undisclosed

"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Monday, November 5

saturday was fun! went to sentosa for family day. morning was kinda of boring, except for some funny moments (a man have to spell a word using his butt!) and an interesting game which we have to guess the advertisements just by hearing the music. some people is just so kiasu, aledi take the prize one time le still go up second time. greedy seh.

afternoon was more fun after lunch (was delicious cos it was KFC). cos i got one free coupon to go ride the chairlift and the Luge F.O.C!!!! i wanna go on it again (although the wait was horrible)!!! so fun!!! but so ex, it is $9 lor):

later went to the merlion, was interesting(:

after that, i went swimming with dad. then we went for dinner, and then home sweet home(:



and im being stressed again and again. im so troubled by all this that is going on. why mus all this crap be happening. i do not wan our relationship to be so fragile.

and the reason for my moodiness today...partly cos of the rain, also partly becos of the talk we had last nite. im still confused, but i have this to say: im the cursed one. i jus duno....wad i want. and i saw something again which hurt me a great deal, just that i try not to tell _____. when will mu jealously level ever disappear? if it ever disappears, that will be the day when i will experience true happiness. and that day is far far away...):