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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."

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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."

Sunday, August 31

september holidays. nothing but study study study? probably, since i am under "house arrest" for 4 days...thank god for a break on thursday(:

teachers' day on friday. wore nothing for "be yourself day" except a retro hairband. aces exercise was more of a retro dance? haha. then class bonding. wanna scream at those who put the "wenbin and me" pic during racial harmony day for display ):
concert. finally a decent one. the 1R4 boy so good with his singing! then gave presents to miss haiza, ms kwa, mrs tai (she so shocked to receive it -.-) and ms yeo...day ended with gng to tuition...
4E5 JIAYOU FOR REMAINING PRELIMS AND O LEVELS!

Thursday, August 28

new blogskin, new URL(:
prelims just started, not so gud for maths, must jiayou:D

going to be ignorant no longer. chionging for O's is the first thing on my mind now.
i never wanted your friendship in the first place. i cant care less now. the big O's are cumin.

Thursday, August 21

u F**KINGLY hurt me today, you really did.
im super upset over the unfair treatment you have been giving me lately. how am i different from other girls, other than her? you are doing it without a reason... im not happy.

Tuesday, August 19

had O level english oral today. thankfully i only screwed up picture, bud overall was okay. and the male examinar was EATING in front of me ><

we were strangers, starting out on a journey,
never thinking, what we had to go through.
now here we are, im suddenly standing, at the beginning with you.
when can i ever be at the beginning with you again? WHEN? we started off so well. but somehow, along the journey, certain things cropped up, and we are now back to square one, as strangers. when you walked past me that day, it was like we never knew each other in the first place, even though we are in the same class. i dunno, AGAIN, what wrong have i done to receive this treatment. i really want our friendship to start all over again, have a new start. i dun wan to forget you as a "jigsaw puzzle" of 4e5. PLEASE?

Wednesday, August 13

frigging tired, frigging stressed, frigging confused, frigging pissed, frigging angry, and frigging disappointed.

Friday, August 8

today celebrated national day.
met up with esther michelle and pitrie at interchange, then we waited for gaoyan...in the end he came 15 minutes late >.<
went down to visit the parade people: shiyuan, siti and huiling. plus visiting chairwoman with the rest of the unit preparing for first aid duty. then went to hall for flag raising, saw the gurls did a gud job for parade, WELL DONE!
watched a bit of high school musical 2 b4 gng for walkathon. too bad at one of the first aid stations the people so solemn):
charity bazaar. reali sucks. not kidding. i saw nothing but coke float, coke float, coke float. how come the sec 2s no creativity in selling food? bought a cheap cup of barley from PSG stall, as well as some pokemon toys(:
went to first aid station a few times, in the end got involved in looking after casualties too...=.=
concert. too short le, but enjoyed watching yulun's videos(: and mr chia put mine, shiyuan's, mardiana's and huiling's interviews on what makes singapore unique =.= sing-a-long session was great.
later went home then tuition-ed. NO TUITION TMR HOORAY! :D

Thursday, August 7

a break b4 i continue my amaths project.
life is now pretty hectic, but definitely much more cheerful now.
just passed out from FHRCY with my committee...Shi Yuan is Vice-Chairwoman, Mardiana is Chairwoman(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

certain things are just not right. i really wish that all the spreading of my statement can stop. i didnt say love, i said like. like is SO not equal to love. in any case this is my last year in fuhua, i reali dun wan to spoil any more mutual friendships. i just want to concentrate on my studies, unlike a certain someone. that certain someone can handle it, but i know by experience that i cant. plus, please understand that the way i treat my buddy is not out of love. he needs someone to push him before he flies, and i think i can do that job well. please stop teasing that innocent soul.(: