Acid Lodge.

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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."

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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."

Friday, August 31

i jus feel so lost. wad wrong have i done to deserve all this? i dun have the strength or courage or confidence to carry on. the hopes placed onto me are never-ending. everyone's expecting me to do this and that, and i am so dumb enough to not tell them that wad they are asking me to do for them is so wrong. my life's in a huge mess which i can never tidy up. the good old days will never return; they will only serve as memories. nowhere to turn, nowhere to hide, my life's in ruins, a total wreck. if i tell a lie long enough, it becomes the truth. and being avoided is such a cruel feeling. i never felt so down in my whole life. the scars remain and no amount of time can sew up the wounds.