I have learnt what is real heartache.
I have learnt what it is like to be thinking so much about someone.
I have learnt what real tears are.
I have learnt that a girl DOESN'T ALWAYS NEED A BOY.

You know what?

Since you decided to cut off ALL ties with me, after you decided to FOCUS on the very last point of this infamous blogpost dedicated to you:

http://prickmewithaneedle.blogspot.com/2010/03/specially-for-you.html

Without reading what she really meant, without feeling any inch of remorse, without trying to change...
Then why can't I play the same game?

You are not solving the situation at hand. Rather, you are just running away from the problem. Both of us have some fault in this, but you broke the rules more than I did. I was ready to forgive and forget, you still harp on it.

So? Now you want to cut off all communication. I do admit, I'm still hurt, because I WANTED A DAMN GOOD REASON FROM YOU, NOT SUCH NONSENSICAL ONES.
If you think this will help, well it will just help me FORGET YOU, but it will not solve the underlying problem. Get it?

I'm tired of trying so hard to fix back this friendship. If it is supposed to end so bitterly, so be it.

I don't want to be your enemy. But now, I have to hate you for all you have done.

Hengli told me it will take some time. I'm not sure how long.

Perhaps, time will dissolve the mess, the hurt, the hatred.

But for now, maybe not.

& my final answer to those who asked: Do you still like him?

I have learnt what is real heartache.
I have learnt what it is like to be thinking so much about someone.
I have learnt what real tears are.
I have learnt that a girl DOESN'T ALWAYS NEED A BOY.

You know what?

Since you decided to cut off ALL ties with me, after you decided to FOCUS on the very last point of this infamous blogpost dedicated to you:

http://prickmewithaneedle.blogspot.com/2010/03/specially-for-you.html

Without reading what she really meant, without feeling any inch of remorse, without trying to change...
Then why can't I play the same game?

You are not solving the situation at hand. Rather, you are just running away from the problem. Both of us have some fault in this, but you broke the rules more than I did. I was ready to forgive and forget, you still harp on it.

So? Now you want to cut off all communication. I do admit, I'm still hurt, because I WANTED A DAMN GOOD REASON FROM YOU, NOT SUCH NONSENSICAL ONES.
If you think this will help, well it will just help me FORGET YOU, but it will not solve the underlying problem. Get it?

I'm tired of trying so hard to fix back this friendship. If it is supposed to end so bitterly, so be it.

I don't want to be your enemy. But now, I have to hate you for all you have done.

Hengli told me it will take some time. I'm not sure how long.

Perhaps, time will dissolve the mess, the hurt, the hatred.

But for now, maybe not.

& my final answer to those who asked: Do you still like him?