Acid Lodge.

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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."

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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."

Saturday, October 13

well...it all cums down to this doesnt it? so much for my insensitivity. i really dun noe how to heal those scars and wounds i have made in people's lives (especially kristie's "mum"). not even first aid can save me now):
it's jus...u tell me not to keep blaming myself, but if everyone is like scolding me for decisions i make, then who are they going to blame? definitely not themselves. the blame all falls on me doesnt it? i rather avoid any conflict. we are so small, soon to be reduced frm 6 to 5 in december (rc committee, u shud noe wad im toking about ya?*cries*), if anything crops up and cause so much hostility in the committee, well it isnt going to be a gud time. so ya, i tink i noe wad im doing. it's jus for the best.

and another thing.this is the worst post-exam period ever.holidays havent even started and im aledi hearing so much bad news, frm both redcross and 3s5'07.can anyone tell me, WHAT IS SO NICE ABOUT GOING OVERSEAS TO STUDY!?!?! ISNT SINGAPORE GOOD ENOUGH!?!? T_T
I DUN WAN TO LOSE YOU, PLEASE.