUESTIONS THAT U MAY KNOW BUT HE DUNNO...u then asked a BIG FAVOUR from me (you should know what im toking about). i been thinking about whether i should do it for you...but now...i feel that YOU ARE JUST LITERALLY MAKING OF USE OF ME AND MY WEAKNESS ONLY. i wun agree to help u with this favour becoz i realise that BY HELPING YOU TO DO THIS FAVOUR, WE ARE BOTH HURTING AND BETRAYING SHU WEN. i do not want shu wen to be upset with the both of us if she ever finds out about this favour...seeing through ur true colors...now i know why yun zhong say i siao wen i keep pinning for you...THINK ABOUT IT.

from: jeslynn


to wrap up this SUPER LONG POST... i will introduce this new song i juz found (courtesy by esther ma'am)

Just So You Know- Jesse McCartney
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

*CHORUS
Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want toI just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I am not
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

*CHORUS

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

*CHORUS


nice lyrics...