I'm the perfect failure..
Thursday, May 27
I really studied this time, and this is what I get.
I tried my hardest to use the technique, and this is what I get.
I feel so lost.
Damn.
I just need to cry now, before I plaster up a smile for Drama farewell BBQ later (actually I'm late already XD).
& then cry some more later.
Gosh, maybe I should just drop out of school now.
[edit]
There, I'm officially out of EDS, for good.
BBQ was awesome, & I got a chance to display my "paparazzi" skills! :D
The feeling when I handed over the key to the J1s was a sort of liberation.
& now it's just me and studies, a 5 month dating session (ewwwww).
But when I think about GP today, I really wonder how do I move on at all....
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."