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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Friday, December 28

as the year 2007 draws to a close, i have never ended a year in such low spirits. recapping what happened this year...

the good things which happened this year...
1) Class camp: a period to know my new classmates of 3S5'07, understand them more and blahs. kena saboed to lead 3s5 in cheers, kena teased as to which guy is to company me to lead the class too -.-, played games with the many gurls during mealtimes, played captain's ball and won 2nd place, class champion of cheering competition..some were fun, embarrassing and tiring, but all these brings back much memories(:
2)FDC'07: a great achievement to be 2nd in west district, a bonus to be top 8 in nation. all the sweat, time, aching legs and strained voices were paid off beautifully.the feeling of knowing we have done everyone proud and bringing the school honour and tasting the sweetness of victory were not forgotten easily.but it was a last time to bond happily with sec2s'07 though...
3)NCO'07 camp: a time to learn about leadership and knowing the people from other west district rc units. got to know pple like jasper and lily etc and understand nada and kaiting more(: campfire was fun, a lot of laughter in the camp, and the memories stay(:
4)ULP'07 camp: the BEST camp i have ever gone to!!! got to know more pple like my darling CHARLIE 2 and PLATOON CHARLIE(: it was even more fun that lily was in my platoon too, at least it was a consolation to the fact that im the onli one from fuhua -.- preparation for camp was fun, the camp itself was fun and CAMPFIRE was AWESOME!!!!learning the basics of a leader was made fun there, the best memories of my life in redcross was formed there.will never forget the instructors in ULP who made this possible for me and i believe many others!
5)Sec 3 camp: the next best camp after ULP'07. bond made stronger there, more cheers there and more fun there too! love my instructors there! the memories are here to stay(:

other than the five things which made some parts of 2007 happy for me, but generally 2007 was a year of more downs than ups for me...my tears and blood flowed freely for the first time, many frustrations, betrayals, lies, scoldings, unhappiness, misunderstandings appeared in the mix too.
i really hope that 2008 can be a better year than 2007, for 2007 is one of the worst years ever):

while today is someone's happiest day of her life, mine is..bad. i have learnt something today: i can try to learn how to trust the people around me, but i can no longer trust myself anymore, for my confidence level is equals to my complacency level. before today, i usually said: "i know what im doing." but now, i will say: "i knew what im doing." is shutting up the only way to maintain peace?