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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Friday, August 17

CT2 IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!! YYYEEESSSHHH!!!!!!!!!! sorry im crapping haha(:
so now currently can UPDATE my blog if i dun wan to hear anymore NAGGINGS from KRISTIE TIONG :DDDDD
im so dead for common test lo...over le im happy but getting results is NOT FUN at all. failed chemistry, i knew i will definetely fail D: chinese passed(: but lost to VALERIE ONE miserable mark!!! AAAARRRRGGGGHHH!!!! XD. hope get highest for history, hope pass emaths and amaths. hope get gud marks for geography and physics [B4 to A1? haha(:]
so wednesday was fun during PE coz we play captain's ball! it was so funny and fun haha. mr khusni wanna catch the ball nvr see sw then he bump her lor. BIG BULLY MR KHUSNI XD. so of course we teased her laogong why nvr go scold mr khusni LOL.heng arh the injury wasnt serious. only abrasion.
so next was assembly which was a talk on sex and all those, was very interesting, but the part on how to wear a condom was not. a bit disgusting for me >.<
bought the national day photos, expensive leh, but worth it, shall scan sum of the photos i bought when i get them(:
at night on wed tok about 7 month stuff with alvin,about the 3 lamps thingy, was quite interesting coz he noes so much. sorry for not letting u sleep in peace hehe(: summore next day was amaths exam >.<
so today wasnt exactly gud. kt dun angry le cans pls? then wen wan bersurai joanne ma'am call me then i went off only to find out that tis gurl is having "numbness"(wonder wad is that?). so need to evacuate her to sick bay. was a gud experience for me coz my first time. hope the gurl gets well soon(:
GOOD LUCK TO FAC PEOPLE YA(:

he doesnt even care about her la. we bothered to, and he didnt. we were almost late for class, and he didnt noe that. he didnt even bother asking about our lateness. we didnt even get any credit for going the extra mile cans. no one noes abt it except the 3 of us maybe? i dun need the "thank you" frm him, but wad about the first aider frm 3s4? she so deserves it cans. he so damn ungrateful lo.

im sorry that im unable to trust you more. i noe that u really want to change, but i cannot even trust myself so how do i trust you. give me time, for i believe time heals all wounds. im aledi trying my hardest best, but i need TIME. T.T

if i knew it was the last time i would see you,
i would run away from my piano lessons
to accompany you in the rain

if i knew it was the last time i would see you,
i would go on and hug you
to tell you you're not alone
if i knew it was the last time i would see you
i would shout to the world i love you
if i knew it was the last time i would see you
i would give up the world for you.

*so meaningful(: