undisclosed

"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Saturday, August 4

ever since that tuesday,31/7/07, everything changed. i now see life in a different light. i dun see why shud i force people to do wad i like. now im trying my best to change. life is never perfect. only you can make it more perfect than it should. i dun wan to be obsessed with _____ anymore. im determined to do so. testing my determined self everyday is never easy, but i really want to reach my goal of obtaining PURENESS and INNOCENCE within my heart again. trying is never easy, but tasting the sweetness of the achieved goal is satisfying(:

next week wonder whether can get more pocket money, since got the sec 2 bazaar on wednesday haha(:

the truth hurts badly. why dun u tell me your intentions directly? i dun wish to hear it from other people. jus becoz you are so great doesnt mean u can push me around. If u dun wan me to be the ____ ______, why dun u say it directly? why did u tell me a TOTAL lie???

my will to live is dimishing day by day.
all because of you.