undisclosed

"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Tuesday, October 30

last nite i had a horrible nightmare. it went like this:
he called me to meet him under sw's block, then he scolded me super harshly on why i cant forget him, then he SLAPPED me HARD, to make me come to my senses. so painful, so i woke up with tears in my eyes. >.<
mum told me got a sms this morning, and wad she told me made my mood turn a semi-circle of 180 degrees. is it all my fault? why am i getting all the blame? is it fair? i really duno wad to say le. jus that it affected my mood for today, not even ms yeo's guai lan behavior can cheer me up..

and you everytime tel me "u dun understand". so how will i understand if you dun tell me anything?