undisclosed

"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Wednesday, December 19

the road to the top when we become the biggest is always the same. everyone has to go through the same route. although every batch is different, in terms of quality, quantity and the different problems that exist within each batch, but no matter what, reaching the top is never easy. mistakes made along the way are obstacles we will trip over, but so as long we manage to stand up and continue the journey, taking the memories of the obstacles which we have tripped over along, the obstacles actually becomes blessings in disguises, for those obstacles help to make us stronger and thoughtful about the things around us and becoming more firm in our vision to succeed. along the journey, there are many footsteps left behind by seniors. some are good while others are bad. follow those which has a mixture of good and bad footsteps; leave behind those in a straight line and those which seems to lead nowhere to the top.

you told me what i should do, and i said yes. but i dun understand it all, i totally dun understand it. my mind said yes but my heart said no. regrets will soon pour in, like how it happens every single time. i'll keep quiet about it just for the sake of peace. because im just a failure.