to ys: sorry for not answering you on msn last nite, cos i was in the process of being heartbrokened.

last nite was the worst nite ever. i jus let my emotional side took whole control of me. my heart had bled so much till there is enough blood for the whole of singapore. my tears just kept rolling till there is enough to form a tsunami. it's like I HAVE WAITED FOR 2 WHOLE YEARS, AND NOW U FINALLY TELL ME THIS?!?! i never let this wish go for two whole years. it's still secretly kept in my heart.

i quietly protected you, and u never noe it! when people critisied you, i said u were not that bad. when people critisied you for ur choice of girlfriends, i said it was ur choice.when my dear redcross prefects noe abt you, the rest of sec 2s, even yuchun ma'am,they teased me, kept asking me, why i like a "horse-mouth" guy. i scolded them for calling you names.plenty of sec 3s from 2B06 too, yz too, ask me why i like u so much. i still replied u-noe-what. when my mum using u-noe-what excuse to scold me, i still kept quiet. BUT DO YOU EVER KNOW THESE SACRIFICES I MADE JUST FOR YOU????? NONONO!!!

i tried to convince myself ever since sec 2. "you have v le/s le, maybe i shud give up". i tried to distance myself away from you when u were with v/s. i tried to forget the times when u were rude to me in the first term this year. i tried to forget the times when u were so insensitive towards me. i tried to forget the times when u reali disappointed me. i tried to forget the times when u just dun like to tok to me. i tried to forget the times when you were ignoring me becos of v/s. i tried to forget wad happened during the recent exam period.I HAVE TRIED SO HARD UNTIL IM SO TIRED THROUGHOUT THE TWO YEARS, BUT DO YOU KNOW ALL THIS???NONONO!!!!!

you tell me, i shud forget about you and move on. becos im not your ONE. SO IT TOOK YOU TWO LONG YEARS TO JUST TELL ME THIS REASON, AFTER ALL THE TIMES WHEN YOU WERE BEATING AROUND THE BUSH WITH ME!?!?!

i tried to help you out. i lent you a listening ear when u needed it. i consoled you when you were sad. i tried to be optimistic for you. i tried to be there for you when you were down.

i tried to treat you as just a friend.

I REALLY TRIED, ACWP, I REALLY TRIED!!! WHY CANT YOU SEE MY EFFORTS!??!

but in the end, i know that i cannot force you. BUT I JUST FIND IT SO HARD TO LET YOU GO.

now, IM JUST SORRY FOR MAKING YOU FEEL EVEN WORSE. IM JUST SORRY FOR LETTING MY EMOTIONAL SIDE TAKE CONTROL OF ME. IM JUST SORRY FOR BEING SO INSENSITIVE FOR ONCE TOWARDS YOU.

I'M SORRY, ACWP, REALLY SORRY.

to ys: sorry for not answering you on msn last nite, cos i was in the process of being heartbrokened.

last nite was the worst nite ever. i jus let my emotional side took whole control of me. my heart had bled so much till there is enough blood for the whole of singapore. my tears just kept rolling till there is enough to form a tsunami. it's like I HAVE WAITED FOR 2 WHOLE YEARS, AND NOW U FINALLY TELL ME THIS?!?! i never let this wish go for two whole years. it's still secretly kept in my heart.

i quietly protected you, and u never noe it! when people critisied you, i said u were not that bad. when people critisied you for ur choice of girlfriends, i said it was ur choice.when my dear redcross prefects noe abt you, the rest of sec 2s, even yuchun ma'am,they teased me, kept asking me, why i like a "horse-mouth" guy. i scolded them for calling you names.plenty of sec 3s from 2B06 too, yz too, ask me why i like u so much. i still replied u-noe-what. when my mum using u-noe-what excuse to scold me, i still kept quiet. BUT DO YOU EVER KNOW THESE SACRIFICES I MADE JUST FOR YOU????? NONONO!!!

i tried to convince myself ever since sec 2. "you have v le/s le, maybe i shud give up". i tried to distance myself away from you when u were with v/s. i tried to forget the times when u were rude to me in the first term this year. i tried to forget the times when u were so insensitive towards me. i tried to forget the times when u reali disappointed me. i tried to forget the times when u just dun like to tok to me. i tried to forget the times when you were ignoring me becos of v/s. i tried to forget wad happened during the recent exam period.I HAVE TRIED SO HARD UNTIL IM SO TIRED THROUGHOUT THE TWO YEARS, BUT DO YOU KNOW ALL THIS???NONONO!!!!!

you tell me, i shud forget about you and move on. becos im not your ONE. SO IT TOOK YOU TWO LONG YEARS TO JUST TELL ME THIS REASON, AFTER ALL THE TIMES WHEN YOU WERE BEATING AROUND THE BUSH WITH ME!?!?!

i tried to help you out. i lent you a listening ear when u needed it. i consoled you when you were sad. i tried to be optimistic for you. i tried to be there for you when you were down.

i tried to treat you as just a friend.

I REALLY TRIED, ACWP, I REALLY TRIED!!! WHY CANT YOU SEE MY EFFORTS!??!

but in the end, i know that i cannot force you. BUT I JUST FIND IT SO HARD TO LET YOU GO.

now, IM JUST SORRY FOR MAKING YOU FEEL EVEN WORSE. IM JUST SORRY FOR LETTING MY EMOTIONAL SIDE TAKE CONTROL OF ME. IM JUST SORRY FOR BEING SO INSENSITIVE FOR ONCE TOWARDS YOU.

I'M SORRY, ACWP, REALLY SORRY.