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Wednesday, May 12
"I wasn't sure what I was doing, to tell someone in his clique, about all his bad traits. I know that the someone won't tell him about what I said, but am I putting myself in a bad light instead?"
"To forgive and forget is no simple process."
"To see his back view, pains me."
"Today, so many revelations, so many truths unraveled. I feel so lost, because so many thoughts are running through my head."
"How do I feel at peace with myself, when I can't remove that permanent dislike for him? I'm only at the losing end."
"我真的很想哭。。。可是,又没有泪水, 怎么哭出全部的痛苦,烦恼,伤心呢?我好累。。。"
Out of 6, 4 is about him.
Please, just kill me. I shouldn't be thinking about this whenever I'm mugging.