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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Thursday, October 25

today was a fun day hahas(:
first aider duty for the cross-country, my team was with mardy and sy. then when we going to our first aid point, we decided to take a short-cut thru the field next to the condo. who knows, halfway thru the shortcut, suddenly the grass became so unstable! omg we looked so stupid screaming whenever we stepped into a "hole". summore the grass so wet lor!!luckily managed to reach the point though, but our trackpants all wet >.<
then whenever we see any sec 1 juniors running, we cheer them on, but all so lazy! mus give them more PT muahahaha...
but sy and mardi crazy le lor, cheering like crazy...LOL.
finished cross-country, we go slack at redcross rm...then after slack so long went back to class for form teacher period...
then after sch saw the 2007 YEARBOOK, and 3S5 CAMP PIC IS ON THE FRONT COVER!!!! then this year the redcross pics super nice, especially the fdc pic(:
and i swear i saw the disappointment in her eyes. all i can say is sorry.
CANT WAIT FOR SCOUTS CAMPFIRE THIS SATURDAY!!! WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!

why when they want my things, i have to remind them that they want my things, while when i want things from people, i still have to remind them to pass it to me? is everything so unfair? i even have to remind him twice today):

even today when i only saw him thrice, im just too ashamed to face him. i wonder why.
and after i read his blog, i know i can never stand a chance anymore. sometimes i hate myself for being so...stubborn. why cant i just give up? although i am wishing them all the best and that i am happy that he has finally found his "one", it's still a bit painful for me. maybe this holiday is the time for me to heal up, jiayous(: