What's real & what's not?

Damn, how much more must I take it? Be professional it & shrug, smile it off?

Because happy days never last.

NOW WHAT, I CANNOT EVEN USE THE COMPUTER TO PLAY ON A FRIDAY NIGHT?!
I USE THE COMPUTER FOR RESEARCH FOR WEEKDAYS, & I CAN'T USE THE COMPUTER FOR RECREATIONAL PURPOSES ON A FRIDAY NIGHT?

RIGHT, MAKE MY JC2 LIFE A LIVING HELL, YOU DID AN AWESOME JOB OF IT.

THANKS FOR MAKING ME ANGRY; BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I'LL BE IN ANY GOOD MOOD THIS WEEKEND, WITHT THAT MOUNTAIN PILE OF HOMEWORK TOO.

I'm sorry, but I really have to say this word: FUCK.

Today was surprisingly alright! :D I'm starting to rekindle my liking for economics again HOORAY! AWESOMEZ.

& I really like those 3 girls called Belle Joy, Esther & Fransiska! :)

HOTDOG DAY TOMORROW WHOOPS! *Even though there's Chemistry remedial & Maths remedial, so my school day ends at 6pm instead of 12.30pm tomorrow*

CHEM PRACTICAL IS SUCK.

YEAH I KNOW THIS IS A VERY RANDOM POST :D

a night of tears.

& now I can feel myself falling sick.

DAMN this is not the time to fall ill!

It was AWESOMEZ seeing Ops team 5 yesterday! It's probably the only time I felt so high, & the first time in 2 weeks of first term that I felt so happy. But the "propose" joke has to "spoil" everything -.-

Anyway, Geography test is phailz, integration quiz is great, thanks to some last minute help from a special someone. :)

2nd week & still feeling tired. Economics essay test on Monday and D.E maths quiz on Thursday.

I need to change my body clock system drastically. Like making sure I can survive on 3 hours of sleep (12 midnight to 3.30am).

I couldn't have been more tired this week. Plus seeing someone special every single day.
Whatever it is, those few sentences always never fail to make me smile when I think of them.

is the worse thing ever. Never will I do it again, not after what happened today.
Thanks Felicia for saving my life muchs :D

NO MORE LEAVING MY HOMEWORK TO THE LAST MINUTE SHINGZ. I'M IN J2 ALREADY.

First week of school, & I'm already down with sleepiness & homework.
Screw this week!

How am I going to suffer 40-45 weeks of this, you tell me?

Monday till now had not been awesome, other than the fact that I get to end school at 12.30pm (1.30pm once maths remedial starts) every Tuesday.
Haish, feeling extremely worried for Winanto & Ruiyang now. Really hope they can enter PJC.

School, bath, dinner, homework, sleep. (& drama after school on Wednesday & Friday)
What kind of shitty routine is this :(

Well this (long) holiday is coming to an end, & I must say I enjoyed it more than I should.
Work shadowing programme, New Zealand, RCYC. 4e5 :D

& now it's time for school. Like tomorrow. Probably the next time I'll blog in school >.<

Right. Saw wz & esther ma'am today. How wondeful & -.- respectively.
I was still a little shocked okay!

Talk about an ugly duckling turning into a swan.

Anyway timetables are up & I really really really hope mine is permanent! Because it's really awesome; earliest is Monday (1pm) and latest is Tuesday (4.30pm). It certainly looks MUCH better without CL & PW :)

Remember I said in my earlier posts that I broke my camera lens? Well now, I have to pay a FREAKING 122 159 bucks for its repair!
Well, a lesson learnt! I MUST take better care of my camera, even though it's only 199 bucks!

YAY hopefully there's Delta dinner on 16/23 Jan! I can't wait to see Delta! :)

PJC Open House...

Better not type what I actually want to type about the above topic, just in case those undesirable people see this. Then I'm dead for J2, if you get my drift.

Ciaos~ hush hush.

Screwed up Maths Re-exam today.
Now I really wonder how am I EVER going to get an A for A levels.

& i'm supposed to do Chemistry today. Did 2 questions before knocking out. Well I'll do again after 10pm.
Tomorrow, my own study session. Hmms. Anyone care to join me?

2-3 January 2010: VI Retreat.

Reached campsite early from tuition & helped out a little before playing Captain's Ball for more than an hour with seniors & 11/10s. What joy to play Captain's Ball with nice people :)
After Captain's Ball, it was BBQ. It was quite fun (although smelling carbon was not supposed to be part of the package) setting up the pit. :D Started cooking food & fooling around, learning bits of Subha Basha, & doing loads of catching up with batchmates as well as the ex-fuhuanites. Got to know a couple of 11/10s as well :D
Played Murder Mystery! The plot was not too bad, although Milissa already guessed the murderer right from the start HAHAHA SMART GIRL. Awesome game it was; it got us into serious thoughts, especially Jamie, the future-CSI-to-be! XD
Then it was supper & OTOT. Chatted a while before bringing out my fresh pack of cards. Sat with Jing Kai, Jun Jie, Zhi Qian, George, Jia Ming and Yong Kuang (the only girl again!!!) to play a**hole dai di. Super fun; the guys are HILARIOUS! Plus the fact that I'm on a winning streak too :D
Hiked to Bedok Macs with Jia Xian, George, Jia Ming & Yong Kuang. Met up with Siokhui at Macs, Stoned there with double chocolate frappe before heading back to campsite. Slacked and gossiped in the canteen with Zaidi Sir, Hadi Sir, Khairul, Wei Ben, Subha & Daniela. Started playing Dai Di again, & I kept losing because of my sleepiness.
We stopped playing at around 5.40am & I took a bath. Did Functions of maths holiday revision package for half an hour before taking a power nap till 7.30am.
Chilled in the parade square and chatted/played dai di with george, siokhui, elijah and Jiaxian. Ate breakfast, & IT WAS YUMMY YUMMYLICIOUS! :D
Khairul and Zhiqian pulled me into their captain ball's team at the last minute because of some rules. & our captain's ball team won the competition just on time, because I had to go for tuition! :D
But oops! I nodded off a zillion times (well i only had one hour of sleep!). Thanks Jackie for nudging me XD

So yup, a super rushed post of VI Retreat :x Even though there are some minor complications here & there, but nevertheless, a good job well done to the organisers of VI Retreat! :) Can't wait for the next one already :)

Yup, the title says it all :(


I woke up late, along with Ying Yan and Jing Kai. In the end only I went to catch up with the rest.


Because I was so late, Alpha was reduced to cycling at Pasir Ris Park, instead of sitting the bumboat to Pulau Ubin.


Decided to take a picture of them cycling while going downhill, ended up overturning my bike, bleeding elbow, and broken camera lens T.T


We didn't really end the outing on a happy note. Lunched together with Subha & Hui Ying before heading for home.


How awful, if the first day of the new decade is like this, how many more bad days am I facing?


Haish. When organising, don't be late!


Thanks for the lesson learnt, Alpha. I won't disappoint you guys again for the next outing (which is most probably at the end of 2010). Perhaps, we are not fated to go to Pulau Ubin yet.


Just 2 words: I'm sorry.

What's real & what's not?

Damn, how much more must I take it? Be professional it & shrug, smile it off?

Because happy days never last.

NOW WHAT, I CANNOT EVEN USE THE COMPUTER TO PLAY ON A FRIDAY NIGHT?!
I USE THE COMPUTER FOR RESEARCH FOR WEEKDAYS, & I CAN'T USE THE COMPUTER FOR RECREATIONAL PURPOSES ON A FRIDAY NIGHT?

RIGHT, MAKE MY JC2 LIFE A LIVING HELL, YOU DID AN AWESOME JOB OF IT.

THANKS FOR MAKING ME ANGRY; BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I'LL BE IN ANY GOOD MOOD THIS WEEKEND, WITHT THAT MOUNTAIN PILE OF HOMEWORK TOO.

I'm sorry, but I really have to say this word: FUCK.

Today was surprisingly alright! :D I'm starting to rekindle my liking for economics again HOORAY! AWESOMEZ.

& I really like those 3 girls called Belle Joy, Esther & Fransiska! :)

HOTDOG DAY TOMORROW WHOOPS! *Even though there's Chemistry remedial & Maths remedial, so my school day ends at 6pm instead of 12.30pm tomorrow*

CHEM PRACTICAL IS SUCK.

YEAH I KNOW THIS IS A VERY RANDOM POST :D

a night of tears.

& now I can feel myself falling sick.

DAMN this is not the time to fall ill!

It was AWESOMEZ seeing Ops team 5 yesterday! It's probably the only time I felt so high, & the first time in 2 weeks of first term that I felt so happy. But the "propose" joke has to "spoil" everything -.-

Anyway, Geography test is phailz, integration quiz is great, thanks to some last minute help from a special someone. :)

2nd week & still feeling tired. Economics essay test on Monday and D.E maths quiz on Thursday.

I need to change my body clock system drastically. Like making sure I can survive on 3 hours of sleep (12 midnight to 3.30am).

I couldn't have been more tired this week. Plus seeing someone special every single day.
Whatever it is, those few sentences always never fail to make me smile when I think of them.

is the worse thing ever. Never will I do it again, not after what happened today.
Thanks Felicia for saving my life muchs :D

NO MORE LEAVING MY HOMEWORK TO THE LAST MINUTE SHINGZ. I'M IN J2 ALREADY.

First week of school, & I'm already down with sleepiness & homework.
Screw this week!

How am I going to suffer 40-45 weeks of this, you tell me?

Monday till now had not been awesome, other than the fact that I get to end school at 12.30pm (1.30pm once maths remedial starts) every Tuesday.
Haish, feeling extremely worried for Winanto & Ruiyang now. Really hope they can enter PJC.

School, bath, dinner, homework, sleep. (& drama after school on Wednesday & Friday)
What kind of shitty routine is this :(

Well this (long) holiday is coming to an end, & I must say I enjoyed it more than I should.
Work shadowing programme, New Zealand, RCYC. 4e5 :D

& now it's time for school. Like tomorrow. Probably the next time I'll blog in school >.<

Right. Saw wz & esther ma'am today. How wondeful & -.- respectively.
I was still a little shocked okay!

Talk about an ugly duckling turning into a swan.

Anyway timetables are up & I really really really hope mine is permanent! Because it's really awesome; earliest is Monday (1pm) and latest is Tuesday (4.30pm). It certainly looks MUCH better without CL & PW :)

Remember I said in my earlier posts that I broke my camera lens? Well now, I have to pay a FREAKING 122 159 bucks for its repair!
Well, a lesson learnt! I MUST take better care of my camera, even though it's only 199 bucks!

YAY hopefully there's Delta dinner on 16/23 Jan! I can't wait to see Delta! :)

PJC Open House...

Better not type what I actually want to type about the above topic, just in case those undesirable people see this. Then I'm dead for J2, if you get my drift.

Ciaos~ hush hush.

Screwed up Maths Re-exam today.
Now I really wonder how am I EVER going to get an A for A levels.

& i'm supposed to do Chemistry today. Did 2 questions before knocking out. Well I'll do again after 10pm.
Tomorrow, my own study session. Hmms. Anyone care to join me?

2-3 January 2010: VI Retreat.

Reached campsite early from tuition & helped out a little before playing Captain's Ball for more than an hour with seniors & 11/10s. What joy to play Captain's Ball with nice people :)
After Captain's Ball, it was BBQ. It was quite fun (although smelling carbon was not supposed to be part of the package) setting up the pit. :D Started cooking food & fooling around, learning bits of Subha Basha, & doing loads of catching up with batchmates as well as the ex-fuhuanites. Got to know a couple of 11/10s as well :D
Played Murder Mystery! The plot was not too bad, although Milissa already guessed the murderer right from the start HAHAHA SMART GIRL. Awesome game it was; it got us into serious thoughts, especially Jamie, the future-CSI-to-be! XD
Then it was supper & OTOT. Chatted a while before bringing out my fresh pack of cards. Sat with Jing Kai, Jun Jie, Zhi Qian, George, Jia Ming and Yong Kuang (the only girl again!!!) to play a**hole dai di. Super fun; the guys are HILARIOUS! Plus the fact that I'm on a winning streak too :D
Hiked to Bedok Macs with Jia Xian, George, Jia Ming & Yong Kuang. Met up with Siokhui at Macs, Stoned there with double chocolate frappe before heading back to campsite. Slacked and gossiped in the canteen with Zaidi Sir, Hadi Sir, Khairul, Wei Ben, Subha & Daniela. Started playing Dai Di again, & I kept losing because of my sleepiness.
We stopped playing at around 5.40am & I took a bath. Did Functions of maths holiday revision package for half an hour before taking a power nap till 7.30am.
Chilled in the parade square and chatted/played dai di with george, siokhui, elijah and Jiaxian. Ate breakfast, & IT WAS YUMMY YUMMYLICIOUS! :D
Khairul and Zhiqian pulled me into their captain ball's team at the last minute because of some rules. & our captain's ball team won the competition just on time, because I had to go for tuition! :D
But oops! I nodded off a zillion times (well i only had one hour of sleep!). Thanks Jackie for nudging me XD

So yup, a super rushed post of VI Retreat :x Even though there are some minor complications here & there, but nevertheless, a good job well done to the organisers of VI Retreat! :) Can't wait for the next one already :)

Yup, the title says it all :(


I woke up late, along with Ying Yan and Jing Kai. In the end only I went to catch up with the rest.


Because I was so late, Alpha was reduced to cycling at Pasir Ris Park, instead of sitting the bumboat to Pulau Ubin.


Decided to take a picture of them cycling while going downhill, ended up overturning my bike, bleeding elbow, and broken camera lens T.T


We didn't really end the outing on a happy note. Lunched together with Subha & Hui Ying before heading for home.


How awful, if the first day of the new decade is like this, how many more bad days am I facing?


Haish. When organising, don't be late!


Thanks for the lesson learnt, Alpha. I won't disappoint you guys again for the next outing (which is most probably at the end of 2010). Perhaps, we are not fated to go to Pulau Ubin yet.


Just 2 words: I'm sorry.