Acid Lodge.

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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."

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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."

Saturday, April 5

i though i have forgotten you, but it looks like i havent. you know how upset i was when you were so angry at me yesterday for being god-damn gossipy? like i tried to say sorry le, but i didnt know you will treat it so seriously. you are really not the person i used to know. am i just an invisible person in your life? someone whom you rather not talk to yet sit with me during chinese lesson? what about the resolution you promised to keep? apparently it's not going in that direction. i really duno wad to do...you are confusing me. i will not blame myself anymore for your changes in your behaviour, cos i have never seen anyone so STUPID, DUMB, IMMATURE.

when my life and soul disappears, that is when i can experience true happiness...in heaven. why should i care for the people around me when they dont even give me a shit? out of so many, onli ONE person has really made me feel that im apprieciated in his eyes. since they dun care, i dun tink they will care either if i just disappear quietly from the universe...cos im just an invisible person in everyone's view..