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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Friday, December 7

today had many ups and downs, all about redcross(:

9am was the rcy recruitment workshop, and i reached douby ghuat at 8am! dumb rite? went to traffic lights later on and i saw ALISA!!! YIPEE SO HAPPY! talk a lot on the way to hq. sat outside hq and tok tok tok until i saw ESTHER MA'AM. i reali tio shocked, didnt expect her to be there >.<
saw zhi qian sir too..so ya he looked real funny taking out his shoelaces outside hq =.=
then later go inside le saw more ULP mates and ULP instructors, including MILISSA!! LOL me and alisa and saritha nearly cannot recognize her >.<
later esther ma'am take our attendance, glad i was treated with NEUTRALITY(:
OIC was QingXiang Sir, so yeah presentation for recruitment of pupils into rcy is very interesting..then first aid, a lot of laughter, had fun learning changes of cpr, and learning abt maintanance of dummy. OA was up next, reali enjoyed myself the most for this session, my group had fun building the structure, although a lot of eye-power =.=, but later a few of us started the ball rolling (ALL ULP DE HAHA), so yeah, managed to beat the other group in structure building (take note, the other group got 5-6 guys, ours 0 guys) yay! went to the back of the room to see a badly made structure to dry clothes, it's so unstable lor! and they tie all the knots wrong le grr~~ make us get confused with the strings):
witness choking demonstration, then next was the best one..BUILDING OF NEWSPAPER STRUCTURE!!!!!!!! so fun haha. i volunteered to be casualty though, show to alisa that the stretcher is SAFE! felt reassured cos got zhi qian sir in the stretcher squad haha(: esther ma'am saw miie ask me why i wan to be casualty when i know le =.= *cos i was a casualty once on a newspaper stretcher onli, and i wan to try again, and no one volunteer might as well i volunteer lor*
refreshments, told esther ma'am i wan go back to fuhua for a bit of fdc trng..then i go for one serving of refreshments thought enough le, who knows esther ma'am force me eat second serving cos zhi qian sir cant eat, he vegetarian, so on his behalf help him eat his share...*i no heart to tell her im sick of refreshments le, becos i ate too much of it in sp le during timeline challenge):*
talked with quite a few ULP pple, and how they still remember miie? it's a big joke: "the person who was carried by a guy and hugged by a guy during ULP campfire!" my god, after so long they still remember! junhong and eugene, i hope u know how famous u are =.= a lot of laughter frm my grp once they mentioned this part though, hope esther ma'am and zhi qian sir did not hear this part, cos they were nearby =.=
went home with zhi qian sir, and i guess i have to accept the hard truth, no matter how much it hurts me. heard fdc trng end early, so i went home lor.

OKAY! time to mention what happened between me and zhi qian sir on the phone yesterday!
actually supposed to meet debbie at douby ghaut control tower today at 8.30am, but she cannot cum, so miss lee ask me go with zhi qian sir. call him and ask him if he wan meet me at same place same time, but duno how i managed to say until he heard as i meet him 8.30am at boon lay mrt station! lots of confusion over the phone, he asking me meet so late for wad, and me telling him wer got late, hq also dun need 30 minutes to walk there, then after a while he sumhow understood le..walao mus listen to kt le tell him go dig his ears HAHAHAHAHAHA!

TRUST.it is so important. i shall trust ur words. i duno if they are real. if i dun trust, who will? i hope u will not let me down by letting me find out wad u said was not true. please. i dun wish to hear any more bad news about u. i dun want to worry abt you, but how can i not, if pple are telling me bad news about you. i will try to stop worrying about you, but u mus prove to miie that i dun need to worry about you.

FINALLY, after so long, i can put my heart and mind at ease. whether i can look back on that experience with sadness or happiness, it is all up to miie. and i will make it happen the way i want it to be. i'll make it a memory to be kept at the back of my mind, yet unforgettable. i thank you for giving me a chance today, even though it will be my first and last time. i will always remember it. my life has made another turn today, and another new chapter of my life has begun, all because of you. once again, thanks(: