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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Friday, November 30

ages since i posted):
ANNOUNCEMENT: REDCROSS BLOG IS UP UP UP!!!!! PLEASE LINK IT YEAH(:

http://www.fhrcy-truespirits.blogspot.com/

well, wednesday's current affairs competition was crap lor, out of the top 8 teams going to second round, 4 teams consist of river valley pple. grr. but fuhua got one team got in, which is MY TEAM? LOL. tomorrow is second round, it's like an amazing race round singapore's places of interests.
we ate a lot at reception, thanks to mr ng who told us to eat more de =.=, then after briefing of second round finish le then the club pple can eat. benson and i were OMG, we ate so much le LOL.
going back home, thanks to that DANGEROUS JIANYANG playing with the souvenier frm the club pple, i was nicknamed "first aider" all the way home =.=
and i miss benson =.=
sneak back for fdc training yesterday, was quite a fulfilling and fun one, though i didnt managed to stay for the whole training): jus sooooooooo happy to do footdrill yesterday, and really need to brush up on my drills like the sec 1s, cos it is so rusty. i may be able to listen to commands properly, but my drills are so rusty, my legs and arms are aching today. see how rusty i am :x
well wad i wan to say for yesterday's training is all in fhrcy blog(:
i was quite pissed over a sms i received. i cant believe she is such a scaredy-cat. i will not blame her senior for passing that depressing message to miie, she is jus doing her job. but seriously, if u want to do that, u better tell me PERSONALLY.

maybe it wasnt such a gud idea to go for fdc training, cos i felt even worse. it's like...im half in and half out. there seems to be an invisible wall between me and the squad. although i seem to be a part of them, but i dun really belong. mum told me to tell the YOs and VIs that if i want to join fdc, i have to be top 10 in sch. so obviously it cannot be obtained rite, since my results is so cham): i really really really really really want to be in FDC!!!! but how?