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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."

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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."

Thursday, November 15

well, redcross camp is finally over.
im sorry to make everyone worry for me on wednesday morning. it's my fault that i did not hydrate myself, not eating well, not sleeping well and stressing myself so much till i reached the full bursting point.
im sorry for repaying all my seniors' kindness in such a bad way.
im sorry for all the disappointments, anger and frustrations i have created.

but i have definitely learnt quite a few lessons from this camp, like: COMMAND AND CONTROL, ONE PERSON DOES NOT EQUATE TO THE WHOLE COMMITTEE, DONT ANYHOW WHACK.

but i have the determination to change things in redcross, no matter what comes my way. the process may be painfully slow, but slow and steady wins the race, i dun believe i cant do it. taking the first small step is the way to success!

so a BIG THANK YOU too all seniors who has helped out in one way or another, especially to YI XUAN MA'AM, CONNIE MA'AM and ZHI QIAN SIR. i believe we have learnt much from all ur advice and scoldings.

to juniors, we hoped you have learnt much from this camp, and will apply it to ur furthur lives, not just in redcross(:

im crying so silently in full guilt, coz i cud see the total disappointment in their faces):