suicidal;.
Monday, September 28
I want to consume a hundred Panadol pills. Not only will my current headache go away, my life can dissolve into nothingness. I'm sick of living this meaningless life. I've lost my grip on life.
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Whenever i see your face, i don't even smile now. i can't even laugh now. i can only look away. sometimes, i wonder whether it was right of you to tell me; i could be still in my illusioned world. now, i won't even get to know the <10% of your story if i don't get the words "promoted to JC2" on my promotional results slip on 12 nov. i don't care anymore; you, of all you, managed to wreck (a small) part of my life as well. seriously, i don't think i can face you at the next event. maybe mixing with the girls (subha, huiying, milissa, siokhui, manwei etc.) or the guys (jiaxian, george, jingkai, calvin, khairul) might help. hopefully these people are going for the next event too...
i will not cry. i must not cry.
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suicidal;.
Monday, September 28
I want to consume a hundred Panadol pills. Not only will my current headache go away, my life can dissolve into nothingness. I'm sick of living this meaningless life. I've lost my grip on life.
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Whenever i see your face, i don't even smile now. i can't even laugh now. i can only look away. sometimes, i wonder whether it was right of you to tell me; i could be still in my illusioned world. now, i won't even get to know the <10% of your story if i don't get the words "promoted to JC2" on my promotional results slip on 12 nov. i don't care anymore; you, of all you, managed to wreck (a small) part of my life as well. seriously, i don't think i can face you at the next event. maybe mixing with the girls (subha, huiying, milissa, siokhui, manwei etc.) or the guys (jiaxian, george, jingkai, calvin, khairul) might help. hopefully these people are going for the next event too...
i will not cry. i must not cry.
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