undisclosed

"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Saturday, January 12

my tears threatened to fall yesterday, but i cudnt find them, hence i lost my temper with one innocent laogong and ACWP even though the incident with ACWP was my fault. i cant find fairness yesterday. i cant find reasons yesterday. i cant find words yesterday. all because of numerous people hu are not helping me to find them but happily throwing daggers into my heart and soul. im speechless. you say im selfish, FINE! i will go commit suicide for you to see and let the world around me collapse. now that is SELFISH.

*sorry to ACWP and laogong, i know i have been rather trying yesterday.