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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Thursday, December 20

shall update about yesterday's hike..
came real early in the morning, onli to find out the stupid general office reali not open..got the rc rm key safely..stayed in the room to read sec 3s proposal..and a couple of mistakes i saw in it..at least i know what is going on within u guys...found out apparently they drink their soft drink then left it in redcross room, then the cup spilled over, attracting a lot of ants..please make an effort to keep the room clean cans? i know you guys need the room, doesnt mean u can make the room dirty, wasting your logistics i/c's efforts to clean the room..please think for ur logs i/c okay?
fall in with the sec 2s later..attendance taken and blahs..food given out, seperated into 2 groups, mine was with syamsiah,rachel,kristie,sin hui,vivian,kai hui and kaiting(: we were called Alpha-Delta (AD), kena suan by sec 3s a bit though, just becos we (sec 4s) answered too much -.- *this shows we attentive when u were teaching whistle drills(: anyways..make sure whistle is working next time b4 using kays(:
set off..cheers in the bus..crap a bit at the back and blahs..reach bukit timah nature reserve, do warm up, although a bit slow and lag..nevermind next time can do better rights? dun need the chairperson to tell u to hurry up de..
started off on green route, at first was rather okay, cos duno which sec 3 said "see this LONGEST TREE" haha..reach first hut feeling okay..drank H20 b4 setting off again..hmm what i want to say is that drinking water and resting at each hut is not enough. resting and drinking water along the way wud be better, wun tire out pple..so yeah nearly fainted when almost reaching catchment hut..luckily made it there safe and sound..head reali spinning by then..tried to follow on..but the seniors (i wun mention who) who took over were seriously too fast -.-
so yeah saw a sea of black later): so yep thanks to pple who evacuated me, it must be hard,cos going uphill):
yep so next thing i saw was: im at the summit, the rest of the unit playing games, mardi and shiyuan giving me FOC massage at the temples of my head (haha thanks guys!). later shiyuan write down wad happened to me -.- (it's my fitness got problem, not anything else). played captain on the deck later with the rest so it was i join with jose,kaiting, yingshuen, yixuan ma'am at first, then ys out, then jasmine ma'am joined ours, then she out, then miss haiza joined ours then she out, then either jose or kaiting out, then yixuan ma'am out..so play until onli left me,mardi, nada and syamsiah..ROUGH was the word(: pushed here and there soooooooo much fun(: still out in the end -.- winner was nada -.- i think everyone had fun at that game..
going back down to base..that was when it started..nada sprained her ankle..the rest continued moving on..me, kaiting,kai wen and si min disappeared with joanne ma'am,zhi ting came after us w/o telling frontman -.- then zhi ting duno how she walk until sprained her ankle, and a serious one too..the rest continued while i stayed behind with joanne ma'am and zhiqian sir..went down safely though with a lot of help..and heard a rumour from them..i will not blame anyone for it..but dun point an accusing finger first..find out what happen first! so went back to sch..debrief..then dismissed..later a few of us made to do forced human labour by mr govind..so suay..
so to summarise it all up, mistakes made during the hike is okay, becos it is ur first time, but i hope you guys will learn from it all and improve as you guys go along! jiayous!

and im so happy my prayers had been granted..it didnt rain yesterday until after hike. instead, it rained this morning. luckily the hike is not today(:

an email i got from huiling, and a very interesting one too(:
VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.
SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic . Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.
LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.
ARIES - TheDaredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.
AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.
GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.
LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.
CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person... Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.
PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.
CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendl y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.
TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.
SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.