undisclosed

"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Tuesday, January 13

as the truth starts to sink in, im starting to feel a tinge of disappointment. im no longer as confident, happy and satisfied with my results. could i have done better? sure, for emaths, amaths, geography and combined humanities, i do not expect anything better and very happy with the outcome, but what about the rest of the subjects? plus with my L1r5...now i understand why is so hard to find a JC with such a sucky L1r5. no wonder my brother opted for poly. and my parents are not too happy, because my choices are limited due to my hatred for physics. but to please my parents as well as getting a better chance to go university and take up pharmacy/biomedical science, should i take up physics? i cant imagine myself suffering and hating physics for another 2 more years. i thought i can throw away physics after O Levels. looks like i cant...oh man. i really dont know what to do with my future!!!