Acid Lodge.

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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."

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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."

Friday, November 23

well, today all my fish i caught from open house died T_T, then so cute, when i poured away the tank water into the toilet bowl, i saw a small fry swimming in it! poor thing, when it is born it has to live in a toilet bowl =.=
and i finally cleared out my room!!! now it is so clean! hehe now mum can vacuum my room le(:

and i really want to want to join FDC, but my mum really dun wan me to join. im really sandwiched in between le. should i try to sneak back for some trainings and disobey my mum, or shud i dun join but really regret it? im so confused): can someone give me enlightenment? i so badly so badly so badly want to join FDC!!! i aledi came up with 6 slogans le, i dun wan to give up like that! but with my mum seriously not letting me join, all my efforts are going down the drain T_T HELP!!!

suddenly, i feel like killing myself and slashing myself more than before. i just feel so self-defeating, self-destructing, self-doubtful, self-inflicting.