undisclosed

"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Friday, March 7

a miracle i can update. cos it's SOOOOOOOOO DEAD, I KNOW.

CT1 SUX. do i need to elaborate? no.

lots of frustrations, anger and tears reali let loose for me this week. things happening at school and home, studies and redcross all came out at one shot. call that pressure? no it's not. it's called: THINKING TOO MUCH and TOO MUCH WORRIES till MY MEMORY GOES BUST. probably i wouldnt have made it through if not for her, the last person i expect that she will care for since im such a poor person in her eyes(:

my smile could hide my tears ever so easily frm 4e5, cos the people around me made me smile this hard week, especially about the other rumour u guys have managed to cum up with(: you know who u r, THANKS yeah(:

sports carnival. HOW CAN THEY LET THE NEW SEC 3 CCA COUNCILORS ORGANISE IT!? NO COMMON SENSE! we won 4e1 but lost to 5s1, the class who pretend they are not rough yet they are the roughest class in the whole carnival.

sec 1 redcross orientation. had fun and relaxed. and i was sooooo slow in knowing that wad she said about her A LEVEL RESULTS was a lie haha...CONGRATS TO HER THOUGH!!! kena splashed by sec 3s but not wet enough..but in the end still came down with flu): sec 3s, jus remembered wad i told u(:

sidetracking a bit: we were strangers in sec 1. beginning of sec 2 we were good frens who crap a lot. beginning of sec 3 we were best frens. end of sec 3 we were enemies. now in sec 4, we went back to being strangers. if u dun feel it, i do. it's so sad, but i cant do anything to change it...